lately, my blog "attendance" has hardly had any posts during late summer and new school year. this is way down from last year & even earlier this year including yesterday's 0 comments. it seems like this site has given me the cold shoulder lately. there have been some low points in my life recently & it seemed hardly anyone cared. this site is the only place that i can tell ppl stuff i wouldn't never be able to tell anyone in real life. why do you all hate me so much? what did i ever do to you? i've tired to be nice and have entertaining blogs once in a while, but it seems all in vain. i rarely get blog shout outs, even rarer pms, and when i do something interesting, people hardly show up. and this is because i'm one of the members who have been here the longest. 2008 has been a poor year for me on and off the site. school takes so much of my time that it's the only thing i have time to talk about...that's when i'm not taking breaks from the internet. 2006 & 2007 were better years since school wasn't as stressful and the ppl here were still cool. recently, i looked though my friend list & found that most of the ppl i added back in 05 and 06 have MIA'ed. not surprising since i've been here since 05 since older members, such as myself, usually become forgotten after a while when the ppl on their "friends" list go off to digitally greener pastures such myspace and facebook. i also noticed that someone i added recently (will not be mentioned) and barely getting to know, took me off their friend list because i insulted a dear, sweet, favorite actress of his. go figure. i remember back in the day when jack17's, sasg's, kimba's, cindy_in_cda's, and even zugzug's (ryan)blogs used to be "social hubs." then later on drea (rip), ang's, helen, lin (entity) blogs used to be "social hubs." they are gone now, but guess what? i'm still here. it kinda feels like everyone is leaving me like in real life. my so called "best friend" is a total moron that won't even go w/ me to a $5 all u can eat, even though i give her rides everywhere, my dad left us for a new wife, and the state wants to take away my grandma. :roll:

wht is going on here? where did i go wrong? was it trying to be your friend?

:evil::x i spent $500 of my OWN money to buy books with two classes requiring 2 books (each sold separately) when the creative writing teacher drops a bomb and requests a 3 book. :x :x g***d*** f**** gag me with a spoon. :evil: :evil: :evil: a 3rd book that's not even in print anymore and now i have to buy it off amazon. but it's cheap so it's not that bad.

then in spanish cla55 turns out theres a short term paper due some time later on :x which makes me life my harder cuz the lit cla55 also has a term due some time later on. i excepted a term for lit, but NOT for spanish. i did have to do one of those in highschool and i got a 70 on the term paper and an 80 on the presentation, but that cla55 was taught in english :roll:. i understood about 80% of wht the teach was saying. u have 2 turn in the work on line and in real life. gag me with a spoon. most of the students are studing to be elementary teachers.

the creative writing teach can talk and talk and talk for sure. it rained outside, it passed, it dried and she was still talking. :roll:. go figure.

i'm also using the 2 backpack system. meaning that one backpack for m-w-f and another for t-h. since i have only one cla55 on t-h, why bother w/ a heavy pack forf all 5 days. i used to do when i was back at the community college. one bag for the art m-w's and another for the t-h's. same for the 2 science cla55es & one math last yr.

wht do i do:

there's another course i want to take called "mass comm processes" as practice when i do actully transfer. the problem is i have wayyyyy to much stuff already and i really, really, need the small return i'm actully getting this sem. there are 10 spaces open right now and this cla55 is t-h from 4:30-5:45, but that means 15 hrs and another to leach me to death.

WHT DO I DO????? suggestions?

well exuse me, i'm gonna go read for lit and cw now.

clapping joker time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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today was my first day of cla55 & so far it's been cool. i'm still waiting until 4:30 to take the last cla55 of the day. i'm sleepy and want to leave already. x_x

i take media writing w/2 of my friends from the spring sem and they were pretty nice. then we talked for a few hours until one left and i stayed w/one guy until i left to my car to change books b/c media writing has 2 and the world lit book is 2.5" thick.

then i went to world lit and the teach was about 20 mins late b/c he said he was subbing for another cla55 and forgot about his 1 pm cla55. students started to leave when the teacher came in and handed out syllabuses. of course we have a term to do, but he said he'll gave out more info this wk.

just sit and wait till 4:30 then i'm freeee! freee! free like the joker escaping jail!!!!!

then i have spanish tomorrow at 1pm. x_x

thor snowball

btw, i don't this dog is sniffing that ladies bellybotton. >.>

evil, evil, evil a&m. the laughing stock of the a&ms. the one with a tiny, tiny a cup flat chested ground, astro turf brady bunch grass, full of d***bags & a$$hole campus. a tiny campus surround by the winni the pooh forest where the deer and javalinas play at all odd of the days and the parking is bad so u have to get thier early. the food tastes like deer and wild hog meat roasted then simmered in motor oil & cumin. BUT one of the 2 restaurants on campus hosts, aptly nicknamed by me, "dusty's dump"has $5 w/o tax fridays all-u-can eat. i wouldn't pay the full price for this dump of a buffet. 2 words: intestional distress.

(tx st has a mall sized food court in the student center, 3 dinning halls & 2 food courts with 3 mini-marts on campus. the outer ring of the campus has several mini-marts and liqueur shops. there is even a salt grass steak house on campus! talk about convenience. ;) )

never in my life i have been surround with a bunch of a closed mined, thou-are-better-then-you, overly religious charlatans and this because i went to catholic school my entire life. :roll:

i'm confused...i thought i was going to be surrounded by over enthusiastic tv fans and all i found were ppl who watch movies & stick to themselves so making friends with them is hard. i have nothing in common with them and trek ppl are hard to find. the excuse for a student center is covered in "sunday mass" signs...i'm gonna gag. now the library has a starbucks so now everyone can walk around exposing the a$$holes they really are with a cup of overpriced corporate death.

in the spring sem, i had the same teacher for 2 cla55es. she was a closed minded sexist little woman who practically ignored me when i needed help editing something. but if were a guy, she would have been all over me in a heart beat. :roll:

i made friends w/someone who was in the computer club, but haden't meet before. i started hanging out w/his friends to my suprise they were a snore fest crowd of boring pricks and one even told me to "find a gym." yawn...fat jokes. how original. me: "maybe i'm proud of it...."

then her b/f (i know that guy's bro), told me "go watch your startrekbattlestargalaticastarwarsdkflkfsdf..."
me: trek is not on yet, bsg is being cancelled, and i don't like star wars.
him: :|

arg..i don't want to be with them! their evillll....evillllll. criminal justice majors...my a$$.

cla55 shedule:

m - w:

media writing, word lit, creative writing

t-h: spanish

mwf: world lit

i have 3 ****s on the same day :cry:

why can't i live a life of crime and foolery like the joker?! :cry: :cry:

WHT DOES THIS LOOK LIKE TO YOU???? *click*

oh, thank you everyone for their condolences for my dead grandmother (dad's mom). one dead, one to go. :roll:

-i haven't seen or really talked to her since my grandpa died 11 years ago nor did i even bother to write or call every once in a while. the last time i talked to her was during the 07' x-mas season and all she said was "good luck to you" when i told her i wanted to go to nyu if not tx st. there was no open communication because my parents are divorced and my dad being the snake he is, said a bunch of mean stuff to her about my mom. now that he's remarried, i'm not allowed to talk to my dad because my mom really, really hates his new wife & is still very upset about him getting married again. i hardly knew my grandma so her death is no big deal. when my mom's mom dies, the blunt, yet sharp daggers are my relatives will stab us with thier greed and apathy so i'm bracing for that one.

-school starts monday. i'm taking 12 hours. little did i know, that i have 3 classes on the same day! :x. i was distraught about not being able to go to tx st that i saw classes i liked, so i signed u for them. to mention, 9 out of those 12 hrs will transfer. ;)

m-w: media writing, creative writing

t-h: spanish

m-w-f: world lit. that is gona pwn.....

-i won't know how i'll be able to afford spring tuition for tx st. i only have 5,505.00 because i lost nearly 3k in work study so now i'm in a real pickle. i need at least 5k to cover the rest of the expenses and have some left over for summer. i'm currently looking into minority, low income student scholarships & grants. all i need now are more volunteer hours to add to a resume. since my cousin is the director at the animal shelter, this should be easy.

-oh, the state wants to take way my grandma because she was home alone & didn't answer the door to her psychical therapist. the pt then called some agency so now the state might be after her. one of the reasons why i'm not doing to tx st this sem.

- u.s. marshals came the house b/c they are looking for some guy who did a lot of identity theft.

more "vaction part deux"

update about me:

1. dad's mom died (funeral on wes)

2. my cat has tape worm :x

3. older cousin is director of local animal shelter

4. i had no money today so i called my friend to inquire if she could buy me a pizza and pay for it with her credit card. she declined b/c she "had to credit card b/c mom took it away." :roll: i was going to pay her back and i think she owes me one FOR DRIVING HER TO THE MOVIES, DRIVING HER HOME, PICKING HER UP AND GIVING HER RIDE TO SCHOOL, COUNTLESS OTHER TIMES, ALL WHILE I'M WASTING GAS THAT SHE DON'T PAY ME BACK FOR. :x later on dad bought me KFC

5. i have 3 days to fax in a housing contract release form tx state

6. i bought the last movie master's joker at fiesta tx and now i have 2 jokers! ^_^ one for the wall and one for ebay!

7. i met a dude dressed as joker and a chick dressed as wonderwoman at fiesta tx

8. every time we stay in a hotel, i always get the rollaway bed. :x

9. my uncle the jeweler might buy batman watches 2 sells and give one to me! joy! ^_^

10. school starts monday :cry:

thanks u for the support ;). yes, it is college trouble and i will tell u more tomarrow since i'm running late to pick up sum friends and take us to the movies. i'm very grateful for your sincere and kindwords. ;)

now i must drive half away across town and back.

NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DARK KNIGHTWAS SRSLY AWESOME & HEATH LEDGER TOTALLY PWNED THE JOKER ROLE. CHRIS BALE HAS A NICE, BUT SMALL (_|_), AND DAM THE MAN IS FINE. TOTALLY FINE.

random moments:

:cry: i was at an aquarium wearing mah 60's logo batman hat that i've had for 5 yrs & "only chuck norris can prevent forest fires" shirt when a random guy (over heard his name was matt) & his friends walk by. then this "matt" points to my hat, says "LOOK SHE'S WEARING A BATMAN HAT!" and runs off laughing like the joker at the top of his lungs at an alarming 70 decibels which could be heard across the hallway. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. excuse me,"matt" u sounded more like dr. evil plotting "evil" against the world armed with a half assed attempt to destroy the world and stop austin powers before he stops you. "roll:
muhahahahahaha in your case. :roll: fire the lazer...

=

during a family vacation in cancun 2 yrs ago, we were at some cave theme park where u swim in prehistoric caves (pretty awesome actually). we had just finished the 22 mile stretch of cave swimming and near the exit when mother bumps into this guy wearing a black hat because she thought it was me because i too was wearing a black hat...would u believe it was the same batman hat mentioned above? ne ways, the guy gives her a funny look as in rene zellweger and swimms off delibertaly bumping into me giving that rene zellweger-looks-like-she-just-ate-25 bags-of sour skittles-and a kilo-of-lemons face. christ, u jerk!! watch were your going!! red light, green light!

hmmmmmmm..maybe she should have played the joker...

right before the big student film festival, it was a sunday evening and i was there with a few other students editing our films. it was getting late and i was getting hungry (hungry why wait? have a snickers) i didn't have much money so i went and got a few snacks from the vending machine. it was getting late and no one was in the building. i suggested to another guy that was there to rip off a near empty vending machine. in our hungry state, we both agreed to go down stairs and take a few snacks from the bottom shelf. that guy had long, scary, spider fingers so i guessed he'd have the most luck stealing snacks. at the count of 1,2,3 we stuck our hands up the vending machine and struggled with a ho and heave to try to nab (or finger)some processed sugary confectionary morsels of blue berry cookies and/or sugerless gum.boy howdy, we failed miserbly. i almost got those cookies, but i pulled out in time because a some fat guy was getting out of the elevator. booooo...we almost got caught!!!!and if we would have gotten caught, i dont know wht would have happened even so close to the school yr. :/

i'll get u next time!!!!!!!!! :x
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CAPTION TIME!

"when do i get mah massage? just a little lower..."

troi: "hun, except a november baby...."
riker: "valentines day was sure great..."

WHY IS JANEWAY SAYING NO WAY????

u tell me why!

DID ANY ONE MISS ME?! ^_^

srsly, did any one miss me? ;)

i sleepy.

joke time!

One afternoon on Miami Beach
Three women were discussing their son's achievements. The first woman
says "nick, my son, the doctor! such a son a mother couldn't hope for. He's
got his own practice now in Boston, making so much money! He sends me a
check every month. I've never had it so good!" She turns and says, "So
tell me, Mrs. Rubenstein, how is your son?" "steve, my son, the dentist!
Such a son a mother couldn't hope for. He's got his own practice now in
Cambridge, making so much money! He sends me a check every month. I've
never had it so good!" The two of them turn to the third woman and ask
sadly, "So tell us Mrs. Hammerstein, how is your son, the homosexual?"
"adam, my son, the interior decorator! Such a son a mother couldn't hope
for. He has his own business now, making so much money! He sends me a
check every month. I've never had it so good! And my son! Not one lover,
but two! One of them is a doctor in Boston, the other is a
dentist in Cambridge!"

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tomarrow i get to see dark knight again! :D