This is going to be hard to believe, but I'm getting worse every day, I don't know what to do:cry:!!!
I want to talk with my ex boyfriend and say him: "I so sorry", because maybe I do something bad and maybe that's why he don't talk me and it's horrible, because I think he doesn't miss my friendship and I'm dying of pain because I lost his friendship, he was the most awesome friend I've ever had:cry:!!!
Today he said something to my "best friend" Karen (the girl who change me for an EMO), he said something about her hi5 and it wasn't something important, but I think I feel JEALOUS!!!, but Karen is UGLY, I don't think he's going to change me for her, isn't?, we sometimes had talked about how ugly is she:P, what if he find to another girl?!, I'm going to dye of pain in my little heart, all the days I'm sad, but nobody see it!!!
I want to hug to someone:cry:!!!
I'm not angry with him for broke with me, I'm sure I was the worst girlfriend of all the world:cry:!!!
And do you remember to my "friend"?, well he was in my classroom and he started to talk him me and I told him: Why are you talking me, if you said you're not going to talk me anymore? and he respond: "Because here isn't anyone who can say something", suddenly I thought: "What?!, you're going to talk me in the moment you want?!, BAD FRIEND, after the things he made me!!! I think he told to my ex boyfriend that I wanted to return with him and that's why he don't talk me!!!, now I guess I'm going to tell him that I'm angry to him and then he'll try to find why I'm angry and maybe he'll help me to resolve all, but I don't think so:cry:.
I just want to return everything to the normality:cry:!!!
I won't pass the math final exam, it's so hard and I can't do some exercise, I try and try, but I can't:cry:!!!
And when I was taking a shower suddenly I think in a sad melody, I made a song and I started to shed tears like a sink:cry: and now I ever cry with the songs of Air Supply, I love that songs, but they make me cry:cry: (specialy Lost In Love)
I can't be more sad:cry:!!!
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