Okay...if the title makes absolutely no sense...I shall explain it right now. :P Okay...about a month ago I got the idea that me and my metalhead friends should form a metal band. :P At first it was just a joke/random fantasy that we had. :P But...we've continued talking about it and now it's formed into a legit serious idea. :P We've even chosen what instruments we're gonna play and we have our band name and we legit wanna get this thing off the ground now. :D :P Our band name is Sutrom Tse Suut Oed...it's in this language we made up called Demon...which is backwards Latin. :P So it would read "Deo Tuus Est Mortus"...which means in English: "Your God is Dead". :twisted: :P Yeah...pretty cynical, huh? :twisted: :P Well...we're a metal band...get over it...we're supposed to be cynical. :lol: :P But seriously...I hope the band name doesn't offend anyone...I don't mean for that...we just want it to sound cynical and Satanic. I guess that could kinda still be offensive though. :P Yeah...I should just shut up before I get into more trouble...hehe. :P But...anyways...in this band...I'm the drummer (which I chose...obviously...drums is the most epic instrument in a metal band! :P ) and I'm also the main person for writing song lyrics...I guess I have the right to call myself a "Satanic Poet" or something. :lol: :P Yeah...I like that title..."The Satanic Drummer and Poet of Sutrom Tse Suut Oed"...I like it. :D :P So...yeah...we're hoping to get this thing off the ground soon...the entire concept is there...we just need to get the instruments and learn how to play them. :P It's gonna be fun...I've wanted to play the drums for a while actually...I've always found it interesting and it looks cool. :P So...yeah...we just need to get a drum set, electric guitar, electric bass, amps, and a microphone...and editing equipment. :P Yeah...that might take a while actually...so we might not be forming the legit band soon. :P So the title was just a lie I guess. :P Oh well...I can hope for the best, right? :P I believe I am entitled to do so. :P So...uh...yeah...that's how that whole metal band idea is working. :P Kinda sorta good...I guess...maybe...I dunno...I give up...I dunno how we're doing! :P There, are you happy now?! :P Kidding. :P Okay...next paragraph... :P

Today I'm actually feeling much better than I did on Friday or Saturday. :P On Friday I had a horrible fever and some chills and I just felt horrible...it ruined my day off. :P And I felt bad because Jenna and I had plans and I had to cancel. :P But...today I'm feeling much better and I called Jennaa little while ago and we made some plans...not a real date...I'm just going to her place and we're gonna spend some time together and watch a movie or something. :D We WOULD go on a date...but I'm still not feeling too great and we have school tomorrow...so we don't wanna be out all night. :P That reminds me...Jenna's birthday is on November 30th...I should start thinking about what I should get her... :P This is the first time I really need to think about this...Jenna and I started dating during the middle of March last year...so neither of us really bothered with the other one's birthday at the time...we were just friends...and even by Christmas time (when we had known each other for a few weeks) we didn't bother with that too much either...since we had only known each other for a few weeks or something. :P And I have gotten Jenna gifts before...but nothing big because there's never been a legit special occasion yet. So...now I really gotta think about this...which is a little hard...I need to get inside her mind. :P And if not I can just watch her whenever we go out anywhere and see if there are any things in particular that catch her attention. Yeah...that sounds like a good idea...because I'm pretty clueless when it comes to that stuff. :P I think I'm pretty easy to figure out...when it comes to clothes just shop in the men's department. :P With sneakers it's dead obvious...all I really wear are DC sneakers...unless I'm doing a declamation...and I am so tempted to get away with wearing black DC sneakers during one of my Declamations. :P But...anyways...with music...anything to help with my flute and piccolo playing and CD's of pretty much any metal band. :P But...getting back to Jenna...she's more complex than I am when it comes to her personality...I'm just a tomboy...Jenna's a tomboy at times but a girly-girl at others...which makes things way more complicated in my opinion. :P Well...I should stop thinking out loud... :P I'll know what to get her in a few days or something. :D And in addition to whatever I get her...I wanna make her a UR account and put like $45 worth of credits on it. :P I want Jenna to play UR so badly... :P Seriously...I'd ask her if she'd be willing to play the game first...if not I'll just use that moneyto get something else for her.:P Okay...now that my mind is kinda sorta cleared...let's get on with my day. :P I haven't done anything too special today. :P And on Friday and Saturday I did absolutely nothing because I felt absolutely horrible since I had a bad fever. :P Although I did haveta go to the dentist's on Saturday...and I had a horrible headache at the time...going to the dentist's just made it worse. :P But...I have no cavities and I don't need to go back for six more months. :D :P Today I've just been relaxing and doing stuff I'd normally do during the weekend. :P I don't have anything else to say about the day. :P

I should start getting ready so I can go over Jenna's place. :P I already took a shower about an hour ago...I should probably just brush my hair and whatnot and get changed into some somewhat nicer clothes and go over her place. :P Even though it's not a date I'm still somewhat concerned with my appearance (not for my sake...I don't care how I look really. :P ) because I still wanna make a good impression on Jenna's parents...they really like me and I want that to continue. :D And Jenna has said before that she loves the fact that I'm good with her parents. :P So...yeah. :P Jenna doesn't really care how I dress up for the most part...she just wants me to look somewhat nice for when we go on a date. :P So...I wanna go over Jenna's place soon...and I'm supposed to be there by 4:30...so I should probably start getting ready soon. :P And I should stop rambling on and on. :P I have nothing else to really say in this blog. :P Sorry it's pretty long and all I did was ramble on and on about nothing...I guess this is what happens when I have nothing to talk about. :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Before I get to the title...which should be fairly obvious by the way...I need to vent. Okay...I'm so upset right now! My former friend is still avoiding me and I'm so upset about this! I thought we were good friends...and then I told her that I was a lesbian and she's been avoiding me for weeks now! I'm so upset...and I don't understand why she's doing this. Does she have something against lesbians? Is she homophobic? Maybe I just did something really bad... I'm hoping it's just me then. The only way I could know that then is to get someone else who's a lesbian to talk to her... Oh Zeus...who else do I know that's a lesbian...? :P Am I stupid?! :P My girlfriend, duh! :lol: :P Maybe I can ask Jenna to try to talk to her and see what happens. Jenna isn't friends with SS like I was...so she hasn't mentioned SS avoiding her...but I'll ask Jenna nicely and if she offers to help me out we'll see what happens. :D Yeah...I like this idea. I just wanna know why she's avoiding me. If it's because she's homophobic...then I'll be on a "diplomatic mission" to help rid ze world of homophobia. :D My reasoning is that LGBT individuals are completely normal and they're good people...except me...but I'm just evil. :twisted: :P Okay...I thought I was gonna need to vent...I ended up working out stuff in my head. :P Thanks for reading this paragraph. :P Oh, and I've been trying to talk to SS all week...she's responded to me a few times...but only in one-word answers. Well...I hope I can work this out soon...I'm trying to be optimistic...this whole thing is kinda getting to me though. :P Everyone says that SS isn't worth my time...but I wanna get to the bottom of this...I don't wanna lose a friend over something stupid. :D Next paragraph... :P

This week I was pretty busy so I didn't do anything too special. :P I was just really busy with schoolwork and even today since I have the day off because it's Veteran's Day I'm still pretty busy. :P I actually didn't manage to finish all my homework last night...I think all my teachers assigned extra homework because we have a long weekend... :P But...this week was pretty boring...nothing exciting happened. :P So I'll just get to today. :P I woke up kinda sorta early because I had stuff to do. :P I finished my homework that I didn't finish last night (I know it's so uncharacteristic of me to put off homework. :P I was just really tired last night...and I think I'm starting to get a little sick...I had some chills last night and I'm starting to get a fever. I think it was the bad weather last night...it was raining really hard and it was pretty cold. I know weather effects my moods...bad weather makes me somewhat depressed...and when I'm depressed I'm more likely to get sick for some reason. :P Oh well...maybe Jenna will feel bad for me and come to visit me at home... :P I'd like that. :P Wait...she won't be able to kiss me...I don't like that idea. :P It's just not like us to not kiss if we see each other...we almost always kiss when we see each other. :P ), and that took a fair amount of time but now it's done and I can enjoy the long weekend. :P I also practiced the flute, took a shower, packed up my stuff for when I go to my dad's place, and some other stuff that I can't remember at the moment. :P That's why I made a checklist. :P And I saved Rainbow Dashie's place on the GSA bulletin board by writing a paper so my friend, MH, doesn't kill me. :lol: :P Don't ask. :P That reminds me...after school tutoring on Monday went really well...I got to tutor Math again and the sixie I was tutoring understood everything perfectly. :D And GSA was really fun...we had a conversation about religion and homosexuality which was really interesting...and we occasionally got off-topic. :P At the beginning of the discussion a few people who were kinda new were a little shy soI said: "You know...you guys can talk...this is a safe place, even though we're locked in a room with each other for an hour with a giant box of scissors.". :P My friend, MH, hit me with her French textbook and said: "Great job, Alicia."...sarcastically...obviously. :lol: :P Surprisingly...that got more people talking. :P What? :P At least it worked. :lol: :P I don't have anything else to really say about the week. :P But...I did have an oral presentation in Italian and I got a 100% on it which I'm so happy about! :D That's about it... :P

Jenna and I have a date planned for tonight. :P But...I'm feeling somewhat under the weather...I'm kinda tired and I have a fever and I just feel not so good. :P So...I dunno...we might need to cancel and go on a date some other time. I feel very bad about that...I was excited about this date...I'm always really happy to be able to spend time with Jenna...and I feel horrible for getting sick. I couldn't have done anything but...it just feels bad. I guess I'll call her after I make this blog. Maybe we can do something else. I know Jenna won't be mad at me...I've been sick before and we've had to cancel dates before because of other stuff and it's never been a big deal. :D But...I still feel kinda bad. :P Well...Jenna and I can think of something... :P We're smarticle...we go to BLS. :lol: :P I don't have much else to say in this blog and I'm still kinda tired so I think I'm gonna call Jenna and take a nap after that. :P I'm sorry this blog is kinda short...I just don't have much to say and...well...I don't feel too well...and I'm upset about the thing with SS on top of it all. Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

I'm so upset about this. A few days ago I found out that the guitarist of GWAR, Cory Smoot (stage name's Flattus Maximus) died of a drug overdose. I'm so upset about this...I get it...drugs are bad and the dude shoulda known better because they kill peoples and what he did was wrong...but I still have reason to be upset. GWAR needs a new guitarist and they're gonna have a new sound whenever they make a new album. I'm really upset...I loved the sound of their more recent albums, Bloody Pit of Horror and L*st in Space...and we're not gonna get that sound anymore with whoever they get to be the new guitarist. I'm so upset...this seems to happen all the time...members of metal bands I love always die of drug overdoses... I just hope the rest of GWAR remains in tact and their general sound and dirty lyrics stay the same...and whoever the new guitarist adopts the character of Flattus Maximus...or at least a variation of it. At least they still have Oderus Urungus and Balsac the Jaws of Death...they're my two favorite GWAR members. Well...sorry about this...I'm just kinda upset about this. And I think my metalhead friends and I went to the last GWAR concert with Cory Smoot when we went to see GWAR two weeks ago. And "GWARnography" was the last song recorded with the dude. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wd8PXECQ6X0&feature=relatedRest in peace, Cory Smoot...all of the metalheads on the planet including myself will never forget you and your amazing music. *devil horns* My metalhead friends and I need to honor Cory Smoot by listening to all the songs that were recorded with him on guitar.

Aside from that...everything is going pretty well. :D (I'm just pretending to be happy...I'm not really too happy at the moment...I'm still wicked upset about this...more upset than when I realized that Stu Block butchered "Dante's Inferno" by Iced Earth. And I was depressed and p*ssed off about that for over a month. ) Nothing too special really happened this week...so I don't really have too much to talk about. :P This week was surprisingly not too stressful and I didn't have a ton of work or any real projects. :P Except in English we had this debate all week about which book is better: My Antonia or Joy Luck Club. :P It's JLC, duh! :lol: :P My team won...so on Monday we get something...not sure what yet...but we get something. :P And in Italian we have to memorize the meanings of 165 words my Tuesday...how fun! :D :P Kidding...it's not that bad...I already knew over 80% of the words from the past two years or from Latin or English connections. :P Other than that everything hasbeen pretty normal...aside from a ridiculously hard Adv. Geo. test...I think I did horrific on it...I'd be surprised if I didn't fail... :P After school activities have also been going quite well...after school tutoring has been going really well and the last GSA meeting was really fun. :D We had a conversation about the huge topic of coming out...which is gonna be followed up next week with a discussion about family issues and religion (because usually religion leads to family members being strongly against the LGBT community and that can make coming out wicked hard for some LGBT individuals. In my case...my family's not really religious...so I'm lucky. :P I can get away with saying this: "SCREW CATHOLICISM!!!" *devil horns* :P Sorry...I'm not really against Catholicism...but I could get away with saying that kinda stuff in my house...although anything pertaining to Satanism is banned for some reason and my mom thinks I'm a Satanist. :P Whatever...maybe I am. :twisted: :P I'm not telling you. :P Kidding. :P ) which should also be epic. :D And I'm dragging three of my friends to the next GSA meeting against their will. :lol: :P I'm a bad person. :P Oh, and I finally convinced one of my friends, MH, to watch My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic...all it took was me trolling her on gmail and facebook ALL NIGHT. :lol: :P And her favorite pony is...RAINBOW DASH!!!!! :D :P YES...I'm SO HAPPY about this...I thought I was the only one who really liked Dashie! :D :P All my other friends either like Rarity or Fluttershy best... :P Screw them... :P Kidding. :P Oh, and there was a new MLP episode today...it was really good...even though it focused on Rarity...I was surprised she went out of her way to go to the Sisterhoof Social and get all dirty just to make her sister, Sweetie Belle, happy. :P Random but my metalhead friends and I are gonna be forming that metal band soon...we've agreed that it shall be called Sutrom Tse Suut Oed...backwards Latin...so it reads (when it's not backwards) Deo Tuus Est Mortus...and...hehe...if you wanna know so badly what that means...Google translate it or something and sorry if it's offensive. :P We were first gonna call ourselves the Warriors of Satan or something like that...but we thought we'd be more creative and have our band name be in the new language we're inventing called Demon. :lol: :P And we're also gonna do some GWAR and Satan's Host tributes. :twisted: :P Satan's Host is the best Satanic metal band ever. :twisted: :P Sorry...I can't help it...I love metal and Satanism fascinates me. :P Now I just needs to find some Latin swear words and get more pentagrams and black hooded robes and pitchforks and we'll be well on our way. :twisted: :P And I then we need instrument lessons...I needs to learn how to play the drums. :P But that's just a minor detail. :lol: :P Kidding. :P Next paragraph... :P

I've also been trying to make one of my former friends, SS, no longer be homophobic. It's not going too well to be honest...she keeps avoiding me and won't even talk to me and if I try to talk to her she just ignores me. I don't get it...why does she keep avoiding me? I don't understand homophobia too well...but I don't get why she'd hate me or want to avoid me...I don't have a crush on her and I don't have AIDs or any other STD...so...yeah...I don't see why she'd wanna avoid me. :P I think she's just a little ignorant or she's been brought up to think that homosexuals are bad peoples and/or she's strongly religious. I'm hoping I can change that but I'm not sure if I can...and I don't want to lose a friend over something irrelevant to our relationship like my sexuality...that has nothing to do with anything...I just want to be friends with her. And we were friends...but when she found out that I'm a lesbian...she's been avoiding me ever since and I HATE it...this is the first time someone's treated me differently because of my sexuality and I guess I'm not handling it too well. I just hope I can get her to change her mind eventually and at least be able to tolerate me along with other members of the LGBT community. It's not like we're bad people...except me...I'm just evil...but that's just the way I am. :twisted: :P

Oh Zeus...LISTEN TO THIS SONG...IT'S FREAKING EPIC! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wcn3C0d84vA&feature=relatedThis is the best freaking death metal I've ever heard...WAY better than Carnifex could ever dream to be. :twisted: :P *devil horns* Noctem is my new favorite death metal band. :D :P Anyways...this weekend I've been playing this prank of Jenna...I want her to think that I'm mentally unstable and see what she thinks. :P I guess you could also say that it's kinda sorta a test...would she be able to handle me and whatever obvious flaws I might have? :P She's doing quite well so far...she actually felt bad for me when I told her and kissed me. :P Maybe I should pretend to be mentally unstable more often... :lol: :P Oh, and she said that it was very brave of me to tell her that. :P Oh, and she even offered to meet with my psychiatrist today. :P (I legit scheduled an appointment with a legit psychiatrist today) Oh Zeus I love Noctem's drumming... :P I wanna be able to drum as epic as the dude playing those drums... :P But anyways...Jenna's gonna come there with me at around 6 so I should probably get ready for that because after that meeting we're gonna go on a date. :P I'm thinking that after the date I'll just tell her that it was a prank. :P Oh Zeus...I gotta get all of Oblivion from Noctem on my iPod...it's freaking epic. :twisted: :P *devil horns* I don't have much else to say in this blog. :P I should get ready to meet with my psychiatrist and then go on a date with Jenna... :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Sorry about the title...I couldn't come up with a legit title so I just made a stupid one. :P Why that title though? :P Well...at the GSA meeting at BLS this Wednesday we decorated the bulletin board thingy and we put pictures of Rainbow Dashie on there along with quotes, pride symbols, and pictures of openly gay/lesbian celebrities and whatnot. :D :P Yay...Rainbow Dash is taking over GSA...so the GSA just got 20% cooler. :lol: :P Sorry...I had to say that. :P Well...I'll get into more detail about Wednesday later on. :P I just wanna say that I don't have much to really say about this week. :P I was ridiculously busy all week because it was the last week of Term One at BLS. :P I was busy with English essays, a History project, a Geo project, my Chem grade proposal, and all my term tests. :P So...yeah...no time for anything except school work. :P So this week was overall very boring and I have not much to really say...aside from a few somewhat interesting things...although one is kinda bothering me. :P Okay...next paragraph... :P

Well...I first of all wanna say that I feel very smarticle and so full of myself now. :P I can't help it...Term One's finally over at BLS and I worked ridiculously hard and I did very well considering that I only have one study every six days, I'm a first flute in Band (yeah...I am! :D :P I'm just so epic, aren't I? :P ), and I'm in two advanced classes and have the hardest Chem teacher at BLS...and my English class is the equivalent of an AP Lit class because Mr. Beyer's a jerk! :P Yeah...I'm epic. :lol: :P What?! :P I can't help it if I'm full of myself. :lol: :P This is by far my hardest year at BLS yet...but it's not that bad...I'm still alive...for now. :lol: :P I KNOW I got all A's in my classes and one or two B+'s. :P In Italian I got an A. In Latin Prose I either got a B or B+ (bye bye Distinction... :P ). In Advanced Geo I got either a B+ or A-. In Chem I got either an A or A+. In English I have no idea but I'm hoping it's an A. And in History I think I managed at least an A-. So...yeah...pretty good grades...and it's not like Distinction's out of my grasp for next term either. :D :P So...yeah. :P I'm amazing. :P Kidding...I'm beingvery cocky...all my friends even admitted that I have good reason to be...I have a harder schedule than anyone else I know. :P The only thing that could make it harder is if I took Chinese instead of Italian. :lol: :P So...yeah...I guess I'm doing quite well. :P And I found out that when I start applying for colleges next year peoples going to BLS get their GPA boosted by .5 because all our classes are the equivalent of Honors classes at any other school. :P Yeah...even better. :D :P Sorry...I'm being very cocky. :P And I have the best Chem grade out of anyone in my class because I got a 4 on my term test and a 4 on my lab report...no one else got a 4. :D :P Even one of my friends who ranked 4th on the ISEE's wants me to help her out with Chem. :P I'm just naturally good at Chem I think...I should so go into AP Chem next year... :P Well...now that I'm done bragging about my grades...let's get on with this blog... :P I'll now talk about the GSA meeting this week...which was interesting. :P

Okay...at the GSA meeting itself we just planned some of our next discussion topics for our next meetings and whatnot. :P We also had some new peoples there...so we introduced ourselves again and explained why we're at GSA. :P Everyone who was there was because they're either very supportive of equal rights for the LGBT community and/or they are members of the LGBT community. :D Oh, and since Jenna and I are both in GSA...and we had already mentioned that we're lesbians...we also just went right out and mentioned that we're dating...no one seemed to mind that...a few peoples actually said that we do make for a cute couple. :P Oh, and we also got the idea of making buttons and bracelets for the GSA...and we'll get a ton of them and everyone in GSA will get them and we'll sell the rest to raise more money for GSA. :D But...the really fun part was AFTER the meeting...when Jenna and I and two of our friends stayed after to decorate the GSA bulletin board. :P It was just really fun...dunno why...but we were cutting out pictures and there was a huge box of scissors in the room so we were joking about being violent and hijacking a plane with a pair of scissors. :P And then we were talking about making a flamethrower with a can of hairspray and a lighter. :P It was just really funny. :P And then we were using a stapler to get the pictures on the GSA bulletin board...but we couldn't open the stapler so it would work right...and we spent like 10 minutes trying to figure it out. :lol: :P Then a janitor came into the room and my friend, MH, asked the dude to open the stapler for us...and he looked at us like were idiots and then opened it easily. :lol: :P It was really funny...4 BLS students can't manage to open a stapler. :P And we put up pics of Rainbow Dash...MH didn't like that...she's strongly against ponies...so we're forcing her to watch the show over the weekend. :lol: :P And then we took the train home and had a random question and watched physics lesson based upon My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. :P So...yeah...it was just really fun. :P I have one other thing I wanna talk about in this blog but I haveta go do something...so I'll be back to edit this blog no later than 1 EST. :P Vale...per iam. :P (Farewell...for now. :P ) -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

EDIT: Yeah...I'm back...and only 5.5 hours later than I said I would be. :lol: :P Sorry...I went over Jenna's place so we could watch some of the Saw movies and I kinda sorta overstayed my welcome...I kinda fell asleep during the second one we watched and didn't wake up until a couple hours later...so...yeah...hehe. :P According to Jenna...I look cute while I'm sleeping. :P I feel a little bad about that though...we were gonna watch all the Saw movies (YES...Jenna likes Saw! :D ) and I just HAD to take a nap. :lol: :P I did apologize to Jenna...she said it was fine...I should just go home and we'd finish watching the rest of the movies tomorrow. :D :P Jenna's so nice...I love her so much... :P So...sorry I had to take a nap...I wasn't even tired...it's just that New England is getting a massive winter storm (peoples in Worcester got over a foot of snow supposedly. :P ) and...well...this is the kinda weather that makes me tired. :P I can't help it...I'm part Sagittarius...weather effects my mood a lot. :lol: :P Oh well...I get to see Jenna tomorrow and we're gonna finish with the Saw movies. :D :P Now getting to what's bothering me... :P Well...since the very beginning of the school year...there's this girl who I had never met before and she's in my Adv. Geo, Prose, and History classes...so I decided to start talking to her...and we got along very nicely and we were great friends. And we didn't even just run into each other in those classes...she was also in my PSAT room and she's gonna be in my Junior and Senior year homeroom (she'll either like me or hate me by then...) and she's also an after school Math tutor on Mondays like I am. So...I thought: "Wow...this is really wierd...but cool...I'm glad I'm good friends with her.". :D But...last week I mentioned that I was really excited for the first GSA meeting and she asked me what GSA stood for and I said it stood for Gay/Straight Alliance. After that she seemed almost disappointed...thinking it was something completely different probably. But...I thought that was only because she thought it was something different and would wanna join that club with me. So...I kinda thought after that that she wasn't completely for gay rights but I thought nothing of it...I just assumed that she was at least accepting of it. But...on Monday this week after she and I were done with after school Math tutoring I said that I wanted to wait for a few minutes so we could take the train home with Jenna as well. And even though she's in Prose with Jenna and I...she asked me who Jenna was...so I just said that she's one of my friends in Prose with us. Then she asked me how I already knew Jenna...and I said that I met her last year and at first we were good friends and now we're dating. (I had no problem saying that...I wouldn't have if Jenna wasn't openly a lesbian as well...but both of us are...so we're fine with that. :D It feels very good to be openly gay...it's like a new sense of freedom that youcan't really describe...I remember a few years ago when I had those kinda thoughts in my head but that I couldn't tell anyone I just felt almost chained...symbolically...of course. :P So...it just feels really good. :D ) Although...the second I said that...my former friend said nothing but I could tell that she seemed a little wierded out. (and it seemed as though she could now "make sense" out of why I have my hair cut short, I'm in GSA, and I dress the way I do. ) But...ever since Monday I've been trying to talk to her and she has just been ignoring me. I feel as though she hates me because of my sexuality...and when we were friends she didn't know about that so she just assumed that I was straight. Oh Zeus...I hate this feeling...I'm just very upset about this...it's the first time someone has treated me any differently because of my sexuality. I know...being openly gay in high school has consequences and there will always be a few peoples who will treat you horribly because of it but...I wasn't expecting it from her...I thought we were good friends. So...that just really hurts me...and I know we were good friends...she didn't start ignoring me until she found out that I'm a lesbian. And it's really obvious...like in Geo I'll ask her a question and she'll just pretend as though she never heard me. I hate this...I can't be mad at her though...I get it...I'm openly gay...I'm in high school...and I can't make someone NOT hate the LGBT community. Wait...that's a huge freaking lie! I CAN do something! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsh-elFplhYListen to that...it's the best freaking Satanic song you'll ever hear! :twisted: :P Sorry about that...getting back to what I was saying... :P I'm in GSA...this is part of my "mission"...we GSA members are supposed to raise awareness and try our best to end homophobia! :D It starts with disproving all those negative stereotypes about us. First of all...all gay/lesbian peoples don't have AIDs...that's a lie and I think anyone who believes that is an idiot. But...I'm hoping I can bring my former friend to a GSA meeting or two or at least try to convince her that the members of the LGBT community are all good people (except for me...I'm evil. :twisted: :P ) and we're just like everyone else aside from our sexuality...and that's no big deal. :D Yeah...this is my mission...I still feel horrible about this but I shall do my best to make my former friend non-homophobic...she doesn't need to necessarily be for gay rights...just be accepting and aware...that's all I want...and that's all I can really do...being for gay rights is a personal choice...however...I don't think being homophobic really is...in my opinion homophobia springs from ignorance...and that can be helped...all they need is to be educated to a certain extent. :D Okay...now I'm done with this...I have a mission to accomplish and I'm ready to do it. :D I really could care less if my former friends even likes me anymore...I just don't want her to be homophobic...I don't want anyone to be homophobic...I wish I could rid the world of homophobia...it's almost like a disease. Oh well...I have nothing else to say in this blog. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

I shall get to the title of this blog soon enough. :P I didn't just make it up...it came from two events that took place on Friday...one actually happened...the other...uh...not so much. :lol: :P But first...I just wanna talk about my week in general...since I haven't made a blog all week. :P And since it's about noon and there's nothing for me to really do with myself besides finish getting S rankings on every stage in Sonic Colors finally since there's nothing really good on TV now...I have a ton of time to make this blog...so it will be ridiculously long probably...unless I get lazy...or get distracted from listening to GWARnography. :lol: :P http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wd8PXECQ6X0Isn't this song epic? :twisted: :P *devil horns* We are all supposedly descendants of GWAR and monkeys. :lol: :P Of course that's not true...but it's so funny...this is a History lesson according to GWAR. :lol: :P I want GWAR to be my History teacher, not Ms. Gomez. :lol: :P Ms. Gomez is such an easy teacher, which I need when it comes to History...since I suck at it. :P But...it would just be epic to have GWAR teach me World History. :lol: :P Anyways...I should get on with this blog...GWAR obviously wouldn't be allowed to teach at BLS. :lol: :P Someone would obviously report GWAR and they'd get fired. :lol: :P Next paragraph... :P

Well...overall...this week was ridiculously busy for myself...probably the busiest I've beenall year so far. :lol: :P Oh well...I managed. :P The week aside from a few things was pretty boring. :P I was just ridiculously busy every day except for Friday...thank Zeus too...Friday GWAR was in MA. :twisted: :P During the week I had two fancy Math tests that only peoples in Advanced Geometry had to take which were called the NEML and MAML. :P I also had to write an essay for Latin I got assigned a Math project (well...it was technically two projects because Mr. Veiga's a jerk...but it only counts as one project. :P ), and I had a Chemistry project all due in this week. :P I had other crap going on during this week that I don't even remember...thank Zeus for my agenda book. :lol: :P Oh, and because of the MAML I missed Italian on Thursday when we were supposed to take a test so I haveta make up that Italian test on Monday...which should be fun. :P Next week I'm gonna get assigned a stupid History project...how fun! :P But that's all that really carries into next week...all the other crap I had to do last week was due last week so it's all taken care of...and I have no control over making up that test or when we get assigned that History project...so I'm on top of everything and have done everything I can in terms of schoolwork. :P On Tuesday I had after school Math tutoring which was pretty nice...a few of my friends were there and were also tutors so I took the train home with them when we were done. :P And on Wednesday was our first BLS GSA meeting after school. :D Jenna and I (we both signed up for GSA...which is short for Gay/Straight Alliance in case you're wondering. :P ) were expecting to walk into a highly structured and organized club...but...there were only about 10 peoples there, including Jenna and I...and most of the peoples there were my friends actually...and that was a surprise because I didn't know that so many of my friends had signed up for GSA...I get I seem to gravitate toward like-minded peoples. :lol: :P Most of the people who were in GSA last year and who ran things were Seniors...and since they graduated...it's basically like a whole new GSA now. :D Mostly everyone there is a tenth grader (which is why I pretty much knew everyone there. :P ) and everyone else was a Junior. :P The cool thing was one of the Juniors there is also named Alicia...I've never met someone else with the same name as me...it's wierd...and it's spelled the same way as my name. :P Anyways...since it's basically an entirely new GSA...it's up to the about 10 of us to spread the word about the BLS GSA and get more peoples to join and restore this organization to its former glory...because every school should havea GSA...it's really important in my opinion. :D And at the first meeting we just got to know each other and think about what we can do at all the meetings. :P Our "homework" is to get some pictures and stuff so we can decorate the bulletin board outside of Room 317 where the GSA meetings take place so people will notice it...so we're gonna have lots of links to stuff like the It Gets Better Project and famous speeches on gay rights and of course rainbows...LOTS of rainbows. :lol: :P And we're gonna put up pictures of Rainbow Dash from MLP...since some of us in GSA are into MLP. :lol: :P And the other thing we are doing is finding other friends who would be interested in GSA and dragging them to the next meeting. :P I already took care of that...two of my friends are really into that kinda stuff but they never got the email so they're coming to the next meeting...one of them is a transgender...and the other one is straight...we needs more straight peoples in GSA. :P We really do...trustme. :lol: :P So...at the next meeting we're decorating that bulletin board and planning what we're gonna do each week...which should be fun. :D It just feels really good to know that we can take this new GSA and make something out of it, have fun, and stand up for something we believe in all at the same time. :D And...we're gonna organize some event before Winter Break...because so many peoples never hear of the GSA until the Day of Silence in the Spring...and maybe this new event (we haven't come up with any ideas yet. :P ) could spark peoples' interests so they join in the middle of the year. :D It's gonna be so much fun. :D It just feels overall really good to be openly gay and stand up for something I believe in, which is equal rights for the LGBT community...since I don't have any real religious beliefs...it feels good to feel strongly about something and believe in something...even if it's secular. :P If you don't know what secular means...look it up. :lol: :P Now I'll get to yesterday... :P

Yesterday was supposedly the "end of ze world"...so I went around to all my friends throughout the day and with this serious look on my face said: "Today is the end of the world.". :lol: :P They just told me to shut up. :lol: :P It was still funny though. :P And last night my metalhead friends and I went to seeGWAR...which was epic. :D :P But...I remember at the end of the day...Jenna did test me again...she said that she wanted me to come to church with her because she "thought it was the end of the world"...at the time I didn't know it was a test but I said that I would go with her...knowing that I'd miss the GWAR concert. Immediately after I said that...Jenna said: "But you'll miss the GWAR concert."...I said that this was more important. Then she said: "You're such a good girlfriend...and this was a test...and you passed." :P And then she said she really didn't believe that and she doesn't want me to go to church (she was actually suprised I'd be willing to step foot in a church when I don't believe Christianity or any other religion) and that she hoped I enjoyed myself at the GWAR concert. :P Oh Zeus...I suppose I am getting good at being a great girlfriend. :P Yeah...practice makes perfect. :lol: :P Of course then my metalhead friends and I went to the GWAR concert that night...and it was freaking epic! :twisted: :P I can't even describe how epic it was...the most epic music ever made...seeing my metal gods dressed in monster costumes, watching them "sacrifice humans" (it's not real...obviously...all the blood is fake and then they just go back stage. :lol: :P )...and there was lots of fake blood...LOTS of fake blood. :twisted: :P So of course when I got home I had to take a shower. :lol: :P Don't ask...if you've been to a GWAR concert or know anything about GWAR you'd know why. :P I'd highly recommend it by the way...it's freaking epic!!! :twisted: :P That was one of the best days of my life...the only thing that can really top yesterday is the first day I met Jenna. :D Yes...my priorities are straightened out...of course my girlfriend comes before music in my mind...and if that weren't the case then I wouldn't deserve Jenna. :P So...yeah...I'd love to get into more detail but I can't really describe how epic it was. :lol: :P Now getting to today... :P

I woke up at around 9:30 so I watched some anime and the new MLP episode which was epic. :D :P I like Nightmare Moon. :P I haven't really done much else today though...I've been pretty lazy this morning. :P Oh, but I did find out something wierd...since I was born on December 23rd...I was born on an unusual day...according to all that zodiac symbol stuff...I'm not entirely a Capricorn...I'm also kinda a Sagittarius...because this is a time when those symbols overlap...so I'm a mix of both of them. :P And I read the descriptions of both of them...and I would say that I'm more of a Capricorn butI am a mix of both of them...it's wierd...I'm not one to believe that kinda stuff...but it applies to me I guess. :P One thing that really stood out to me is that Capricorns get a lot of pleasure out of long term relationships (which is so true...I LOVE having long term relationships with my friends...and I absolutely love the relationship I have with Jenna)...they're also very determined, somewhat stubborn at times, very intelligent, and sometimes misunderstood since they're wierd...and usually deal with problems with family and at home. :P And one thing about Sagittarius that stood out to me is that they LOVE music...and I absolutely love music...it's a huge part of my life...between Band and just listening to music...and I love listening to music with my metalhead friends...that's probably why I'm so obsessed with metal...I love music...I just happen to love metal...which is why I'm obsessed with metal. :P Yeah...pretty wierd, huh? :P Oh, and apparently Capricorns are more likely to persue stranger love interests...even more wierd, huh? I am a lesbian after all. :P Maybe the zodiac symbols are right...or at least in my case they are. :P Oh, and this is random but I wanna test Jenna sometime in the near future...not sure how...but I do...she's tested me twice and I've passed twice...but I wanna test her...dunno why...I just do...nothing major though...I couldn't do that. :P I don't have anything else to say in this blog. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Before I get to the title...I just wanna say that this blog probably won't be that long. :P I would talk about my entire week and how that went but...nothing special happened...I was just really busy with a ton of work...that's about it. :P So...yeah...I really only have today to talk about in this blog...since nothing special has happened all week. :P So...today felt like a school day, since I had to wake up at 6 and leave the house at 6:30 to take the train and get to BLS by 7:45 to take the PSAT's. :P How fun! :P Yeah...not really...it was horrible. :P On the train ride I ran into one of my friends sowe took the green line together and then while we were walking to BLS after we got off our stop we ran into two of our other friends and we continued walking to BLS and then a few seconds later (literally. :P ) a car pulled up and one of my other friends came out of the car...so we then had this little congregation of like 5 peoples and we continued walking to BLS and since we got there early we just talked for like 20 minutes. :P And one of my friends had a program on her TI-83 that didn't work and that was the only program she had on it and she wanted to get rid of it so I erased the memory on the calculator...she thanked me for it. :P I felt smarticle. :lol: :P Then we went into our testing rooms. :P Mine was 228, my sixie year homeroom...Ms. Ferreira remembered me. :P The PSAT's were really easy in my opinion...I honestly think I scored perfectly on the Math section and did quite well in the Writing section...I just don't think I did too well in the Reading section...I had to leave a lot of spaces blank...I felt stupid. :lol: :P After we were dismissed from the testing thing I waited for Jenna to also be dismissed (she was in room 227) and then we left school together, which was nice. :D From there...the day was pretty nice. :D

Okay...after that we took the train together and we went to my place for a while to relax. :D Then we went to the movies to see this movie called Contagion...it was such a good movie. :D :P And then we got some coffee and talked for a while. :D It was just nice to spend a lot of time with her...I haven't seen her much this week...I've been kinda busy all week. :D :P This year is by far my busiest year at BLS so far. :P Then I got home and played some video games and then I drew a disturbing picture. :P Now I'm on this site and I'm making a blog. :P I don't have any other plans for today...I'm just gonna relax and sleep in tomorrow. :P My metalhead friends and I plan to listen to the top 25 GWAR songs ever (we decided those last week. :P ) and we're gonna play Rock Band...and maybe catch one of the football games. :P I hope the Lions game (if they're playing) will be shown. :P I know...I'm from MA...I should like the Patriots...but I don't...I absolutely love the Lions and they're doing amazing this year. :D :P Yeah...that's about all I haveta say for now. :P Wow...this blog really is short...I have absolutely nothing else to say in this blog. :P I guess nothing's really been going on in my life...I've been busy with school and everything is going normally and everything is fine. :D :P Yeah...I have nothing to complain about...that's a first. :lol: :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...why the heck is MightyBFan25 making a blog at 11:17 on a school day? :P Well...I have no school today since it's Christopher Colombus Day...which is really good...I kinda need an extra day of no school...I don't feel too well so another day to just relax and focus on getting better is always nice. :D Although...I hate the fact that Christopher Colombus gets his own holiday...I remember I made a blog before which contained an angry rant about Colombus...and I still feel the same way about the dude. Sorry if what I'm about to say offends anyone. But...Colombus and his men were murderers...they killed 99% of the Arawak Indians. Also, I'm not as sure about this but I am pretty sure that Colombus was sponsored by Spain, because Italy wouldn't sponsor the dude...and after they found out what he was up to (I think he did something else that he wasn't supposed to...I don't entirely remember this though...so...sorry if these facts are incorrect) and they would no longer sponsor him. Also, everyone says that he discovered America. He was originally trying to sail to India...and he was so stupid that he found America...he wasn't trying to get to America...it was by pure chance that he "discovered" America. Oh, and when he arrived in America he thought he was in India so he called all the Native Americans "Indians"...and that's where we get that politically incorrect term from. Also, he wasn't the first to arrive in America. WAY before he showed up, peoples from Asia crossed Biringia, an ice bridge, connecting Asia to North America...and then they travelled south and started a society...these people later because the Olmec, Aztecs, Incas, etc... So...yeah...I don't think the dude deserves his own holiday...but...I'm glad I get the day off from school. :P And sorry if some of you think differently and like Colombus...I'm just saying what I think and what I've learned in US History and World History so far. And...I'm not that good at History...so my facts might be incorrect or something. :P Okay...let's get on with this blog...even though I don't have too much to really talk about. :P

Well...I made a blog yesterday morning and told you that I was going over one of my friend's places and my metalhead friends and I were gonna listen to every GWAR song ever made and play Rock Band. :P Well...yesterday was so epic! :twisted: :P Okay...we did listen to almost every GWAR song ever made...although we skipped stupid songs that wouldn't even be classified as metal, like "The Master Has A Butt" from their album America Must Be Destroyed...but we listened to most of their songs...just not the not-so-good ones that aren't really metal. :P It was so epic...the last song we listened to was the bonus track from their newest album...and song was epic, it's called "GWARnography". :P Need I say more? :lol: :P Oh, and after that we did play Rock Band for a while...it was pretty fun and we did amazing...in every song all our scores were above 90. :twisted: :P We even played "Dante's Inferno"...and that was the same case...we did amazing. :twisted: :P *devil horns* Of course...with me on drums how could we NOT do epic? :lol: :P I've always been really good at drums on Rock Band...dunno why. :P And after a while we started talking about forming a metal band...and we could write all our songs in a language called "Demon" which will be backwards Latin. :twisted: :P And we could go up onto stage dressed up in black hooded robes and have flames in the backround and just look epicly intimidating. :P Sorry...this all interests me though...I'm wierd. :P And we definately should form a metal band...it would be fun...we even thought that we'd play the same instruments that we each did when we played Rock Band...I honestly think I'd be a really good drummer...besides...the drummer is never the frontman of a metalband...I wouldn't wanna be the frontman. :P Besides...every band needs a great drummer. :P And I think I'd catch onto it quickly...I've always had a good sense of rhythm when it comes to music. :D :P We should definately form a metal band...and after we learn how to play all the instruments quite well we can start playing some of our favorite metal songs by ear and make our own songs. :twisted: :P Can't wait for that! :D :P So...yeah...yesterday was epic...and now I wanna form a metal band with some of my friends...and I wanna go to Metal Metal Land... :P

Today I don't have any plans. :P I woke up at around 10:30 so I haven't done much yet. :P But...I do plan to get ahead in some of my work for tomorrow, hang up that rainbow flag in the front yard, play some UR, practice the flute and piccolo, and that's really about it. :P Later tonight I should call Jenna...since I'm not seeing her today I should talk to her. :D I don't have anything else to say in this blog. :P I think now I should get ahead in some of my work...I have after school tutoring tomorrow so I'll be getting home later than usual so it would be smart of me to get ahead in my work. :P I can't get ahead in most of my subjects but I can get ahead in History and Math. :P I'll probably do the Math work first...I hate History...I don't like Math that much anymore either...I loved Algebra but I just hate Geometry...it's a waste of time and it's so boring...and my teacher sucks. :P My favorite subject this year would haveta be Chem. :P I don't have anything else to say in this blog. :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Sorry that I couldn't come up with a title for this blog. :P I was trying to come up with a good title for this blog for about 7 minutes and that obviously didn't turn out very well. :P But...while I was thinking and listening to music...I was listening to this GWAR song I never heard of before from their newest album (I'd say the name of the album...but...uh...I don't feel like getting suspended on this site...hehe. :P ) called "Metal Metal Land" and it's epic in my opinion...when I'm an adult I'm moving to Metal Metal Land. :twisted: :P It sounds like a nice place from the way GWAR describes it...I know I'd be amused...and everyone plays in a metal band...and it's always dark, even during the day. :twisted: :P Sorry...it sounds pretty cool...and everyone can drive a car, regardless of age. :P I wanna drive a car so badly...I can't wait until I'm 16 and I can start learning how to drive. :P Yeah...I think I'll either be a very good driver or I'll be completely horrible...but I'm hoping it's the first one because I'm good at video games and flute/piccolo playing so I have good reflexes. :P Anyways...if you wanna listen to "Metal Metal Land" (which I highly doubt. :P )...here's a link for it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n029uRM9w6QOkay...I should get on with this blog. :P I have a lot of stuff to talk about...it's been almost a week since I last made a blog. :P

Wait...I just lied...I don't have that much to really talk about. :P Sorry. :P The week was pretty boring and nothing special happened...I was just really busy with schoolwork and when I wasn't busy with that I was relaxing or on Urban Rivals. :P Why am I wasting time on UR? :P Well...I wouldn't say it's wasted time...I love the game...and I'm in a great guild...and we're supposed to play the game on a weekly basis (so we can't be inactive on the site for a week or we'll get kicked out...which isn't a big deal...I usually play a ton on the weekends. :P ) so I usually just play 3 to 5 games a day regardless of how busy I am. :P Anyways...nothing special happened this week so I'll just recap it. :P The week was pretty easy...I didn't have that many tests or quizzes and my homework load was pretty fair for once...every night I would finish my homework within 3 to 4 hours, and that's REALLY good for me, considering that my homework will take me 6 to 7 hours to do on ridiculous nights. :P We're playing a new song in Band called "Greensleeves"...it sounds kinda spooky and depressing in my opinion...but maybe that's just because our band has over 30 stupid clarinet players who don't know the meaning of mezzo-piano. :P Sorry...I have nothing against clarinet players...there are just too many of them in Junior Band at my school and I don't know why. :P What else...? :P That's all I can think of at the moment...this week in general was pretty easy and nothing special happened. :P Next Saturday I haveta go to school at 8 in the morning to take the practice PSAT's...it so pointless. :P Oh, and I got assigned an essay in English...it's really easy and mine is almost done...I've done everything I can do for now...on Tuesday we're gonna peer edit/revise our papers and the final draft is due on Wednesday. :P I don't have anything else to say about the week. :P I was very tired because I kept waking up at 3 in the morning and I think one of my friends got me sick and now I have a sore throat. :P I don't have anything else to say in this paragraph now... :P Next paragraph... :P

Even though nothing special happened during the week...something special did happen yesterday. :D :P Yeah...I had a date with Jenna. :D We decided that even though this isn't a ridiculously special thing, for our 6-month anniversary thingy we should play this interactive adventure game thingy called Tomb...and...it was so much fun! :D It was kinda scary and there were puzzles you had to solve to move on you actually felt like you were in life or death situations. :P It was just really fun and it wasn't anything like anything either of us had done before. :D And after that we just went to get some coffee and talk about Tomb...and then we started talking about other stuff. :P One thing that I was a little upset about was that we couldn't kiss because I wasn't (and still don't) feel too well and I don't want to get Jenna sick...I would absolutely hate to do that...and I'd feel very guilty if that happened. Oh well...we can kiss as soon as I'm feeling better. :P So...aside from that one thing...the day was pretty good and I enjoyed spending more time with Jenna...even though she's in Latin Prose with me we don't sit near each other, even though my last name begins with an S and hers begins with an R. :P It's because I sit at the front of a different row in Prose but she sits in the back of the row before it...it's so annoying...if one person in Prose could leave we'd sit near each other... :P Maybe I can arrange something...he he he! :twisted: :P Kidding. :P And I'm sure Hausey would kill us if we were always talking during Prose.:lol: :P Oh well... :P Now that I've talked about yesterday...I suppose I should describe my plans for today... :P

Yesterday was just amazing in my opinion. :D But...today is also going to be pretty epic. :twisted: :P Why? :P Well...even though the GWAR concert isn't until October 21st (which means that it's less than two weeks away. :D :P )...me and my metalhead friends are getting ready for GWAR today. :twisted: :P How? :P Well...we're gonna be listening to EVERY GWAR SONG EVER MADE!!! :twisted: :P That's right...every song ever, from every album, from Scumdogs of the Universe to their newest album which I cannot say the name of or I'll get in trouble. :P And...if once we get through all GWAR music ever made, we're gonna play Rock Band. :P Oh, and we'll all be at one of my friends' places, it's not place...this friend of mine has a ton of video games at his place and really epic speakers and just everything that we need...and he moved it all to the basement(which is very nice actually...the basement is like a huge game room. :D :P ) so we don't "bother" anyone else. :lol: :P I don't think blaring "Metal Metal Land" by GWAR will bother others. :lol: :P Kidding...it definately would. :P I can't wait to play Rock Band...I've played it a bunch of times before and I can't sing (I knew that before. :P ) but I'm pretty good at guitar and bass...however...I'm epic at drums. :twisted: :P Oh, and if we were to get bored with Rock Band and GWAR music, we could always just catch one of the football games...or disturb others...I like the second one better. :lol: :P Kidding. :P We're not gonna be horrible...we're gonna break the stereotype that metalheads have no dignity...we are dignified metalheads...if there is such a thing. :lol: :P I don't have anything else to say in this paragraph. :P I'm gonna be going over my friend's place at about 10...and I'll be home before 8 so I can catch the Amazing Race...and so my mom doesn't kill me. :P I don't wanna get on her bad side again... :P I don't have anything else to say in this blog except for one thing. :P I'm actually very happy about this...last night I had a dream...and Jenna was in it...and when I woke up I realized that nothing happened...so...yeah...no wet dream...maybe I can control my bodily functions when I'm asleep. :P I have nothing else to say in this blog. :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Before you think that I'M the one who needs help with school...that's not the case. :P It's actually the opposite...I'm doing very well in my classes and I decided that this year I would be a Math and Latin tutor after school to start earning my community service hours...I'm only a sophomore but I just wanna get a start on them...I need 100 of them to graduate. :P It's not that bad really though. :P It was pretty unproductive though...there weren't any people who needed Math tutoring (or tutoring in any subject besides Latin) and there were all ready a ton of Latin tutors in Room 034 so I was put in Room 035 as a Math tutor along with other peoples tutoring stuff that ISN'T Latin...no one was there. :P So we just talked with the after school tutoring supervisor and got to go home 35 minutes early but still got credit for after school tutoring for one hour. :lol: :P Yeah...epic, huh?! :lol: :P Don't tell the headmaster on me. :lol: :P Well...let's get on with this blog...I don't have much to say since I just made a blog yesterday. :P Usually I don't have time during the week to make blogs...but today I barely had any work...which was nice. :P Next paragraph... :P

Today was overall pretty relaxing...ESPECIALLY compared to last week...I was epicly stressed out last week and it completely sucked. :P First I had Latin Prose...we didn't do too much...we just went over some vocabulary and translations and stuff. :P Then in Italian 3 we went over the partitive which was really easy...even though I don't remember ever learning it and everything for the first term is supposed to be review. :lol: :P Yeah...my Italian class is so screwed...we've learned NOTHING for the past few years...we had Mummolo and Fo-fo...if you went to my school you would realize that that's why we've learned nothing. :lol: :P Both teachers suck. :P Then I had a study so I did my Latin and Italian homework and started my Math homework. :P Then I hadAdvanced Geometryclass...it was boring and we weren't learning anything new so I continued to do my Math homework in that class. :lol: :P Then I had Chemistry...we didn't really do anything...we just learned how we should be evaluating ourselves for our self-evaluation progress report thingy. :P Then we reviewed the organization of the periodic table of elements...it was boring...I remembered everything. :P Then in History we reviewed for our test on the Renaissance tomorrow. :P And in English we had a conversation about the end of "My Antonia". :P I was upset though...MH was out today...and I love to talk to her in English class because it's so boring at times...I hope she's in tomorrow...or else I'll miss her all R1 tomorrow. :P Oh, one thing that really annoyed me in English class though was that there's one girl at my table, MA (I can't stand her...she's pretty...yeah...but she's so stupid and I don't even know how the Hell she got into BLS! And she's such a jerk...and she happens to be from West Roxbury...what a surprise! :P I hate to stereotype but most girls from Westie are pretty mean. And MA is very homophobic...yeah...just wait until you hear what she said) wascomplaining about the lab report we had to do in Chemistry last week and said something like: "I can't believe Markiewicz made us do that gay *ss lab report."...oh Zeus...I was so ticked off when I heard that! I hate it when people say something is gay when they mean that it's "stupid" or "lame"...it's basically like they're saying that it's a bad thing to be gay...and it's not! In my opinion I wish more people in the world were part of the LGBT community. :D (That reminds me...I really should hang up that rainbow flag outside sometime soon... :P ) But anyways...it got me really ticked off and I had to say something and I told MA that a lot of people would find what she said offensive and she shouldn't call something gay when she means that it's "stupid". MA just seemed annoyed with me and said that I have no control over what she does. And then she called me something...I didn't know what it meant at the time so I just ignored it...but I knew it probably wasn't anything nice. What did she call me? Well...I take some offense to this to be honest...it's not the worst thing that's ever been said to me but it was pretty offensive after I knew what it meant...she called me a dyke I looked it up on an online dictionary...it apparently means "a lesbian" but it's very offensive and is with malicious intent...so...of course I was angry. And...I don't get how the Hell MA could have known that I am a lesbian in the first place...so she was probably stereotyping right there...which gets me even more angry. Not every female with short hair who happens to be a tomboy is a lesbian...it just happens to be the case with me though. :P Oh, and...Jenna clearly breaks all those stereotypes about lesbians...she can be a tomboy at times but she can be kinda girly at others...she's very pretty (I can't say that enough...in my opinion she looks absolutely amazing. :P ), she has long hair that goes way past her shoulders...she doesn't dress up in a boyish manner (for the most part...sometimes she does...I personally don't care how she dresses up though...in my opinion she looks pretty no matter what. :P ), her best subjects in school are English, History, and the languages she's taking...which says that she has her mind wired like most girls do (I don't...my mind is wired more for Math and science. :P )...so...yeah...she breaks all those stereotypes about lesbians...all I seem to do is prove those stereotypes even more. :lol: :P But...anyways...getting back to MA...I'm very ticked off about what happened...and I told Jenna about it on the train ride home...she was ticked off at MA too and she was even more ticked off that someone would say that to me. But...it's fine...I'll be over this in a few days probably...if not by tomorrow...stuff like this happens occasionally and I really don't care what MA has to say about me. :D :P Anyways...then I stayed after school for tutoring...Jenna is being a Latin tutor this year...so she was in the other tutoring room...and since I got out early I went to the library (my school has a pretty good library. :P ) for about 30 minutes and finished my Math homework and then went by room 034 so we could take the train home when she was done. :D :P On the train ride home I told her about that thing with MA and she was ticked off at MA and said that no one should talk to me like that and no one should be making homophobic comments like that. She even said that if I wanted her to, she would go talk to MA herself. I said it was fine...I didn't want things to get worse and I was fine and I could just deal with her...besides...there will always be homophobia jerks like her no matter where you go or what time period it is. Anyways...I also asked Jenna if she wanted to come over my place tonight so we could spend some time together...she said she would love to but she didn't have the time...she had a ton of homework tonight...I wish she didn't...I only had Chem homework when I got home...I would have loved to spend the afternoon with her. :P Oh well...it's fine...I've had to say the same thing sometimes and Jenna's been fine with it...and I understand that she's busy...I am too most of the time. :D But...she is gonna call me later tonight so we can talk for a little while. :D :P After that I'm gonna go to bed. :P Anyways...I got home and did my Chem homework and took a shower and got ready for tomorrow and that's about it...now I'm just relaxing. :P I don't have anything else to say in this paragraph... :P

After I finish this blog I might play a few games of UR and then I'm gonna talk with Jenna on the phone for a while and then I'm just gonna go to bed. :P Tomorrow should be okay...it's a Day 1 so I'll have Band which doesn't completely suck. :P I'm hoping I won't have too much homework tomorrow night either but I probably will...oh well...this night of relaxation was nice while it lasted. :lol: :P I can't wait for the first GSA meeting. :D :P I should hang up that rainbow flag outside...maybe tomorrow...or tonight! :P Yeah...I should do that tonight...wait...no...it's too dark outside...I'll do that tomorrow when I get home from school I guess... :P I can't wait to see GWAR on October 21st either! :twisted: :P Oh, and my metalhead friends and I are going over one of my friends' place this upcoming Sunday so we can listen to a ton of GWAR music and play Rock Band...we also might watch one of the football games if we run out of stuff to play or listen to... :P I don't have anything else to say in this blog. :P Oh...wait...I do. :P Playing in the mud last night was epic...sorry...I can't help it...I like playing in the mud...I wish I didn't at times but I can't help it. :lol: :P All I can do is give into my strange urge and play in the mud and get filthy. :lol: :P Hopefully by the time I'm an adult this bad habit of mine will wear off...and if not...oh well... :lol: :P Adults can play in the mud, right? :P I think so...it's not illegal or anything...it's just frowned upon by society...but it is when you're a teenage girl as well...so...nothing will really change I guess. :lol: :P Yes...I shall continue to play in the mud even when I am an adult! :twisted: :P And no one can stop me from doing that...just like no one can stop me from keeping my hair short...or from listening to metal...or from playing UR...or from wearing boxer shorts to school...the only person who can stop me from that is me...and even then...I can't control my impulses...I can't help it if I have the urge to play in the mud and get filthy...and I can't help it if I wanna play UR...and I'm sure I'd get somewhat ticked off if I were to ever see myself with long hair again...I never liked having long hair...I was so happy when I got it cut off. :P And...boxer shorts are really confortable...I don't understand why almost no females wear them. :P Well...maybe I'm just wierd. :P Oh Zeus...now I wanna go play in the mud again... :lol: :P And I'm getting re-addicted to Clandestine. :P I thought I moved on to GWAR. :lol: :P Oh well...Clandestine is amazing. :D :P If you wanna hear them...this is one of my favorite songs by them: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKAsBU74Icc&feature=relatedThe lead singer is pretty cute and has cool hair...and this is one of the few metal bands I know with a lead singer who's a female...which is pretty cool...the only other band that I know of that's female fronted is OTEP...and I don't like OTEP too much. :P I should end this blog...it's becoming rather long. :lol: :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Well...I might as well say that today turned out to be WAY better than I thought it would. :D :P And I just made a blog yesterday so I don't have too much to talk about. :P I wanna try to make this blog fairly quickly...after this I wanna go play in the mud and get filthy and then I should go get cleaned up and watch the Amazing Race. :P Yeah...I REALLY wanna go play in the mud...I haven't done that for about a week and I've had the urge to play in the mud since Monday. :lol: :P I remember a while ago I went over a month without playing in the mud...ever since I played in the mud again that bad habit of mine has kinda come back. :P Oh well...it's not like me playing in the mud is gonna lead to the world blowing up...if anything me NOT playing in the mud is what will lead to the world blowing up. :lol: :P Anyways...I should get on with this blog. :P Yesterday when I wrote my blog I didn't feel too well because I had gotten into a verbal fight with my mom on Friday night and I felt terrible about it all day...but now I'm feeling much better...and I'll explain why now. :P Let's get on with today's events...even though no one probably cares. :lol: :P

Well...this morning was pretty unproductive. :P I just watched some TV, went on this site, played UR, practiced the flute, and studied some Latin vocabulary. :P Then I went on a date withJenna at around 4 and my dad dropped off my stuff at my mom's place. :P The date was really nice...it wasn't anything special...we just got something to eat and on our way back we went into a coffee shop and got some coffee and talked for a while. :D During that time is when I told Jenna about the fight with my mom and how horrible I felt about it and everything that was on my mind. I first told her that there was something I wanted to tell her but it was kinda depressing so she didn't haveta listen to it if she didn't wanna...but she insisted that she wanted me to tell her if it was bothering me. So I did and she was so nice...she assured me that everything was gonna be fine and that it's normal for every teenager to get into some fights with their parents...and I wouldn't lose the relationship I had with my mom as long as I apologized to her. :D I really appreciated that...I absolutely love Jenna...and I know she loves me and she cares about me...it feels nice to know that she loves me just as much as I love her. :D It just feels amazing to be in love. :D But...anyways...I also told her that I was sickened by the fact that I let my temper get the better of me on Friday night...and then I also told Jenna that I was afraid that I might lose my temper around her someday...I don't wanna do that ever...I would never want to hurt Jenna as a result of my quick temper...I hate my temper...I hate being angry...it sickens me that I'm so quick to anger at times. She said that it was okay and said that I would never lose my temper around her and that since I'm working on it everything is fine. :D I've been working on controlling my quick temper for a few years now (actually...I've been working on that since I was 12...it was then that I realized that I have a quick temper) and it's gotten much better...but sometimes I just lose it. Well...I'm just glad that I enjoyed my day with Jenna and she's okay with everything that I had to say to her. :D I love her so much. :D That reminds me...I haven't had any wet dreams for the past few weeks...that's probably a good thing. :P At least I know I can control my bodily functions while I'm dreaming for the most part. :P I don't wanna have another wet dream...I hated it to be honest...and I was very embarrassed about it. :P Oh well...I can't change the past...and I can't help it if I have dreams about Jenna. :P Anyways...I got home and unpacked my stuff a little while ago and then I did apologize to my mom for what happened on Friday...she said that she accepted my apology and everything was okay. :D And...guess what?! :D :P I told her how I felt about her boyfriend moving in and she said that maybe she was rushing things with him and she's gonna wait for a while before that happens...or before she even considers it again. :D She said that all of that going so quickly maybe made me feel more stressed out than I should and maybe I feel too protective of her because everything is going too fast. I mean...I've known Jenna for 9 months and we've been dating for 6 of those months and we haven't taken things too far yet...I mean...we're dating...we've met each other's parents, we see each other a lot, we have kissed each other a bunch of times, we've even made out a few times...but...nothing more than that...I think everything in our relationship is going quite nicely because we're taking things slowly...and...I think we should...this is the first relationship either of us have been in. :D So...yeah...I don't think people should move into a relationship ridiculously quickly...unless it's just that they're absolutely and crazily in love with each other like in Romeo and Juliet or something...and even then...you have all the time in the world. :P Well...what would I know about relationships? :P I'm just a crazy person who happens to be a lesbian in her first relationship ever and I lack common sense. :lol: :P Well...anyways...the point is that nothing is changing and my mom's boyfriend isn't gonna be moving in for now and I worked things out with my mom which I'm really glad about. :D I would have hated to lose the relationship I have with her... :P

Tomorrow should be pretty good. :P It's gonna be Day 6 so I'll have a study which is always nice. :D :P And after school shall be my first tutoring session...I'm not being tutored...I'm tutoring someone in either Math or Latin...not sure which one yet. :lol: :P And I have a History project due...so I haveta bring in my Renaissance Art posterboard thingy into school. :P It's pretty good...I just wanna get it off my hands before I ruin it or something. :lol: :P Oh, and tomorrow we're getting our ID pictures taken at BLS...I can't wait to get my new student ID. :D :P And on October 15th I have my practice PSAT's. :P How fun...I need to wake up ridiculously early on a Saturday morning to take a stupid test that means nothing. :lol: :P I'm being sarcastic, by the way. :lol: :P And on October 21st is supposedly the "end of the world"...I can't wait to see all the ridiculously religious peoples freak out again when nothing happens. :P Sorry...but I honestly don't believe that anything's gonna happen...I don't mean to offend anyone's beliefs...I just don't see anything happening. :P I mean...nothing happened last time. :P Oh, and also on October 21...I'M SEEING GWAR!!!!! :twisted: :P I can't wait...my metalhead friends and I are going to the Palladium and Worcester to see the GWAR concert...it's gonna be so freaking epic...I'm so pumped for this! :twisted: :P HAIL GWAR!!!!! :twisted: :P *devil horns* To get ready for this my metalhead friends and I should spend an entire day just listening to GWAR music and playing Rock Band or something. :twisted: :P That's actually a really good idea...one of my friends does have the game Rock Band and some really nice speakers to play the GWAR music on at his place. :P And we'll be really good at Rock Band...I've played that game before...I'm a really good drummer...I can't sing and I'm okay at guitar and base but I'm absolutely amazing at drumming...just put me on the ridiculously hard mode on any song with me as drummer and I'll be fine. :D :P And we should also listen to every GWAR song ever made...just to get pumped for GWAR! :twisted: :P Oh, we should dress up like Satanists when we go there. :twisted: :P Kidding. :P Well...maybe we should...that would be fun. :lol: :P And we can scream "HAIL GWAR" on the drive up to the Palladium...oh...and we should bring fake pitchforks...just for the heck of it. :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Sorry...I absolutely love the idea of that though. :lol: :P Oh, that reminds me...I FINALLY thought of an idea for what Jenna and I should do to celebrate our six month anniversary thingy...we should do this game thingy called Tomb...it's this interactive explorer game that's apparently really fun and interesting...one of my friends told me about it and how fun but also scary it was...we should definately do that...I told Jenna about it on our date today and she said that sounds like a lot of fun and we should definately do that. :D So...we're gonna be playing Tomb next weekend. :D I can't wait for that! :D :P I don't have anything else to say in this blog. :P http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eg_Xw9vmtP4Listen to that song...it's freaking epicly Satanic! :twisted: :P Sorry...I love this kinda music. :P Or...at least listen to about the first two minutes of it...that's my favorite part of the song. :P And now I shall end this blog...I wish to go play in the mud and get completely filthy. :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Sorry...I can't help it...I'm in a really good mood and I REALLY wanna go play in the mud now! :lol: :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)