you guys have to see this. :lol:

[color=#ff40ff]Well I tried talking to my grandma about my dad, I was afraid to just flat out tell her "hey your sons been sleeping with a bunch of other women, lol" but I wanted to say something. I just said that my mom and him got into one of their worst fights I had ever heard, and that I had never saw my mom cry that bad before. and well I don't know if I really want to get more involved than I really am. I want to because what my dad is doing is like... destroying my mom. And then I don't because odds are I'm just going to keep blaming myself for my dad's actions like I always do and YEAH that's really gonna help. Hmmm, maybe I'll try to talk to my mom when I get back Sunday. I want to help her out. Btw thanks for all the nice things that you guys said last blog, thanks a lot. :) they really helped. *hug*[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]Well my mom just tried to kill my dad because apparently my dad's had sex with his girlfriend and a bunch of other women -_- my god, why can't my mom just divorce him already. He's such an ass to her. the more I find out about my dad, the more I just don't like him. And the more I find out about my mom... the more I want to love her. I've tried my best to help her out but I just can't. There's nothing I can do. I'm so confused. My dad's been one of my best friends all my life and to find out he's doing stuff like this... I don't know, I'm never really gonna get used to it. Maybe I should just beg for my grandparents to become my legal guardians, although that wouldn't solve anything between my mom and dad. And in other news STILL no luck finding my Pokemon Yellow game. I have to find it by the end of the weekend. My friend Carver just got back into Pokemon and he's really into Pokemon Red. His team's around level 40, mine's around 55ish. Hehe, I can't wait to battle him. ^_^[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]just spent the last two or so hours playing that game @_@ just because I couldn't find my pokemon yellow. I am getting way too old for this...[/color]

I've never agreed with a review so much in my life. [color=#ff40ff]Way to 'tell em Bloo.[/color] :P

[color=#ff40ff]yeah that is the official theme song for SAINT PATRICK'S DAY: '06. BECAUSE ALL THIS GREEN IS KILLING MEEEE rahaahha. XDD LOL I WILL NOW COPY AND PASTE FROM MY DEVIANTART JOURNAL'S LAST ENTRY. [quote="I"]I'm in the computer lab, and my friend Porcupine is being a dork and singing the song "In Love with the Deejay" VERY LOUDLY. :XD: it's so hilarious. He's acting very ADD right now. People are giving us funny looks. And today we also had an Arain baby. :XD: we had to do this project in Biology where we had a pretend baby, and our kid had: -blonde hair -blue eyes -triangle chin -cleft-less chin -medium skin -no red pigment in hair -straigh hair -present widow's peak -thin eyebrows that are far apart -small, round eyes with long eyelashes -wide mouth -thick lips -dimples -medium round nose -hairy ears ("normal" :roll: ) -freckles on cheecks and forehead :XD: (Porcupine says I just ruined our perfect Arian child XDDD) Okay and when enough people go away I will call Bloo727. :p rahahahahahahah.

OK YEAH I WILL DRAW MY HAWT BABY ON TUESDAY XDD THEN I'll scan it in so you guys can SEE A REAL-LIVE DRAWING of a HAWT BABY. god I am hyper. Well yeah I did talk to Bloo shortly after writing that. It pwn'd. :D He says he'll call me tommorow so I'm really happy and now I have something to look forward to over zee weekend ^^ hehehe.[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]SO I'M LIKE... SKIMMING OVER SOME ENTRIES FROM THE RUKIFT ACCOUNT. And OUCH MAN. I just one of them from New Year's and I'm like... argh I don't know. I just find it hard to believe that Bloo said that. And then this also sent me into shock. Looking back, I realise that it was manipulation at its finest. I just hope that sort of thing never happens again. :( Oooh and look at the Breezy Is thing. AHH MEMORIES. XDD I also think it's very funny how Kraz was the one who said "Without Breezy there would be no wind in the sky" lmfao. I don't know. I LOVE THAT LINE. It's so clever. XDD but WHATEVER because the one Bloo wrote was like... yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay *heartlove*[/color] EDIIIIIIT!: I also got ahold of MY FAVORITE BLOG POST EVAH.' :o yehehehehe.

[color=#ff40ff]I see that you can now read your blogs on all the c-net websites. :o lol, for a while you guys could all see my first accounts blogs. XDD AND A BUNCH OF ENTRIES I DID NOT WANT PEOPLE READING OMG @___@ *slams on edit button* and OOOH looks like I joined tv.com august 11th. k time to start reading all my old posts. :P[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]I just thought of a good layout idea for my upcomming Cheese fanlisting. And look, no-one's made a robotboy fl yet XDD ahahaha. IWANTIT. Ok so today I got to go to the dentist and miss my first two class periods-- drawing and social studies. And honestly I'm starting to hate drawing class because everybody in there is just taking it so they can get an easy A. It really pisses me off that no one can take art seriously there. And next year the counsler signed me up for art 1... JOY. I get to do everything *except* drawing and I get to be surrounded by freshies who are in it for the easy A. OH FUN. god I hate people. Ok so yeah when I got back to school, it was GYM TIME! YAY! We had to climb the rock wall and I totally freaked out. I'm not afraid of heights, (I can go on planes, top floors of buildings, rollercoasters, whatever) but I am afraid of like standing up on higher spots. (like standing on a desk absolutly terrifies me) SO YOU CAN JUST IMAGINE THE JOY IN MY EYES WHEN I HAD TO CLIMB UP ABOUT TEN FEET. :D :D :D :D YAAY!!! I actually didn't even climb ten feet, I did about a foot and I really started freaking out. I begged my partner to let me down, and when he wouldn't I just jumped. God I looked like such an ass. I really need to learn how to grow up. -_- I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE TODAY. except the GOOD PART of today was when I heard the voicemail Bloo sent me. THAT CHEERED ME RIGHT THE **** UP. :D Because Bloo is awesomely awesome lfadjk;alkefj;ealkj. YAY. PS BLOO I DREW YOU A PICTURE GO LOOK ON MY DEVIANTART PAGELOL. AND HERE'S A LINK IF YOU'RE FEELING LAZY. and if you're in uber lazy mode here's the actual picture LOLOLOL. CAPSLOCKS.[/color]

[color=#ff40ff]I don't want to go over all the little details, I don't really want to relive that moment right now. I didn't get hurt, but some furniture did get broken. Including my bedroom door, so yay. After it was all over I tried calling Bloo a bunch of times. I know he doesn't like talking on the phone much, but I needed him- or anyone- to tell me that it would be alright. Because I know I wasn't telling myself that.[/color]