You think I'm talking about Easter huh? WELL I'M NOT!! Something strange is going on. White rabbits keep popping into my life unexplained. Not the actual animal, just white rabbit in general. What am I talking about? I'll tell you...

1.I'm at my friends house and we're watching The Matrix-the part where Morpheus is like 'Follow the white rabbit'. Not a big deal right? Well that leads me to

2.My 'niece' Talia comes to the house and has a toy white rabbit from Mikey D's (McDonalds). This is when it starts to get weird. Because a commercial comes on for this video game and I liked the song.

3. I look it up and the song is called "White Rabbit" by Jefferson Airplane. Mind you, all of this has happened in ONE day.

4. The next day, I'm bugging out because of the aforementioned incidents. The same friend I was with yesterday,his favorite movie is Alice and Wonderland. Random? Yes very random. But that's not all. We mess around and start talking about how philisophical the movie and book are. (We're crazy okay. This is what we do) And of course, what's Alice in Wonderland w/o the compulsively late WHITE RABBIT!!

5. After that random conversation, my dad texts me and says I should come to church for Resurrection day (easter). That prompted our next random conversation. Easter. And where the hell did the idea of 'easter bunny' come from. WHITE RABBITS EVERYWHERE.

6. By this time we've long since started to think all this is randomly connected. So a couple days later I go to the grocery store with a different friend, friend number two. As soon as I walk inside there is this big ass white rabbit in my face. I sent friend number one a text and he was like 'maybe they're trying to tell us something'

7. Then like two hours later, he calls me. He got this email telling him to check out some new bands. One was called...wait for it... THE WHITE RABBITS

WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON!?! I told a third person and they laughed at me. This is serious guys. Serious...

Now that you all think I'm sufficiently out of my mind...QUIZ TIME!!

4 movies you could always watch

Disney's Robin Hood

Lion King

Death Proof

LOTR

4 Shows you like to watch

CSI

CSI:Miami

CSI:NY

Family Guy

4 websites you check daily

yahoo

fanfiction.net

tv.com

myspace

4 favorite foods

pork chops

mac n cheese

nachos

grapefruit

4 places you'd like to be

in his arms...don't ask questions *MINI* :)

Rome

London

HEAVEN

...but first I feel a rant is in order. That cool with you? No? Then maybe you should stop reading cuz I'm going to rant anyway. (and I'll keep my swearing down to a minimum);)

I've noticed that a lot of really cool threads on some forums have died. What's that about? I would revive them but why? So that they can fade out and die again? So people will message me and be like 'let it go'? Funny thing is, I've really stopped caring what people think... I'll do it tomorrow. Maybe...Oh, that wasn't the rant. This is:

So, I'm on FF.net and (as some writers know) they have this 'new' thing for people that need/want to be a beta. No big deal right? Wrong. Correct me if I'm wrong but shouldn't your beta be someone who knows you? Shouldn't they know what it is you're trying to get across to the reader? Shouldn't they know your writing style? I feel the answer is yes.

Making a stranger your beta is like giving your baby to a complete and total stranger and telling them to change the diaper while you take a nap. Would you give your baby to a stranger? I hope the answer is no, cuz if its not:?...we need to have a talk. Seriously. But that's just how I feel.

Needed to get that out of my system. Now for the poem...

Hold me

so I won't go anywhere

Hold me

so I won't know dispair

Hold me

so I'll know what Heaven feels like

Hold me

'cause I know that this is right

Hold me

and help me forget my pain

Hold me

as we listen to the rain

Hold me

and wipe my tears

Hold me

and erase my fears

Hold me

because I know the end is near

Hold me

and know that I love you, my dear

Hold me...

1. What does your TV.com Name MEAN? Black Rose..Please tell me you knew that.

2. Where was your avatar pic taken? Uhm... Which one? Clarify and I'll get back to ya

3. What is your nickname? LeiLei(for those who have a deathwish) Lani, Coleion, Capt, and Pyrate Qween...I know random right?
4. Your current relationship status? I have an 'It' (a possible)
5. Honestly, does your crush like you? Who said I had a crush.

6. What is your current mood? Mellow Yellow Fellow...Hello?
7. What/who do you love most? Music. Can't live without it
8. What makes you happy? Quiet
9. Are you musically challenged? Nuh uh
10. If you could go back in time, would you change something? HECK YES!!

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day what would you be? A tiger. Just because.

12. Ever have a near death experience? Which one? Seriously, I got stories.
13. Something you do a lot: sit

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? Eleanor Rigby by The Beatles

15. Who did you copy and paste this from? Jenni, BECAUSE I CAN!!
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you? No one! Not a living soul! I made sure of that! *cackles*:twisted:

17. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight? No? Didn't think so...

18. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex? Hands...don't ask
19. What do you usually order from Starbucks? I don't support the corporate monster that is Starbucks:evil:

20. What's your favorite color? Let's see...BLACK!

21. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? Keeps me young. :lol:
22. Do you speak any other language? Spanglish, english and ebonics.
23. What's your favorite smell? Rain, vanilla, baby powder and strawberries

Ignore the title, its random.

I blame Clfuller *shakes finger at her* for this blog.;)

1. I say random things on purpose just so that I can see people's reaction.

2. I'm nocturnal, but not by choice. I haven't gotten a good nights sleep in ten years.

3. I don't listen to hip-hop despite my race. Most people think its strange to see a black girl rockin out to Evanescence in a Bug at red lights.(And that's on a good day)

4. My nephew can't pronounce L's yet. So I'm Auntie Weiwani to him.

5. I can switch topics randomly but will always remember what got me off track in the first place.

I've been told that I swear like a sailor. Which isn't true. You can actually understand me. :D

But in all seriousness, I am pretty bad. Only when I'm upset, or scared or in pain though. I usually swear when I rant, which would fall under 'upset'. I swear when I talk to Self. She's worse than me. If you don't believe me then...Well there is no way to prove it without you thinking that I'm clinically insane, so we're going to drop it.

I'm trying to keep my swearing under control, cuz I don't think I can just up and stop...I'm too good at it. 8)

Today's word of the day is 'why'.

Why- for what cause, reason or purpose.

So, I asked myself, I said 'Self'

Self: Hm?

Me:Why?

Self:Why what?

Me: Just why?

Self: WHY are you asking me stupid questions.

And then she left me to ponder 'why' alone. There are plenty of why questions: WHY am I asking why; WHY am I typing in red; why do live in front of a screen.

Then I thought 'Why ask why?' To gain an understanding? or to annoy the crap outta someone? I don't know, but I'll keep asking myself why until I find out.:D