Hey babes;) I am back:D From France... And sailing... And the unfortunate and accidental blogging hiatus..:oops:

Because they say a picture says more than a thousand words, here are some piccies from the Normandy/Bretagne/Paris trip for y'all:) ;
(I apologize in advance for all failed attempts at French spelling:lol: )

Pantheon8)

Notre Dame8)

The Tide on a beach a bit north of Brest8)

The Louvre8) which I didn't have time to go inside:cry: I will oneday though:evil:

Le Mont Saint-Michel8)

Utah Beach8)

Omaha Beach Americal Cemetary8) (That was an amazingly interesting yet awful experience:| )

Tour Eiffel:D8)

And Random pics, because they're less cliche:P

I am the one who it looks like is kicking my sis in the crotch...:lol: My sis is.. well. *cough*:lol: little boy is my bro and the man is my mum's bf

:P

Behold my knight in shining armour!:D Unfortunatly, my bro found him as well, and he seems rather easy I must admit.. I've got proof!

We still love him though, slutty or not:P

I miss you guys:( I am going out canoeing on the 5th though, so I can't spend endless amounts of no-life time with ya. I can for a while though8)

*huggles* *and LICKSSS*:D

... Unless you're actually talking a walk in there. Or sometimes it's just a forest.
All of sudden, it is all crystal clear. You can see that silver lining you've been looking for; a point of direction.
There is noone out there, just you. Sometimes with loud music shouting in your earphones. You just focus on putting feet after feet behind you, nothing else matters. Noone can reach you, except the ever-lasting wind. Noone can see you, except the pit-black eyes of a lonely bird. Noone can hear you, but the shy animals who scatter away.

Is that not lovely?

Question is where that feeling of simplicity goes when you arrive back home.

Hello poopyheads!:D

I AM NOW OFFICALLY A FREE WOMAN!:D Now I am out of school for 19 days8)
My list of things to do:

• Sleep. At least try. I am still having trouble.:? I've slept for less than 4 hours a night for almost two weeks and I don't know why I wake up:(

• Read. Long list of books to read:twisted:

• Go to the library to return borrowed books.:P They're late:lol:

• Write. GOD YES, I HAVEN'T HAD TIME!:|

• Bake christmas-y stuff. Swedish christmas-y stuff, I might add, but we'll get to that later. Yes, I am still trying to get into Christmas mood. Failing so far...:oops:

• Go to a 'party' with my mums friends and drink Julmust:P It's a type of Swedish drink commonly drunken around Christmas and Easter. For those of you who are interested--> Julmust . LOL "Those outside Sweden who are curious to try julmust might be able to purchase and sample a bottle from a nearby IKEA store." Typically Swedish:lol: Wow, aren't I stereotypical!:P

• Possibly do something with old friend.

• Clean my room. The christmas cleaning *sigh *

• Run. Aww, how nice to have time for that.

So yes, freedom is upon me!:P Anyway, last day, I arrived to school 15 minutes early to catch my music teacher. Me and my friend had talked to him about videotaping the annual Christmas play. We did. Every year the teachers in my school do this, and it's just as embarrassing each time!:lol:
They do Disney cl*ssics and often they mock us, the students, in them, and even in the presentations and stuff:P Like for example, this years Ferdinand the bull, Ferdinand sat and texted instead of smelling flowers:roll: People do that in school. And yes, I am a bad girl, I've done it too:oops::lol:

Then I got my grades:|

I got 12/16 MVGs and the rest VGs!:o:D For those of you who missed my long and overly complicated blog, or just said 'screw this awful wall of text' about our grading system, an MVG is the best, a VG comes second and then comes a G. If you fail you get and IG.

Swedish: MVG
English: MVG
Spanish: MVG
PE: MVG
Biology: MVG
Chemistry: MVG
Physics: MVG
History: MVG
RE: MVG
Georaphy: MVG
Society: MVG
Math: MVG
Technique: VG ( I actually got MVG but they only refresh this grade once a year instead of once a semester:roll: )
Textiles: VG (You know how I told you she'd lower me? Well I have no idea, but I think she forgot to go into the database and change it!:lol::cry::lol: WTF?!:lol: )
Art: VG
Home (I dunno what to call this, basically it's cooking, cleaning and organizing and stuff): VG

It's a good grade, yes. But choosing new schools for next year and all that is still bothering me. It's hard to know what I want to do. Even though I've had a plan since I was 11, now when I can get it started, I freak out. Go me.

Pic of the gingerbread houses. I'mma begin with ours so that it looks less crappy compared to the others. I am not kidding, people actually rock at this.

The Animal farm, with the marsipan animals!

The slaghter! Yes, we're apperantly barbaric:P


Napoleon, the evil pig. *psst* I made him;):lol: notice the little belly button:P


Snowball, aww.

Here are the other, awesome, ones:P

LOL there is the crashing plane I told you about:lol: See, we're not THAT barbaric:P

Damn those people:P:P See what I mean?:lol: *kicks*

So the 24th we celebrated Christmas, cuz we're freaks and do that here, and HA! I got Hugh Laurie's The Gun Seller (LMAO it rocks!) a collectors edition of Sherlock Holmes(I. Frikkin. Love. Doyle.), my favourite book that I had lost:oops: called When Nietzsche Wept:D( READ IT! BTW Lil, how is that coming along?:P), an Ipod!:D, an awesome jacket, a warm sweater, running gear thingy, and then I got the second Harry Potter book cuz I haven't read HP yet:lol: But hey, in my defence, they came out while I was reading LOTR so I only read the first one and then I was like 'WTF is this sh!t where are the orchs?' so...:P But now I'm catching up;) Oh, and we got an electrical piano.8)

... I went ice skating (and no Charlie, I am not good at it:P) It was fun. Yeah. Today we went to eat at a resturant. LOL. Dad threw fruit at sis and started a food fight, lucky we sat in the back so no one saw us:P I got rice in my glass, damn:lol: Speaking of dad:roll: Look, what he made!



Me and bro:*sitting and baking gingerbread*
Dad: So, can you do whatever you want?
Me: Yes dad, you just take the knife and cut.:roll:
Dad: *rolls it together instead and makes 'the christmas dick'*
Bro: *laughs*
Me::|

There is something seriously wrong with my old man:lol:

What more? Oh yeah. WTF DO YOU PEOPLE EAT AT CHRISTMAS!? Ok, rant over. I haven't really given it much thought before but now I'm sitting and thinking,

Julmust, Swedish.


Ischoklad, Swedish.


Lussekatter, Swedish.

Janssons frestelse, Swedish.

Knäck, Swedish.

Meatballs, Swedish.

Like even the ham is special and all that jazz.

What do you do at Christmas where you live? Do you do anything special? You have any fun traditions?:D

That's all from me. As y'all probably know by now, I usually include my little House quote here in the ending, but since I am currently reading a certain book written by a certain man who reminds me of this certain series, I'mma include a quote from this certain book instead:P

"Because what does it mean, to say things aren't going well? Compared to what? You can say: compared to how things were going a couple of hours ago, or a couple of years ago. But that's not the point. If two cars are speeding towards a brick wall with no brakes, and one car hits the wall moments before the other, you can't spend those moments saying that the second car is better off than the first.
Death and disaster are at our shoulders every second of our lives, trying to get at us. Missing, a lot of the time. A lot of miles on the motorway without a front wheel blow-out. A lot of viruses that slither through our bodies without snagging. A lot of pianos that fall a minute after we've passed. Or a month, it makes no difference.
So unless were going to get down on our knees and give thanks every time disaster misses, it makes no sense to moan when it strikes. Us, or anyone else. Because we're not comparing it with anything.
And anyway, we're all dead, or never born, and the whole thing is really a dream.

There, you see. That's the funny side."

LOVE YOU ALL, LATE MERRY CHRISTMAS, *licks**hugs*

Ok. I know I said I'd do a blog about gingerbread houses and similar today, and I will later, but right now I just need to say this.

Last night Lillypad's dad passed away. I think most of you knew he was ill and I know you've all been very good to Lil in her hard times. But I guess now is the time when she needs us all the most. She said to tell you this, because it was hard for her to repeat herself.

I love you Lil. Always will. I know it's to no consolation, but it'll get easier. And I will be here for you, whenever you need me.

I love you Lil.

Hey y'all:D

Ok, so I really am just going to ramble on about random stuff today.:P

• I saw the Twilight movie like almost a month ago now(:? Already? Feels like yesterday), and then (this one it is actually the right yesterday:P)yesterday I downloaded it cuz I'm a bad girl:P And I just need to ramble about my obsession a little:lol:
  
  *qoutes important scene so if you don't want to read, don't highlight it*

Edward: Shall we?
Bella: You're serious.
Edward: Oh, why not?
Bella:*steps closer**Edward picks her up on his feet and starts dancing*
Edward: See? You're dancing.*smiles heavenly (LMAO)*
Bella: At Prom.*smiles*

*other people dancing leaves and they're left alone (YESS:P)*

Bella: *while continuing dancing*.... Edward. Why did you save me? Why didn't you just let the venom spread? I could be like you right now.
Edward: You don't know what you're saying. You don't want this.
Bella: I want you. Always.
Edward: *is visably troubled* I'm not going to end your life for you.
Bella: I'm dying. Already. Every second I get closer. Older.
Edward: It's the way it's supposed to be.
Bella: Alice said that she saw me like you, I heard her.
Edward: Her visions change.
Bella: Yeah! Based on what people decide. I have decided.
Edward: So that's what you dream about? Becoming a monster.
Bella: I dream about being with you forever.
Edward: Forever? *strokes Bella's cheek*
Bella: *Nods*
Edward: *bends forward* And you're ready right now?
Bella: *follows Edwards movements and bends backwards, exposing her throat. Closes eyes*
Edward: *Reaches her throat but kisses her*
Bella: *opens eyes* *bends forwrd to standing position, Edward follows her movements too*
Edward: Is it not enough just to have a long happy life with me?
Bella: *whispers*Yeah. For now.
Edward: *pulls her closer and kisses her*
*zoom out*

Bella: *voiceover* Noone will surrender tonight. But I won't give in. I know what I want.

EEEEEEEEEE! Ok, done squeeing!:lol:

• I started a new House fic. I am gonna have so much fun with this one!

• About the last point: DAMMIT HOUSE AND CUDDY, JUST DO IT ALREADY AND GET IT OVER WITH, I HATE IT WHEN YOU'RE BEING SILLY LIKE THIS, YOU LOVE EACH OTHER! *calms down*:P

• The sun goes down at like 3pm now:|

• The final sentance in the animal farm haunts me at night.

• I have no life. I am used to blaming the homeworks on that. But now that I don't have any, I spent the entire day sorting and organizing my songs.:lol:

• About that, my mother called me a nerd when I told her what I wanted for christmas:lol: Tightly followed by this "Anything else, that isn't a book of some sort?" Me: "Dammit that 'some sort'. I was gonna argue that an encyclopedia isn't a book per se"

• When I sorted through my songs I found some I love but had totally forgotten about so now I'm all happy and listening to oldies:lol: *sings Sweet child*

• You know TWB is back when Heather is trying to make you take a quiz:lol:

• My friend made me watch Into the Wild cuz she's got a thing for the main character, it's f*cking depressing I tell you. Although, Kristen Stewart was in it! Her character was strange though:P

• My current prominent obsessions: Twilight, House, Six Feet Under.

• I haven't started on my christmas shopping. Bad girl.

Christmas. Gee. I promised myself I'd be more christmas-y this winter, because I never even got into christmas mode last year!:lol: I think I'll just buy a santa hat, or whatever they call it, and then walk around in it:P Might be typically Swedish and eat lussekatter too. We'll see.:lol:

Yes. House quote.:D

Dr. Wilson: The angels of Christmas have finally given House a present he can appreciate it.
House: Oh don't ruin it, don't pin this on Christ, he's got enough nails in him.

:lol::cry::lol: Brilliant*wipes tear*

BTW I dunno why it's lining like that:P

So, *licks**hugs* I love you:D AND GUESS THE QUOTE!:D

It's been too long. It really has. I never realized how much I'd miss this place, even with the layout change. I don't care anymore. This is the new tv.com part of Ellen. She's the same, but her tv.com persone needs some serious fine-tuning. The layout may be different, but the spirit is the same.

You guys rock. *wipes tear*
*hugs* I love you.

What better way to mark my return than a House quote, eh?

Cuddy: You think I like the cameras? You think I want the whole world watching you checking out my ass and question my wardrobe?
House: Would it be better if I questioned your ass and checked out your wardrobe?

Ahh. Like the good ol' days.

Hey guys! Or should I say poopyheads now that I am finally sorta back?:D

It's time for the ,apparently long-awaited, London Blog. I apologize for the lack of pictures of me and Lillypad, I focused more on making crazy vids instead!:lol:

Thursday, 25th of September

The day of the arrival. The plane arrived at 8-ish in London, and me, my mum and her BF Peter took the bus into the Victoria station. There we got tube tickets and other information for newbie tourists like us:P After that we went to Mum and Peter's hotel and left our bags, they couldn't check in yet so we just left them there and went to go for lunch, we were really hungry. The clock, however, was only 11.30 and nothing was open, so I suggested since we were going to Camden market later, we'd go there now and eat there, that way we wouldn't waste time sitting and waiting, because we had a dead line to catch; we were meeting Lil at 6!:D Mum and Peter agreed and we went to Camden, thing was, after realizing there were 2 stations with the name Camden in it, and we were headed to the wrong one(:lol: ) we had to go back all the way. By that time we had been sitting quite a while on the tube!:lol: After more trouble (they were renewing the track or something and we had to go another way around!) we finally arrived. Starving by now. We ate and then we went around the market, it was cool! We strolled around and later had a cup of coffee (I might add that this is where I first burnt my tongue, the burns troubled me the entire trip, and even after I had gotten home!:P) After this, we walked Oxford street. This is big for a swede y'know?:P Our biggest streets... Yeah, I think I can summarize it up in one sentence; Sweden is one giant forest:lol::cry::lol: Honestly, almost.
The clock was slowly ticking towards 6 but I tried to play it cool, I probably failed though.:lol: So we went back to their hotel room and got my bag and then we went to Notting Hill gate, the place for the meeting!

DUN DUN DUN!:P

We all learned something here; Notting Hill Gate's got like 3 or 4 different exits on 4 different streets.:lol::cry::lol: But then we finally met, awwwwww! Oh it was amazing!:D:D We hugged, and Lil jumped me as promised, I kept my promise to Leila too and poked Lilly!:P After a brief parent chat we headed home to Lil's by train and after that car. The ride home took some time and when we were finally there, I got greeted by Izzy, Lil's sister, and Fran who had taken care of Izz while Lil and her mum were gone. Then I met Lil's stepdad and James, her brother, and we had chicken soup, as Lil had requested the day before:P (This was the kill of my tongue I tell you peeps! Burnt the sh!t outta me) After this I was pretty tired, well at least I think I was considering I had gone up at 3 to catch the plane, but I was so excited so I didn't feel it:oops: So we had a quick chat with TWB on MSN and I had a bath and then we went to sleep. We had to go up early the next morning, I was coming to school with Lil:|

Friday, 26th of September

Lil had promised to come and jump on my bad to wake me up, her plan failed when I had already woken up when she came in, and she jumped on the floor next to the bed instead:P We went up and ate breakfast and drank lots of British tea, HUZZAH!:P and got dressed. After everyone was done, we were running a little late and John, Lil's stepdad, drove us to school. Lil looked cute in her uniform:P Ha! I sorta drove attention to myself!:lol: I didn't have a uniform and from time to time I got random shoutings like "Hey, you, Swedish girl!" or "Oh, Lil's Swedish friend!":P I attended the cl*sses and me and Lil did great in RE (at least we thought so considering we didn't have a clue what was going on!:lol: ) I even helped the German even though I don't speak it, it's quite closely related to Swedish so I could guess some things:P It was... interesting seeing how kids have it in schools in the UK. It's very different, hard to say exactly what it is, it's hard to describe, the whole atmosphere is different.
After the school was finished John came to pick us up again and he drove us to the place where Lil works, a "posh and fancy restaurant" as Izzy put it. Not according to Lil though:lol: I just liked the name, Goose fat and garlic. It's... weird.:lol: After that Lil had a hair appointment, but I went home instead and talked on MSN to TWB till Lil came home again. That night Lil and a bunch of her friends had decided they wanted to take me out to dinner, aww:) But to kill time until we were leaving we sat on Josh's bed (Mwuhahah Kiks! It cracked though:| :lol::cry::lol: ) and looked up places in London to visit. They started arriving to her House and we went to the Mexican place in her town!:D We had so much fun! I bet Lil is better at remembering funny quotes because I can't remember any, but we had lots of laughs!:D Like when Luke thought the Chicken Chihuahua was the dog and he was like "OMG they're serving DOG!" And the waiters and then the managers came and assured him it wasn't! Or, Lil reminded me, Cascia licked her spoon, quite seductively, and Luke imitated her!:lol::cry::lol: it was quite late when we started heading home and I was *cough*hyped up on fat, sugar, and caffeine*cough* And I dunno, I started rambling on about hunchbacks:oops: I kinda impersonated one...:oops: Anyway, we went to bed after that because despite it being Friday, we had to get up quite early...

Saturday, 27th of September

Again I woke up before the clock rang, don't ask me why, I had been sleep deprived for days now:lol: Lil came and cracked the bed some more before we went to get breakfast. Today we were going out to London, and we wanted to start early so we were pretty tired:P Lil's mum drove us into London and went with us that day. We walked around almost the whole day with the only exception being when we watched the movie, the boy in the striped pajamas, and when we took the boating tour:D The movie was utterly sad, but soon after visiting Hamley's we were right back on track!:lol:We got Leila's gift at Hamley's and I bought a fingerprinting kit!:O:D:DWe had lots of fun at Hamley's and we agreed we had too much fun to be healthy. We had more fun than the kids there!:lol: I got shot by a star wars clone*nods*:P
In London we saw Big Ben, London eye, Westminster Abbey, Tower Bridge, House of Parlament, Trefalgar Square and much more!:D

We both look quite retarded in this pic, but I was happy about seeing a red phone booth so yeah:P

London taxi! Not the one we went with though.

This is the one we went with!:D

This pic I took from inside the taxi, and this is where Mean/nice taxi driver said "And that right there is WATER" mocking my touristness:P

At Hamley's, Lilly and me agreed we should buy one of those for the RT!:lol:

This is for you Leila. See the position of his legs? He wants you. But wanting you has its side effects. This picture was taken only seconds after he got hit in the nuts by a little girl passing by... In my opinion, he was sorta looking for it!:lol:

Taken from the boat.

Took this because I found it funny. I wanted to go to Holborn too, because it's pronounced funny, but we didn't have time:P

Just to mess with you:P

Ohh, black phone booth!

Streets of London, seen from a taxi.

It was very fun! We went with a London Taxi!:D The taxi driver, who we later just refered to as 'Nice, mean taxi driver' was, as the name suggests, nice but mean. Yes. That is a strange mix. He mocked my accent!:lol:After that we were pretty tired and we had some drinks. Lil had tea cuz she's British:P and I had coffee cuz I was tired!:lol: Then we took the car home. This was the last night for me with Lil:( It was sad:( Me, Lil and Lil's family went out to eat again, guess where? The mexican:lol: And apperantly our table neighbours from the night before must have suffered strokes all of them, because we heard from the waiters that they thought we had behaved 'well':lol: How was that possible?!:lol: Anyway, we went home after that and everyone went to bed, but me and Lil. We stayed up. Long.:P First we watched DVDs and drank coffee and tea to keep us awake and we ate lots of chocolate because, well we didn't have a reason really:lol: I spilled coffee and burnt myself:lol: Then we got ready and everything and we shot like half a doussin movies about nothing, just me and Lil, and my self-stripping top, and the fingerprint kit... You know, the usual:lol::cry::lol: We filmed us opening the kit, man were we excited!:lol:

Ehm, HELL YEAH!!

*giggles*

I forbade Lil to leave and when th clock hit 3 and our clock was ringing in 4 hours, we finally went to sleep, but we were too tired for everything so Lil and I spooned!:lol: She took all the blanket!:evil::lol::lol::lol: We slept there, with Vanessa Hudgens watching over us:| It was Josh's room and he was in love with her, so:|*shudders*

Sunday, 28th of September

Another early morning in the making... Last day, sad day. We went up, had breakfast and then it was time to bake. Yes, that's right. Kladdkaka, Swedish delicacy, I was looking forward to their reactions to it!:lol: Hard part was the converting of units... Apparently deciliters aren't used in all countries, do you have it people? We made it and after that we went to a local shop to buy, wait for it, tea!:lol: I bought lots of British tea to take home, and then some Oreo's, cuz we don't have them in Sweden:P Then all of sudden we were in a hurry:| We didn't have time to sit down and eat the cake, so they just tasted it a bit for me to see the reactions and then they could finish after I left, and HUZZAH they liked it! Then we went to the airport by car and spent a disturbingly long amount of time to wait for mum and Peter who were late!:lol: We went to go pass the security and here we had to say goodbye:( It was so sad.:cry:
but while on British ground, I got myself House Season 3, score! It's not out in Sweden, slow *ss country, and they flight attendant took my coffee. Yes, that's right. Then I got back to Sweden and it was all empty:( I am really going to miss Lilly, I am right now:( But I had a really good time and I am gonna take her down to Sweden soon too, so she can see how I live:) And then I'll force her to be in our school without shoes on:P

So bye everyone! Love you! *hugs**licks*Comment and spam me green!

Mkay y'all, so this is Ellen cheating the system, I'm on Movietome!:D Well I'm sorry for the absence, but basically, first I was royally pissed at tv.com for changing layout, then I went to London, and now I have TONS of stuff to do in school, so I really haven't had time to breathe, let alone blog. So I apologize. but I WILL try;D So yeah! Oh, and I am not intentially holding you from seeing the pics*points to Lil's blog*Yes y'all, go there..

Bye, for now!:D*hugs**licks* And for old times sake,

Comment and spam me green!

Today I am actually feeling like blogging, this is a good sign, I haven't been wanting to do anything this last week, so I am happy for the change:D

But now, this is something special, after this you'll know why I am so cheery! Because OMG I am going to see Lillypad the 25th!!:shock::o:D:D:D I AM SO EXCITED! I AM GOING TO LONDON BABY! I AM GOING TO BE LIVING WITH PADDIE!:o Visiting her school:o Seing Josh:o(HA! KIKS, jealous??*wiggles eye brows*:lol: ) Eating her food:o peeing in her bathroom:o:lol::cry::lol: Stalker-ish?:P:P I DON'T CARE! BECAUSE I WILL BE SEEING LILLYPAD!:D:D

Someone please kick start my heart! Ahh!*runs around in circles*

I will leave at the 25th early in the morning and leave at 1.30pm the 28th, so it will be 4 intense but amazing days!:D I am so happy I really need this after all that's been going on!

*hugs**licks* I LOVE YOU ALL! COMMENT AND SPAM ME GREEEEEEEEEEN!:D

Hey all. I am sorry for the absence, the wendy bunch knows what is about, it's our own little epidemic, but I am blogging just to cheer Char up. So..

I love you Char, promise me to go to the hospital tomorrow. Promise!

And I love you all too.. But this is it for now, only,
Feather, please, text me, I need to talk to you.

*hugs*