Okay...before I really begin with this blog...I just wanna say that all my teachers are jerks for giving me work to do over the break. :P I have pretty much all of it done...now it's just stupid little things that'll take 5 seconds that I need to keep track of and working on stuff that's pretty much already perfected. :P I needs to work on my Latin and English Declamations...which are near perfect...I needs to finish memorizing my Italian presentation...and it's memorized...just shaky...so I just really needs a few nights to sleep on it for it to be memorized perfectly. :P And it's not even that big of a deal if it's memorized perfectly...we get to use notes and since it's free speaking if I forget what I wanna say and am too lazy to look down at my notes I can just formulate something to say in Italian off the top of my head. :P And I needs to fill out my Course Selection form but I'm gonna wait on that just to think things over... :P And finally...I needs to print out my English paper...but I wanna wait on that to see if I can expand on it anywhere and I needs to get more printer paper...I ran out of it a few days ago. :P I can't believe I managed to go through 500 sheets of printer paper in like 5 months...that's insane! :lol: :P I blame BLS... :P So...yeah...this might seem like a lot of work but it's really just stupid busy work that can be done in like 5 seconds and working on stuff that I really don't needs to work on. :P Now...let's get on with this blog. :P

I remember saying before that this blog was gonna be a blog party but later onI said that since this year is a leap year the blog party should be Blog #366...so...yeah. :P One more blog until the blog party...and I'll probably make the blog tomorrow...or Thursday at the latest...but most likely Wednesday...it's not like I'm gonna really be up to anything that'll take up a ton of time over February Break anyways. :P Now...before I legit begin this blog...listen to this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6aLUiwgrVdc&feature=relatedI'm playing this song during my Rite of Putrefaction when I join the church of Satan. :twisted: :P Kidding. :P But sometimes I think it would be wicked fun if I became a Satanist... :twisted: :P Oh well... :P

Nothing too special happened at school during the week aside from Tuesday since it was Valentine's Day. :P (Wait...was it Tuesday...? :P I honestly forget...well...Valentine's Day. :P ) Anyways...I sent Jenna 12 carnations but on the note that comes with them on the space where you write who the heck they're from...I put a question mark...just to be stupid but I thought Jenna might think it was kinda cute or something. :P The next time she saw me in the hallway that day she said thanks for the carnations and she knew that only I would do something like that. :lol: :P And that night Jenna and I didn't have that much homework so we decided to go to my place and quickly BS our homework and then go on a date. :P It was honestly a really nice night...and it was the first Valentine's Day where I was dating someone so it was even nicer because of that...and because I got to spend a lot of time with Jenna. :D :P So...yeah...aside from that my last week of school wasn't that special. :P Now I guess I'll talk about what I plan to do this break. :P

I honestly don't have too many plans...I justplanned on relaxing, spending some time with Jenna and my friends (I do consider Jenna one of my best friends just to let you know...it's just that she's a special friend...she's my girlfriend. :P ), maybe playing some video games and some games on my iTouch...and that's really about it. :P I wouldn't say this week is gonna be too structured..which I LOVE...because school is so structured and uptight and sometimes I just want the exact opposite of it...I just wanna act on impulse. :P I plan on playing more Zelda: Skyward Sword on Wii, playing Plants vs. Zombies on my iTouch because I'm addicted to that game and I wanna buy all of Crazy Dave's Twiddydinkies. :P I think for a few days I'll make some plans with my friends...maybe we could do something together...but I DEFINATELY wanna spend some with with Jenna...I should call her today and see if she's doing anything special or not...if not (which I hope) maybe I can go over her place and we can spend some time together and talk about the new Degrassi episode that aired yesterday. :D :P I just realized something...Jenna and I should throw a party near the end of the break and invite all our really close friends (And even though really close makes it sound like not many peoples will show up...we have a lot of really close friends. :P ) and it will be really fun. :D :P Well...maybe...I'd haveta run the idea by Jenna to see if she'd help me out a little. :P If not I guess it's not the end of the world. :P Oh, and I just remembered something...at the last GSA meeting Jenna and I met this lesbian couple (they're Juniors...so...in the grade above us. :P )...one of the girls had already been in GSA andwe already knew she was a lesbian...since she came out to everyone...like a lot of the LGBT members of the GSA have...including myself and Jenna. :P And this girl met someone else and now they're dating...and they're a really cute lesbian couple too...they're just kinda nervous about going on their first date (Jenna and I were too...but with us everything just kinda happened...and we don't care what other peoples think of us now...if some jack*ss homophobs see us holding hands or kissing...who cares? :P ) so Jenna and I suggested that they go on a double date (we didn't as our first date but we know it can help. :P ) and they thought it would be a good idea and then we said that we could go on the double date with them. :P They seemed glad to know we'd help them out and they said they're planning on going on the date later on in the week...probably Thursday or Friday but they'll call us in advance. :P So...yeah. :P I guess aside from that nothing really too special is going on. :P

Before I end this blog I was just wondering if any of you wanna read my creative writing story for English. :P It's kinda long but I honestly feel like it's one of the best things I've written in my entire life and I wanna get other peoples' opinions on it...I've gotten some friends of mine to read it and they think it's really good. :D :P So...if not it's no big deal but if at least one person will read it I'll post it in my next blog. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...I just wanna say one thing...I remember saying that I was gonna do something special for my Blog #365 but I think that since this year is a leap year it might be more special if the special blog is Blog #366 and it's most likely gonna be a blog party. :D :P So...yeah...one blog left and then the one after that shall be a blog party. :P I will just give you a quick list of those who are not invited...it's none of you peoples so this list means nothing...I just always do this to be stupid because I have nothing else to do right now. :P Okay...those who are not invited are: Kenny, Drake, Kolos, SS, my evil sixie year math and reading teachers, Portia Gibbons, Gwen Wu, either of my parents, my dumb*ss Advanced Geo teacher this year...my Prose teacher who's a total b*tch, Rick Perry (Sorry for bringing up politics but I despise the dude...I just want him to die. ), hmmmmm...who else? :P Oh, vampires, zombies, pirates, mummies, etc... are also not invited. :P However...Hades and Abaddon are definately invited. :twisted: :P So...yeah. :P I guess I could make a longer list but that would actually require effort. :P Okay...let's get on with this blog. :P

Listen to this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=r0AIywGCH84&NR=1Okay...this is the link for "Back in Crack" by GWAR...yeah. :P You don't needs to be into drugs to listen to the song though. :P I mean...it's not like all metalheads are into drugs...at least...I'm not anyways. :lol: :P Okay...NOW let's get on with this blog as you listen tothat epic song. :P I'm actually listening to it right now...I dunno why...I wanted to listen to something by Brainwashed or Cradle of Filth actually... :P Oh well... :P

So...what the heck's been going on in my life lately? :P School's been absolutely insane lately to be honest so I haven't really had too much time for myself as much time for my social life as I'd like. :P I guess I'll haveta make up for all of that during February break... :P But...anyways...I guess I'll just talk about school right now since that's all I haveta talk about right now. :P Okay...I've just been really busy studying for midyears and homework and projects and crap lately which isn't fun. :P The big things I haveta do now are my Course Selection forms...which are due on March 9th but it's such a tedious process trying to figure out what I wannt take next year. :P I know that I'm gonna take Advanced Pre-Calculus, AP Chemistry, Italian 4, English 11 (the last two are requirements), and then the confusion begins. :P I'm not sure as to what I wanna take as my second elective...but I'm leaning towards taking Ancient Greek 1...and then I'm not sure wether I should take regular U.S. History or APUSH...I know that History isn't really my thing but apparently APUSH isn't hard...it's just some more work...and honestly...I can do a little extra work for AP credit and A TON of peoples take APUSH...but I'm not sure. :P I'm thinking I'd be able to handle APUSH it's just that I don't like History that scares me because when I don't like a subject I'm not good at it...but my history teacher is persuading me to take it so I'm not sure. :P I'm confuzzled right now... :P And aside from that I have an Italian project that's due after February break and an English Declamation to do after break as well...and I'm gonna have an English paper to do over break. :P It's so stupid...break is the only time I get to relax and my teachers have the freaking nerve to give me work to do... The paper I can BS in like one night in two hours and get an A+ on it no problem. :P But...the Dec and Italian project will be more tedious. :P The good thing is that they're related though. :D :P My English Declamation this term is gonna be an excerpt from Canto Three of Dante's Inferno and our Italian project is on a famous Italian person and we could pick who we could do our project on and guess who I chose...Dante Alighieri, duh! :D :P So...yeah. :P I guess it's not that bad since I think Dante's a freaking divine poet and genius who singlehandedly created the Italian language and I absolutely love Inferno and just the entire allegorical meaning of the Divine Commedy...even though I'm not religious. :D :P So...yeah. :P Now I guess I can try to talk about other stuff even though nothing else has happened lately. :P

I guess I don't have anything to really say concerning my social life since I've been really busy with school lately and haven't had time for much else and the same goes for my friends. :P Today I was really tired from the week and just crashed...I slept in pretty late and ended up taking two naps in the middle of the day...it seems like all I've done today is sleep. :P Tomorrow Jenna and I do have some plans...we woulda done something today...but I had to tell her that today I just needed to crash...I was like dead tired all day...I just wanted to lay in my bed and sleep for 24 hours. :P So...yeah...now that I've gotten some sleep and it's 9 at night I can actually stay awake and function again. :P Jenna and I are gonna do something tomorrow...dunno what yet...Jenna doesn't wanna tell me...she says she's gonna pick me up at my place and then we're gonna do something. :P And aside from that nothing much has been going on...but now I have a new hobby of mine...I can't say what though. :P And just wanna share some great news with you peoples that you may or may not already know. :P Okay...In CA Proposition 8 was banned this week because it was found unconstitutional since all it does is limit people's rights. Now...what does this mean? Gay marriage is legalized in CA again! :D I'm SO HAPPY about this...it was allowed a few years ago and then marriage rights got taken away from gay/lesbian couples and now it's finally back and I'm so happy for all of them...even as I'm typing this I'm getting kinda teary eyed...I'm just really happy...and even though this isn't set in stone since some jack*ss peoples are trying to get back Prop 8...I don't think it's gonna happen so I'm just really happy...if prop 8 stays banned this is just another message of hope for the LGBT community and this just makes me really happy. :D Eventually we will get to the point where we will have equal rights no matter where we go since everyone will be okay with homosexuality. :D So...yeah...I'm just REALLY happy about this...I remember I found out about it earlier this week at school in the morning when one of my friends from GSA told me and then I ran to Jenna's locker to talk to her before we went to homeroom and I told her and it just put us in a great mood all day...and we of course had to hug because hugs make everything better. :P So...yeah. :P

Now...before I end this blog...I'm thinking of making my own Inferno...my own Hell...like...if I could control Hell...how would I structure it...? :P I'm not entirely sure and if any of you have any ideas I'd appreciate it. :P I already know that the first thing I'm doing is getting all the gay/lesbian peoples out of the Abominable Sands and they'll go to the Third Sphere of Heaven. :D :P Now...I won't get rid of the region of the Abominable Sands...I'll use it for some other peoples. Who? Why...the freaking homophobs of course! :twisted: :P (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IxYqYchLe4&feature=relatedListen to this...it's freaking addictive music. :P ) But...aside from just having to wander on the scorching hot flames in groups as fiery flakes fall from the sky and burn their flesh...there's one extra thing...they'll all be afflicted with some sorta STD (maybe Syphilis...that one's horribly scary...it makes you go mentally ill. :P )...fitting because some peoples who are homophobs say crap like "AIDs cures f*gs"...which is obviously freaking bullsh*t...so...guess what? If you're gonna associate the LGBT community with STD's...you get STD's along with their former punishment! :twisted: So...yeah. :P As for the Vestibule...it's not gonna be where the futile go...they get to go to heaven. :P Okay...you know how according to the Divine Commedy if you repent at the last second you get to go to Purgatory? Well...in my Inferno that's not gonna happen. :twisted: If you're a jerk you're entire life and then try to make up for it at the last second on their deathbeds...you go to the Vestibule. In my opinion being a flip-flop at the last second is just weak and pathetic...and because of that you don't go the Purgatory...you have no chance at salvation...and you're not even good enough to get into Hell! :twisted: Limbo won't exist because all the peoples there should go to the good place. :P As for the second circle only peoples who cheat on their spouses and rape and crap go there. Yeah...I could go on for a while...I would change who goes into certain places but keep the punishments the same for some...and in certain places I would design my own punishments. :P So...yeah. :P I'm gonna end this blog now because it's getting kinda long. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...I don't really have too much to say in this blog because not much has really gone on since I last made a blog. :P I've just been really busy with schoolwork lately. :P But...the title basically means that there's two weeks of school left until I go on February break and I'm really exicted about that. :D :P I can't wait to have an entire week all to myself and do whatever I wanna...I'm gonna read Dante's Inferno again and Jenna and I are gonna spend so much time with each other. :D :P I legit cannot wait! :D :P But...in the meantime...there's two weeks of school left. :P Curses... :P Well...anyways...I guess I'll talk about the few special things that have happened in my life lately. :P I guess this calls for a new paragraph... :P

Well...first of all...on Monday it was wicked nice outside in terms of weather and we had a field trip to see the Pompeii exhibit at the Museum of Science which was really fun. :D :P Jenna and I were in the same group with made it epic. :P Although...I don't think our group's chaperone liked us...I think she felt uncomfortable because during the entire field trip we were holding hands or kissing or something. :lol: :P But...whatever. :P Then we got dismissed like wicked early and we took the train home together and went back to my place. :P We had like no homework since we didn't really have any classes that day so we just went to my place and relaxed and did some other stuff... :P Okay...I'll just tell you peoples. :P Since the weather was nice outside Jenna and I went on a walk together and then we got back to my place and I just randomly said: "I really should play in the mud later today..."...I wasn't even thinking when I said it...it was more of one of those random things you impulsively say. :P But...Jenna said I don't need to wait if I don't wanna. :P At first...I didn't really know what she was getting at...so then she just laughed and said: "You really don't have much common sense, do you?". :P Then I realized that Jenna would play in the mud with me. :P I was kinda surprised by that...she doesn't come off as the type who'd do anything like that...she can be a tomboy at times but she's girly at others and she doesn't come off as the type who'd do something like that. :P But...Jenna has done that before...actually...twice...both times for my sake. :P She's so nice...I'm pretty sure that on a normal day she wouldn't do anything like that...she just did it to make me feel better...and I think she knows that my mind is a little messed up with that kinda stuff. :P So...yeah...third time we've played in the mud. :P Not a big deal...but I found it rather enjoyable...and then we were making out...and after some time (I think we lost track of time. :P ) we stopped and went back inside to get cleaned up and changed and then we were just carrying on a normal conversation until I said out of nowhere: "what's your favorite website for p*rn?". :P Yeah...bad question to ask your girlfriend, huh? :P But...that led to us watching inapproperiate stuff online for over an hour. :lol: :P Yeah...I think we're both kinda messed up but...whatever. :P And then we went back to doing some kinda normal stuff...we watched a movie on TV but ended up talking throughout the entire thing. :P Yeah...strange day, huh? :P Well...I don't care...it was enjoyable. :D :P So...that's what I spent my Monday doing. :P

Then on Tuesday I got assigned two papers...one for English and one for Latin...no big deal, right? :P My week was really busy after Monday...so far I've managed to finish my Latin paper which is due on Monday and I did my rough draft of the English paper and typed it up...I would finish it but I asked my English teacher if she'd proofread it for me and I'll get it back on Monday so then I can make the few corrections on the word document and print it out...which will take like 10 minutes at most. :P And my Math project is under control...I have all the work taken care of...and it's not due until like 2 weeks from now and I might type it up over the weekend. :P Maybe tonight at like midnight if I have nothing better to do with my life. :P But...it's not a big deal...I have two weeks and typing something will take like an hour at most because I type quickly. :P I thank this site for that...typing on this site has been great typing practice and I've gotten better...my speed's gone from like 20 WPM to at least 50 WPM. :P Yeah...quick, huh? :P That's why my blogs are so long. :P So...yeah. :P Oh, and Thursday was this Satanic holiday called Candlemas Day and it was epic because some of my friends jokingly think I'm a Satanist so I made so many jokes about it and how I was going to a meeting of the Church of Satan that night at 9 at night and we'd have black magic rituals to summon Demons and blow up a Catholic Church and whatnot. :lol: :P I don't really have much else to say about last week though...aside from that nothing's really been going on in my life that's too special. :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwqqcax1ObAListen to that song...it's freaking epic! :twisted: :P It's not really a metal song but it's GWAR and they're just epic...period. :P So...yeah...listen to it. :P Today I don't really have any plans. :P I'm probably just gonna relax and play video games and type up my Math project and and maybe I'll call Jenna later tonight and see if she wants to talk to me. :P And other than that I think I'm gonna watch some inapproperiate stuff online tonight because I like to and I might draw a new picture of me killing SS and Ms. Hausey but that's about it. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

As the title states...today was epic! :D :P But...before I talk about what I've been up to today...I want you to listen to this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvBBPnHA9BsI absolutely love this song and 3 is a good band with tons of potential but they just aren't hardcore enough for my liking...but I like this song because I like the rhythm of it and it's kinda angsty and heavier than all their other stuff. :P So...yeah...in my opinion this is the only good song 3 has...but...whatever...it's nonetheless a good power metal song. :D :P So...listen to it as you read this blog. :P I've had it stuck in my head all day. :P Now I guess I'll get on with this blog and talk about today. :P

Well...the morning was pretty normal and nothing special happened...I slept in until about 10 and then I woke up to watch the new My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic episode. :P Jenna and I had some plans for today since we haven't gone on a legit date in a while so later on I took a shower and got dressed and whatnot and met Jenna at her place so we could go on our date. :D :P We went to go see a movie and then go to a restaurant to get something to eat afterwards...and before we went back to Jenna's place to relax for a little while...we took this really nice walk through this area no one ever goes to anymore...it's the place where Jenna and I carved our names with a heart around them in this tower...oh...how cliche but still romantic in my opinion. :P Then we went back to Jenna's place and relaxed for a little while...we just spent the time in Jenna's room talking for a while and then I felt the need to tell Jenna two things that I wasn't sure if she already knew. First of all...I just wanted to tell her that I do watch p*rn from time to time (I know a lot of people do but...I still feel like it's something she should know.) and I was a little nervous that she'd be mad at me or something but...she wasn't mad at me at all...she just laughed and said: "Why are you being so serious telling me this?". :P Oh Zeus...Jenna's amazing...I'm so glad she was okay with that and she admitted that even though she doesn't do that as often as I do...she has watched that stuff from time to time. :P So...I guess we're both guilty of doing that and didn't mention anything during the about 10 months that we've been dating...hehe. :P And then there was one slightly more serious thing I wanted to tell her. I guess I should explain this to you myself so this calls for another paragraph... :P

Well...I've been thinking about things for a while and even though I am not at the point in my life where I can entirely rule out the possibility of being transgendered...I'm pretty sure that I'm not. Dan is a part of me...but not in the way I thought originally. I did some reading and research recently and being transgendered basically means that you identify yourself with the opposite gender. Looking back...I was never a "normal" female...I was always kinda wierd...but I always identified myself as being a female. I don't really feel "trapped" in my body or anything like that...I'm fine with being a female...sometimes I think it would be much easier to be a dude and all the stuff that I do or my interests would be more socially acceptable...but...it's not a matter of things being easier or what you would like to do. If I could have chosen what gender to be when I was younger I would have chosen to be a guy and even today if I were presented with that choice I would have chosen to be a guy. But...it's not a choice...you either are transgendered or you're not...kinda like with being gay/lesbian. So...yeah. But...I do think there is one term that kinda applies to me. I'm not entirely sure of this yet but I think that I'm probably not transgendered but I am a transvestite. Don't get those terms mixed up. In case you don't know...a transvestite is someone who prefers to dress up as the opposite gender (applies to me...I dress up as the opposite gender unless I'm doing a declamation and haveta dress up somewhat girly)...andtwo other things that are sometimes the case with transvestites is that they like being percieved as the opposite gender (I LOVE it when peoples can't tell my gender and that happens from time to time...I think I freaked out some peoples when I met them for the first time. :P )...and finally...they have a tendency to assume the opposite gender's role ina relationship (Yeah...I think I'm guilty of that one as well. :P )...and honestly...that makes so much more sense and even though I'm not entirely sure of that right now...that does make more sense. :D :P So...yeah...anyways...with you knowing that...I told Jenna this...I was kinda nervous about telling her this because I had NO IDEA what her reaction would be but when I told her that she said it was perfectly fine and she was just glad that I could get some stuff cleared up and get some ease of mind on those matters. :D And...after I told Jenna those two things and we continued talking for a while...we kinda started making out...which was enjoyable. :P Some time after that we said goodbye to each other and I went back home and relaxed for a while and now I'm on this site making a blog and I'm probably gonna stay up kinda late tonight because I have some stuff I wanna do online before I go to bed. :P So...yeah...today was epic. :D :P

I have some stuff coming up in the near future that I'm very excited about...I'm really excited about Candlemas Day on Thursday...the Latin field trip on Monday...getting my new Timberland boots in the mail (they look so bad*ss...they're mostly black with a red midsole, collar, stitching, and laces and they just look so epicly Satanic! :twisted: :P )...two metal concerts coming up in MA...my one year anniversary with Jenna in March...and a ton of other stuff so I'm just really excited and have a ton of stuff to look forward to. :D :P So...yeah. :P I don't really have much else to say in this blog so I guess I should end it. :P -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...despite the crap that happened in Latin Prose on Monday...I'm in a much better moodbecause Ms. Hausey got reported and whatnot. :P He he he! :twisted: :P That's what you get for being a homophob! :twisted: :P Okay...but seriously...Jenna and I decided to just forget about that incident because even though it was a little embarrassing it wasn't a big deal for either of us so we'd rather just forget about it. :D :P But...on Tuesday after Latin Prose Ms. Hausey told Jenna and I to stay after class for a few minutes because she wanted to talk to us apparently. She legit apologized to us for what she said because she knows that she shoulda been a little more professional and just ignored it...especially when it wasn't even in her class...we kissed in the hallway before we walked into class and Ms. Hausey mentioned it in Latin Prose. And yeah...it doesn't make up for what she did and I know that what she did was wrong...but it's SO EPIC to know that she knows that what she did was wrong! :twisted: :P I love this...authority figures are at my mercy now! :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P But seriously...yeah...that ends that issue I suppose...and maybe now Ms. Hausey won't hate me as much...or maybe she'll hate me even more...but in class she's being a little nicer to Jenna and I than she normally was. :P Anyways...aside from that my week's been pretty normal...nothing special has really been going on...I've just been busy doing what I normally do during the week and that's about it. :P I'm very excited for a few things in the very very near future though. :P I guess I'll get into that now....since I don't have anything to talk about concerning what's already happened in my life. :P

Okay...earlier today I felt kinda tired when I got home from school so I randomly said: "Oh, maybe I'll get an energy drink."...with me they don't make me crash to be honest...no matter what...I just seem to get kinda hyper and work way faster and stay more attentive and stuff and then as all the sugar slowly but surely leaves my system I just return to normal. :P So...as I was doing all my homework tonight...I was drinking the energy drink I got (forget the name of it but it was pretty good...it tasted citrus-y...if that's a word. :P ) and now I KNOW that I won't be able to go to sleep until like midnight or something. :lol: :P So...my plans for tonight are to go on random websites and later tonight when everyone else is asleep and no one will know what I'm doing I really wanna watch some x-rated stuff on the internet (so...yeah...p*rn...yeah...I watch it occasionally and I love doing it. :P Please don't judge me. :P ) and I haven't gotten to for a little while because I've been busy and damn it I really feel the urge to. :lol: :P Maybe it'll get me to calm down a little or something. :P Well...enough of that...this is a bad thing to be talking about...hehe. :P Anyways...tomorrow Jenna and I are gonna be going on a date andI honestly can't wait because for the past few weekends we've spent time with each other but haven't really had a legit date and we haven't made out lately...we've kissed...but I guess we just haven't had any real romantic time lately and that would explain why I wanna watch p*rn so badly (no...we're not that far in our relationship yet...and we're not gonna do it until WAY later on in the future...but just the fact that we haven't really done anything romantic lately probably gets me going. :P )...so...yeah...I'm really excited for our date tomorrow and I legit can't wait. :D :P And...what else...? :P On Monday I'm going on a field trip to the Museum of Science to see the Pompeii exhibit and I'm SO HAPPY because SS isn't in the same group as I am so I can actually get some breathing room and enjoy myself on this field trip without worrying about being around a freaking homophob. :P Oh, and guess what else else? :P Jenna's in my group for the field trip! :D I'm SO GLAD about this...we can enjoy ourselves on this field trip and then take the train home since we're dismissed after the field trip and go back to my place and spend the entire stress-free day together. :D :P Oh, and on Thursday, it's a Satanic holiday called Candlemas Day...it's the day where the rite of putrefaction for Satanists takes place and I can't wait for this day...I can freak the Hell out of peoples and say that I'm joining the church of Satan that day. :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Oh, and this might sound like a really stupid thing to be excited about but I ordered some new Timberland boots online earlier this week (I already have a pair and they're really nice and whatnot but there's this special thing you can do...you can go online and get a pair of customized ones and they ones that I customized look so freaking cool...you can get your initials on them and choose the coloration of everything from the stitching to the laces and everything else...and they look so bad*ss...they're mostly black with some red so they look completely Satanic and bad*ss and I can't wait to get them...they're gonna look so cool and NO ONE I've ever seen has Timberland boots that look like those ones. :P Yeah...I'm really thinking that if I'm not a transgender I'm a transvestite...I'm very fond of dressing up in guy's clothing. :P I have no problem with that though. :P ) and they'll be coming in the mail in about a week or two and I'm excited about that. :D :P Oh, and finally...WAY later on...like in March...it's gonna me my one-year anniversary with Jenna...I can't believe that we've been dating for almost a year...it's been about 10 months now...and we became friends last December and began experimenting by dating in March and now we love each other and honestly...I'm on cloud nine whenever I'm with her...I feel so great and nothing can change those feelings...I love Jenna so much. :D And...guess what else? :P Iced Earth is playing at the Palladium in Worcester on March 9th and my metalhead friends and I are considering going to that and there's gonna be another GWAR concert in MA on March 20th...we're gonna go to at least one of those! :D :P So...yeah. :P

I don't really have much else to say in this blog. :P As for long term school work I have a History project due on Wednesday and that's under control...I have most of my share of the work done (we got to work with a partner so I'm working with my friend MH) and I sent it to myself via gmail so I can print it out when I get back to my mom's place (Thank Hades for Google Docs. :P ) and we're probably gonna be done with all our legit work by Monday and make the poster on Tuesday after school which should take no more than an hour. :D :P So...yeah...that's pretty much all set since it's under control and I don't have much left to do since I did most of my work tonight already and I'm done with all my homework for the weekend. :P Although...I have this math project that's due by the end of the term and it has something to do with arctangent angles or something and I don't even know what that is. :P I know that arctangent is the inverse of tangent and that has something to do with trigonometry which has something to do with right triangles but that's it. :P Oh Zeus...I'm gonna fail this project! :lol: :P Curse you, Veiga! :P Well...seriously...I'm sure I'll figure it out soon enough. :P And I don't have anything else to say in this blog. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...today at my school about half of the Latin (Prose and Regulars and AP) went on a field trip to the Museum of Science to see the Pompeii exhibit and whatnot since in Latin we're all translating the Pliny letters about the eruption of Mt. Vesuvius and whatnot. :P So...tonight my homework load was pretty light since my teachers let up because they don't want like half their students to fall behind in lessons. :P So...tonight all I had was some Chem homework and to study for an Italian quiz next week and a Latin test on Wednesday which took me about 90 minutes...no big deal. :D :P So...yeah. :P Today was just a really laid back day and school was really nice and things at home calmed down and I got my cellphone back so everything's fine, right? WRONG!!! Guess what happened in Latin Prose today?! Okay...Jenna and I were walking to Prose together like we often do (sometimes we can't because we'd end up being late but we do walk to Latin Prose together whenever we can. :D ) and before we walked into the classroom...Jenna and I kissed. No big deal, right? :P We have kissed in public before and we have kissed in the middle of the hallways at school before and it's never been a big deal for anyone. :D :P But...today Ms. Hausey noticed us kissed and at the beginning of class she made a comment about it...and it was a dead obvious thing too...and it was definately just to embarrass us and make us feel awkward. She said something along the lines of: "So...Jenna and Alicia, what were you two up to in the hallway right before class?"...and she said it in a way so that a bunch of people knew what she meant and some people didn't say anything but a few people laughed and gave us strange looks. After that I was just furious with Ms. Hausey so Jenna and I both asked for passes to go to the Guidance Department and we left for the entire period...which we kinda needed to do. And we talked to our Guidance Counselor (we have the same one...Ms. Brewster) and she said that she's gonna report Ms. Hausey and she will be in trouble for that. So...I'm glad about that and screw her! :twisted: Yeah...I'm a little upset and angry that now everyone in Latin Prose with Jenna and I with any common sense knows that we're dating but...ah...I was already pretty much completely out of the closet...whatever. :P And now Ms. Hausey is in so much trouble...and Jenna's fine with everything now...we're just dealing with it and really glad that she's in trouble...honestly...even if she was just saying it jokingly...there are some members of the LGBT community who are really sensitive about those issues and would rather not share that kinda information with others and for her...A TEACHER...to just blab about that like it's nothing just sickens me. I'm glad she's getting in trouble. :twisted: I'm not really expecting anything to be done...but...ah...at least she'll know that we know how to handle this stuff in a civilized manner. :twisted: :P So...yeah...not in trouble...obviously...and I don't think it's a big deal...I just can't wait to see what happens with Ms. Hausey after she's reported though. :twisted: Call me crazy but I'm excited to see what's gonna happen. :twisted: :P Well...let's get on with this blog. :P And honestly...you might feel bad for Jenna and I...but honestly...to both of us it's not a big deal at all and we don't care and we just wanna see Ms. Hausey get in some serious freaking trouble. :twisted: :P And there's nothing she can do...we've done nothing wrong...she can't even give us a freaking misdemeanor mark! :lol: :P Okay...on with the day... :P

Today was pretty good aside from that but nothing special really happened. :P In English we took a quiz which was wicked easy. :P In Latin...well...you already know. :P In Italian we just did nothing. :P In Band we played music and stuff. :P In Chem we did a mini classroom lab type thing with measuring stuff and dimensional analysis. :P In Math we did math stuff. :P And in History we just took it as a study. :P So...yeah...really laid back day, huh? :P And then I had after school tutoring and that ended early since no one was really there and I got home and did my homework and studying and had dinner and took a shower and whatnot and now I'm on this site...making a blog...because I don't have much else to do with myself. :P Wierd, huh? :P I'm always busy with random crap that I needs to do. :P Oh Zeus...I'm gonna get assigned a Math project soon...shoot me... :lol: :P I don't really have much else to say in this blog...hopefully tomorrow is also kinda laid back...I'd enjoy that. :P But...before I leave: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnMBI_llODc&feature=relatedI wish I had this song playing in the backround as Jenna and I were leaving Latin Prose to go to Guidance today...it woulda been SO FITTING in my opinion. :twisted: :P The song's about GWAR finally leaving Earth because they're sick of the planet. :P Oh, completely random but February 2nd is Candlemas Day...for Christians (have nothing against them...just don't like religious stuff really) it is a rite of purification...but for me and all the other Satanists...it is a rite of putrefaction...my soul shall be expelled of all light still within it and I shall be bound to the church of Satan once the binding rune is burnt! :twisted: MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Sorry...I HAD to say that...it is a legit Satanic holiday and it sounds so cool and I still love the idea of Satanism and I legit do wanna become a Satanist but not now...my mom would kill me...when I'm out of the house I definately will become a Satanist though. :twisted: :P *devil horns* Sorry...now you legit know that I'm a Satanist but I hope it's not a big deal. I've never really liked religion...I have nothing against it...I just don't get it...I don't get anything out of it and I don't believe anything I've been taught concerning religion and most religions reject the LGBT community so I feel it's only right to reject it and what better way to do it by doing something cool like becoming a Satanist to rebel against them? :P Sorry...but I'm legit serious. :P And now I must end this blog. :P Sorry it's kinda long and unexpected because it's on a Monday and I'm usually wicked busy on Mondays when I have school. :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...I'm not legit done with this planet. :P I can't be...or else I'd die...obviously. :P But...I legit said that a little while ago and I was legit serious. Okay...this is actually somewhat serious but I'm hoping that it can get to the point where I can treat it as a joke. So...all week I've been in a pretty bad mood. No real reason...I've just been in a bad mood and I can't really help it. It's just been a bunch of stupid little things and eventually all that anger builds up and you become a monster sort of thing. :P Or...at least...that happens to me...I know I've been working on controlling my temper because I do have a quick temper but I legit cannot help it at times...if I get p*ssed off enough I can't think too well anymore and I make some questionable decisions. :P But...let's talk about this issue. Well...GSA was invited to an Impact meeting after school on Friday because they were having a discussion on sexual identity and straight privlidge and whatnot and they wanted some peoples who really know what they're talking about to be there and GSA would be perfect for that. And honestly...we were...there were a fair amount of things that only us GSA peoples knew that was vital to this conversation. So...we were definately a huge help. :D And the meeting was really fun because we had some games to play and surveys and conversations and whatnot. :D And some of the members of Impact thanked us GSA peoples and actually offered to help us out with anything if we needed it since we epicly helped them out. We had an idea...Impact could help us organize the Day of Silence further down the road a little bit...since they're a much bigger organization than GSA they could definately help us get the word of it out and maybe help us when we do our lecture about the Day of Silence to make sure that people do it for the right reasons. :D But...anyways...the meeting ended wicked late...like around 5...and I didn't get home until about 6 and my mom was wicked p*ssed off at me and took my cellphone (Oh Zeus...I was ready to freaking shoot her!). She was apparently upset because I didn't call her telling her that I'd be home way later than usual...either way she was gonna be p*ssed off at me. So...then my dad came to pick me up on Saturday and we got into a massive argument within five minutes of me being there so he kicked me out and I had to walk over a mile home. How fun! And during the first snowstorm of the year. I'm still physically spent from it all...right now I'm just about physically and emotionally spent. And when I got home my mom thought that it was all my fault and made me apologize to my dad...I feel that I did nothing wrong...so I just told him what ever the Hell he wanted to hear so I wouldn't be in trouble. So...things are cleared up with my dad. My mom's still kinda ticked off at me and I'm not sure when I'm getting my cellphone back...hopefully tomorrow. But...before anything got patched up...I was so furious and I was upset with myself and then I began to say all this stupid stuff to myself like: "I'm a monster to society. I shouldn't be alive. Why don't I just kill myself and get it over with? Everyone else will be much happier." Yeah...the thought of suicide crossed my mind...dunno why...but only for a short period of time...then I remembered that I promised everyone that I'd never do anything to hurt myself ever again after that issue with Dan so...yeah. Then I came to the conclusion that I was done with people and society...which basically means that I'm done with this planet. So...that's where the joke came from. I don't find it too funny at the moment...but I'm hoping that it will get to the point where I can treat it like a joke. Right now things at home have calmed down which is better and I'm trying to be in a good mood but beneath it all I'm so p*ssed off and I'm ready to strangle both my parents. I really should get a punching bag and put it in my room...that might help with my anger issues at times. I really should do that... That's what I'm doing after I'm done with this blog...buying a punching bag. So...yeah...things have calmed down but I feel like my entire weekend was ruined because my parents had to be two freaking *ssholes...but...what can I do? I can't help it if my parents suck, now I can I? I sound so defeated saying that. What's wrong with me?! A few years ago I would've been so rebellious and just continued to let them hate me until I got my way...and it almost always worked. Am I growing up? Am I realizing that my life sucks and there's nothing I can do about it? Oh Zeus...this is sad in my opinion...my rebelliousness is slowly but surely fading...soon it won't be there at all...then I'll begin to conform to society's expectations of me. Oh Zeus...this sucks... Wait...I think I'm just being overdramatic. If not I'm scared to see where I'll be in a few years though...Well...let's get on with this blog. And...please don't be mad at me...I've had enough peoples be mad at me all weekend...I don't need another person or two to do the same.

Well...since my weekend was just about ruined...I have nothing to talk about because my life sucks at the moment. Honestly...even though things have calmed down...my ego is crushed...I'm still p*ssed off...and my mom's gonna be even more of a helicopter parent than she normally is. Wonderful! I'm sorry I'm in such a bad mood...I just really need to vent and I'm just really p*ssed off and I can't help it. Right now I legit think being dead and having my shade in the Abominable Sands would be much better. Well...today I do have some plans so I can get out of the freaking house before I strangle someone. Jenna and I are gonna go see a movie and then go back to her place so we can talk. I'm sure she wants to know why I've been in such a bad mood all weekend and I haven't been able to talk to her too much because my mom took my freaking cellphone. Oh Zeus...shoot me... I'm sure all these thoughts of suicide and killing people and just being p*ssed off will stick with me for a month or so. But...on a positive note...I've gotten like 30 emails in the past few days...about 25 of them are from colleges who want me to look into them and maybe apply when I'ma Senior at BLS. Oh Zeus...that makes me feel so smart...I'm getting stuff from a few Ivy League colleges and from some good local colleges like Boston University and Simmon's College which is right next to BLS...legit...not kidding. And there was one other college that I can't remember the name of but it's really cool and I'd love to go there but it's in freaking Ohio! :lol: :P No! :P Well...it makes me feel smart. :P It's just annoying though...this is getting me wicked stressed out now...and since I have a wicked high GPA for a BLS student of a 3.8 (that's wicked high for BLS...and most colleges recognize that at BLS all our classes are the equivalent of honors classes at any other school so they boost it by .5...so when you do that to my GPA it's a 4.3 which is equivalent to an A+. :D :P ) and my PSAT scores were wicked good...I know I'm getting way more emails than some of my friends...like I'll mention that I got an email from some randomwicked good college and some peoples don't know what I'm talking about because they didn't get the email. Well...yeah...I guess that's gonna make my college search in the future much harder for me. :P But it seems like Simmon's College is wicked interested in me...they gave me all these links to help me out with my college search stuff and they said that since I'm smart I'd probably be put in their Honor's Program...sounds interesting. And they apparently have a wicked good medical school. Of course...my dreams of going Ivy League are still there and those will be the first colleges I apply to. :P Well...I shouldn't think too much about this...I still have 2 and a half years to go before I graduate and right now my main focus should be getting my issues at home fully under control and keeping my grades up. :D :P So...yeah...that definately put me in a better mood and hopefully tonight when I go on a date with Jenna I'll feel much better. :D So...yeah...I guess I'm feeling better now. :D :P Oh, and me and the rest of Sutrom Tse Suut Oed were looking for private lessons...I've found a few peoples who can give me private drum lessons (of course it costs money...but I promised my mom that I'd pay for them and I plan to do so. :D ) but there's one person who sounds like he'll be wicked helpful and doesn't have a criminal record or anything like that...so I'm gonna be getting my private drum lessons soon. :D :P So...yeah...I'm hoping I can be in a better mood soon. :D :P And now I should probably end this blog...it's wicked long. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Well...first of all...today is Martin Luther King Day and I'm really happy about that because it means no school. :D :P But...honestly...I'm glad that we get this day off so we can remember this dude and what he's accomplished. :D I mean...if it weren't for him...Zeus knows how long it would take for the African American individuals in this country to get equal rights. And honestly...I love this dude...he's the leader of that huge movement and he had the courage to stand up for what he believed in. :D And...honestly...I feel that the struggle of the African American individuals parallels the struggle of the LGBT community trying to get equal rights today. :D And honestly...I feel that it gives us hope...if they can get equal rights...we can too...and hopefully then there will be no problems in terms of equality in this country ever again that that would just be epic. :D So...yeah...I'm glad we have a day to remember Martin Luther King Jr. and what he's done...and I like having no school. :D :P

Okay...and this is random but it's a reminder of sorts. :P Well...remember how I said that Blog #365 will be something special? :P No...well...just pretend you do remember and MightyBFan25 won't feel bad. :lol: :P So...Blog #365 is a little while away considering that this blog is only Blog #358 but...we'll get there eventually. :P And unless anyone else has any suggestions...it will more than likely be a DWTHYW blog. :P Just please don't torture me. :lol: :P So...yeah...there's that reminder. :P Let's get on with this blog. :P

Today I do have some plans. :P So...first of all since it's kinda early in the morning I'm just gonna do some stuff that I normally do. :P I'm gonna make this blog, take a shower, get dressed, etc... :P Then I'll call Jenna and see if we can do anything together today...I think Jenna's kinda busy today with something...but I'm not sure. :P So...I'll call herand see. :P And if we can't do anything together I'll just play some videogames for a while and later on this afternoon I'm gonna meet up with my metalhead friends at one of my friend's places...in the basement though...so we don't bother anyone. :P It's a really nice place and we decided that since no one really uses the basement for anything we'll turn it into the official Sutrom Tse Suut Oed studio. :D :P So...today we're gonna go and get some cool furniture for the place...we already have stuff like an air hockey table down there and a giant flat screen TV (it was originally a game room type thing but no one uses it. :P )...so we just need stuff like some nice chairs and whatnot. :P So...then we're gonna set up our "studio" (we already have our instruments there. :P ) and begin brainstorming ideas for songs and costumes and stuff. :D :P It should be fun and I'm really excited about it all. :D :P And eventually when we start playing we're gonna get recording equipment and whatnot and it's just gonna be really cool. :D :P So...yeah...I'm like wicked excited about this all! :D :P And maybe on the way home from that night I'll go get a new pair of sneakers...even though I just got new ones a little while ago...I'm kinda obsessed with sneakers...dunno why...they're just really cool. :P So...yeah. :P That's what I'm planning on doing today. :D :P And I guess I don't really have anything else to say in this blog so I'll just end it right now. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...I just did a kinda stupid and random thing but it's so freaking epic! :D :P Okay...pick any song you absolutely love. :P Go on YouTube and listen to that song...about 30 seconds in...open up another window on your computer and play that exact same song on YouTube on that window...and do the same thing as many times as you like. :P It's insane and I absolutely freaking love it! :twisted: :P It works epicly with metal at least...I'm doing it right now with "One Foul Step From The Abyss" by Cradle Of Filth and it's amazing! :twisted: :P It's like the best thing I've ever listened to in my entire freaking life! :twisted: :P Sorry about this little rant but this is so epic...it's like doing a round type thing but with metal songs...not just in band! :D :P Okay...I should probably stop listening to this though before I go insane...I've been doing for this for like 15 minutes with the speakers on the computer like really high and I don't wanna break them or something. :P Okay...just one more time! :lol: :P But seriously...I'd highly recommend that you do this with any song that you absolutely love. :D :P Now let's get on with this blog. :P

Well...so far I've been pretty busy with school since I've been back from break...which I kinda expected. :P Nothing special really happened this week in terms of my social life...I was extremely busy with two projects in English and one History project that were all due on Friday but they're taken care of and now I can enjoy the long weekend. :D :P But...there was one REALLY scary thing that happened all week. Okay...on Monday at my school there was a legit fire in one of the girls' bathrooms on the second floor. Rumor was that it was unintentional and some girl was just being an idiot and tossing cigarette butts in a trash can and it set on fire. Then on Tuesday there was a MASSIVE fire on the basement...legit...not kidding. Someone used gasoline and matches and lit a giant fabric janitor cart in Sigma hallway on fire and an entire corridor of the basement set on fire. Then on Wednesday there was another fire...this time in the boys' bathroom on the third floor and this one was intentional. It was another trash can set on fire, by the way. All of these fires threw off our schedules at BLS and whatnot and it was just really annoying but no one got hurt...thank Zeus. :D And...get this. On Wednesday night the dude who apparently started all the fires got arrested. And I'm glad about that...he's getting what he deserves. :D And I later found out that the dude who started the fire was someone in my grade at BLS and he did it while he was high from drugs...and the dude who started the fires (I know who it is now) was in my Latin and Biology classes last year. So...that's really scary and now BLS is cracking down on security measure type things but I guess it's good that no one got hurt and we could take something away from this experience. :D So...yeah. :P This week was really insane in my opinion. :P Oh, and because of the fire on Wednesday...the GSA meeting was cancelled so we couldn't meet up with Respect Initiative for our meeting which was upsetting but hopefully we can reschedule or something. :D Aside from that nothing really special happened this week. :P

Oh, and on Friday I had almost no homework because I had either done stuff in advance or my teachers just lightened up for some reason...maybe becauseof the long weekend... :P And the same went for Jenna...so she came over my place and we quickly did our homework and then we went on a "date"...it wasn't really a date...but there's no better word to describe it...we were out of the house doing fun stuff for a few hours but it wasn't anything insanely romantic...I guess it was just like hanging out or something. :P But...yeah...we spend a lot of time together and it was really nice. :D :P I've honestly noticed lately that my urge to spend time with Jenna is stronger than ever and Jenna admitted that she feels the same way. :D So...yeah...dunno what's up with that...I could understand if the seasons had anything to do with it...I know that I feel best during the Spring and a lot of people do and that might increase something like that...but it's the middle of the winter right now. :lol: :P Oh well...it's not like it's a bad thing. :P And at around 6 I'm gonna go over Jenna's place...it's kinda cold outside so we're not gonna go anywhere...we're just gonna spend some time together at her place...maybe watch a movie or two on DVD...maybe make out...hehe. :P I honestly don't have much else to say in this blog but I guess I should start getting ready to see Jenna...I just took a shower but I should probably comb my hair and get changed into some slightly nicer clothes. :P Well...vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Well...I won't go into too much detail but I'd haveta say that my first few days of school after Christmas break were pretty good. :D :P I mean...it wasn't entirely perfect but it was nicer than I thought it would be. :P I guess my introduction paragraph will be a quick summary of how my first three days back were. :P Well...Wednesday was kinda suckish because I was tired all day and then after school we had a GSA meeting...but I love GSA and the meeting was really fun so that actually kinda sorta woke me up. :P First we just brainstormed ideas for the new year and whatnot and we have some really good ideas...like we needs to organize the day of silence and get special GSA shirts...and we're thinking of something special to do on Valentine's Day. :D :P So...yeah...we have some stuff to get done this year. :D :P And after some planning we still had like 30 minutes before the meeting had to end so we just had a random conversation which was fun and then I was being an idiot and called my friend, MH, a Twilight fan-girl and she threw her agenda book at me. :lol: :P Well...I guess I had it coming. :P And I got to vent about the issue with SS in the GSA Harassment Log thingy which felt so good by the way. :D And then we played Twister for the remaining time and had stupid conversations about inapproperiate stuff. :lol: :P Don't tell the GSA supervisor on us...we did our work that day. :lol: :P Then Thursday was pretty normal and I had after school tutoring but we weren't busy so the supervisor of that let me leave a little early and I got to take the time that I was there as a quiet study which was really nice. :D :P And I still got my hour of community service. :P And Jenna was tutoring in the other tutoring room...she was helping out some ninth graders with Latin...Jenna is AMAZING at Latin...over the summer when I wason "probation" we translated Pliny together (So Pliny in Latin Prose is SO BORING right now! :P ) and oh Zeus...Jenna is amazing at translating and she knows so much Latin vocab and grammatical constructions...she's just amazing at Latin... :P So I waited outside of the room for her and then we took the train home together like we normally do and we were holding hands as we walked to the train station...it was nice... :P And we made some plans for pretty much all of tomorrow...so I won't be on much tomorrow. :P We just wanna spend all of tomorrow with each other...I dunno why but lately I just wanna spend a ton of time with Jenna and she is ALWAYS on my mind...I mean...I always loved her but now it seems like my feelings are even stronger and I think Jenna feels the same because it was her idea. :D :P So...yeah. :P I'm thinking about Jenna right now actually...and oh Zeus she is so hot in my opinion...I wish she was here right now... :P But...anyways...today was okay and was pretty normal aside from one thing...Ms. Gomez said that in History we're gonna be assinged a project and we're gonna work with one other person but Ms. Gomez picked our partners for us and she did it based on alphabetical order by last name. Oh Zeus...you know what this means, right?! I haveta work on that History project with freaking SS WHO HATES ME BY THE WAY!!! This is gonna freaking suck and I am so p*ssed of right now and sorry about all the swearing but...oh Zeus I'm so angry about this! I haveta work alongside a homophobic person...it disgusts me...I'll haveta decontaminate myself after every History class...I guess playing in the mud when I get home would work...just another excuse to play in the mud! :twisted: :P But...seriously...I'm really annoyed about this and I think I'm gonna talk to Ms. Gomez on Monday because we haven't began our projects yet so it's not too late and I'll explain to her that I feel really uncomfortable working with SS because of some personal stuff. I'm sure she'll work something out...otherwise I can picture something really bad happening in the middle of class. :P So...yeah...aside from that one thing everything is pretty good right now. :D :P

Oh Zeus...I can't wait to see Jenna again tomorrow though...it's gonna be epic...I love her so much and I love all the time that we spend with each other. :D :P Just thinking about her right now is kinda getting me going...let's stop thinking about Jenna. :P Oh Zeus...screw it...I can't. :lol: :P Never mind. :P Well...tomorrow is gonna be epic. :D :P Oh, and on Sunday I'm gonna meet up with my metalhead friends...we're gonna start looking into getting private lessons now that we have our instruments and whatnot...I can't wait to start learing how to play the drums. :D :P It's gonna be so freaking epic! :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Kidding. :P Oh, and random but on Wednesday the new headphones I got came in the mail and they are so freaking epic...I absolutely love them. :D :P They're actually the best headphones I've ever had...with the beats headphones I got everything is so clear...the drum riffs aren't muted at all...they're like crystal clear...you can hear the bass...it's even easier to decipher vocals...they're just epic. :D :P Honestly...this might sound stupid but I had no idea that there was so much I wasn't hearing in some of my favorite songs...it's just epic. :P Oh, and this is another random thing but I wanna say one more thing and this might seem kinda wierd or freak you out so I apologize for this in advance but I haveta say it. :P Okay...I remember a few years ago I began playing in the mud and over the years it kinda has become a bad habit of mine...and I've said this before. :P I originally did it to spite my mom who's a neat freak...but now I have nothing against my mom and I just do it because it's fun in my opinion. :P But...I've noticed one thing kinda lately...I think that for me right now playing in the mud (please don't judge me...but I'm really wierd. :P ) isa bit of a sexual fetish of mine. Yeah...told you this was wierd. :P Sorry...I'm not crazy...well...maybe a little...and I know that sometimes people classify peoples who haveta deal with this kinda stuff have mental disorders or something...but...I know that's not the case with me...I can function in the real world perfectly fine...it's just I'm turned on in a slightly different way than others. :P Sorry...you probably think I'm a freak right now and I'm taking this very lightly but I don't know what to think of it...I don't think it's a big deal...I can't control how I feel...otherwise I'd probably be straight. :P But...sorry if I have just completely freaked out any of you... But I will say one thing...even though for the most part I dress up like a dude would...that doesn't turn me on in case you're wondering...I just prefer to dress up in that manner. :P So...yeah...let's end this awkwardness before I freak out anymore peoples. :P I'm sorry again though...I wish I could control myself better...and I wish I could control my feelings much better...I honestly think that I have a hard time coping with these kinda feelings...that's why I like Satanism...it teaches you that it's perfectly fine to give into these feelings. :P Kidding...but I do like that there's some religious organization that actually feels confortable talking about that kinda stuff. :P Well...sorry about that...please don't kill me and I'm sorry if I have wierded out anyone... And now I guess I should end this blog. :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)