Yeah...today's my last day of no school. :P Tomorrow I haveta go back to school which is a little upsetting but...ah...I guess I haveta go back sometime...besides...I'm a freakishly smarticle nerd...my life revolves around school...without school my life is meaningless. :lol: :P Kidding. :P But...yeah...I haveta go back eventually...and at least this will only be a 3-day week of school for me...which shouldn't be that bad. :P And it'll be nice to see all my friends again and now I'll be able to see Jenna every day in Latin Prose. :D :P So...yeah...I guess it's a little upsetting that the break is ending but I'm excited to go back and see my friends and I still have one day off left...and I have the entire house to myself since my mom's at work until 5 and my little brother has school and then he's going over a friend's house until our mom comes to pick him up. :P So...yeah...time to epicly trash this freaking place! :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Kidding. :P But Jenna's coming over my place today at around 11 so we can spend a lot of time with each other without anyone else here to bother us. :D :P No...we're not gonna do anything "crazy"...we're not ready for anything like that yet...and even if we were...(we've talked about this) when it's time we're gonna get tested and whatnot. :P So...yeah...nothing like that yet...I'm not THAT mentally unstable. :lol: :P Okay...so...yeah. :P I get to spend mylast day off with Jenna. :D :P I guess I should get on with this blog. :P

Yesterday I continued playing Pokemon Black on Nintendo DS even though I already won the game. :P Why? :P Because there's still stuff that can be done. :P I found all the Seven Sages and continued travelling a little and I just have one city/town left to visit and then I'll be done with that. :P And I only have two legendaries left to get as well...Kyurem (or whatever his name is) and Landorus...I'll just trade Pokemon with one of my friends on the train ride home and do it then. :P So...yeah. :P Oh, and after that I'm hoping my Pokemon are strong enough to take care of Cynthia. :P And aside from that I just did some normal stuff and continued playing Zelda Skyward Sword on Wii which is really fun. :D :P So...yeah. :P Today I don't really have any plans aside from spending a lot of time with Jenna...I don't even know what we're gonna do...it seems like when we don't have plans at first we seem to come up with a ton of things to do and then we haveta narrow it down to just a few. :P So...yeah...and aside from seeing Jenna I should take a shower and get dressed and whatnot. :P And then I should clean up my room and the living room a little...I kinda messed up the living room when I woke up and saw no one home because I could and...well...my room always looks like amess. :P So...yeah. :P I should get to that once I'm done making this blog. :P And later tonight when Jenna leaves I'll probably continue with my video games and then get ready for school and go to bed. :P I don't really have much else to say about my life at the moment. :P

Now...I have a RANDOM QUESTION to ask you peoples and it pertains to one of my favorite metal bands. :P "Welcome once again to the bloody pit, my friends. We're so glad you could attend, come and die, come and die!" Okay...what GWAR song are these lyrics from? :P I mean...you don't get anything if you get this right...but I'm bored at the moment and I wanna see if anyone knows this. :P I have nothing else to say in this blog and I have some stuff to do now. :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...this is a legit title that kinda sorta means something. :P Well...I guess I'll just make this my introduction paragraph thingy. :P Well...it seems that I hardly ever have dreams when I'm in school but then when I'm on break I have a ton of dreams...I think it has something to do with how stressed out I am...and even if I do have a dream when I'm in school...I can never dream bend...I can almost always dream bend when I'm on break. :P I find that a little interesting and I'd love to know why but I think it just has something to do with how much sleep I'm getting and my stress level. :P And...during this entire break Jenna has been in all of the dreams that I've had...I dunno why...Jenna's in a lot of my dreams because I love her and I think about her very often...like almost all the time...but she's never in every single dream I've had in a week or something like that...maybe it's because I have more time to think about her when I'm on break. :P Well...I find that rather interesting and I think it's kinda wierd...I wish I could know exactly how the mind works and specifically how dreams work. :P Maybe I'll be able to do that in AP Biology or something... :D :P Well...let's end this little introduction paragraph. :P

Okay...before I get on with this blog I wanna mention something. :P I know I keep saying that when I get to blog #365 I'm gonna do something special with that blog...dunno what yet and I could still use some suggestions...otherwise it shall be a DWTHYW blog. :D :P But...that's not important at the moment. :P I wanna announce something...if you don't already know Girlygirl24 has made 196 blogs and when she gets to Blog #200 she'll be having a blog party...I'm not sure if Girlygirl24 wanted me to mention this...hopefully it's not a bad thing...hehe. :P And if so...sorry about that. :P So...yeah...you better come to Girlygirl24's blog party when it happens or I shall destroy you! :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Kidding...but...I just felt like mentioning that. :P Okay...let's end this paragraph. :P

Yesterday was the first time all break that I haven't made a new blog. :P But...nothing special really happened. :P And the weather outside was REALLY nice so I spent a lot of time outside. :D :P And since it wasn't cold outside...it was in the 50's...I went on a really long walk...I went to the park with my little brother and played basketball...and then later on I got to play in the mud...for the first time in what seems like a while because it's been too cold outside. :P So...I enjoyed that. :P I honestly can't explain why I enjoy playing in the mud...well...I guess I could try to...but I'd rather not. :P So...yeah...aside from that my day was pretty normal. :P And now I'm back at my mom's place...making a blog. :P I dunno what I'm gonna do today. :P I guess I should get around to making my bed and taking a shower and getting dressed and whatnot after I make this blog. :P And then since I've won Pokemon Black I'll play Zelda on Wii for a while. :P The game is so freaking cool and it's even easier with the Wii RemotePlus thingy. :D :P So...yeah. :P I love swinging around the remote like it's a legit sword. :P I love swords...I wish I could get a real sword...I have fake weapons...like a fake pitchfork and I have fake swords and dart guns and whatnot...but I wish I could trade in the fake sword and pitchfork for legit ones. :P I'm fine without a legit gun though. :P Well...I guess I should end this blog now. :P I wanna play a little UR and then I'll get on with my day. :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Well...as you all know...tonight is New Year's Eve and I'm actually making a blog on a holiday for once in my life. :P Yeah...I'm not insanely busy or preoccupied and I'm not tired either. :P I'm feeling good about this year...I'm gonna stay up until midnight this time. :D :P Yeah...it seems like every year I'll see the crystal ball drop on TV but I never stay up for the entire time...I always take a nap at around 11 or something and then someone wakes me up. :lol: :P So...this year I'm finally gonna stay up for the entire time and I am all but sure about it. :P Yeah...that means I'm gonna pass out at EXACTLY 11:59. :lol: :P Well...on a more serious note...I hope all of you have an epic New Year's Eve and you get the chance to reflect upon what you've done this year and if you're the type to make a New Year's resolution you have gotten around to that. :D I personally am not one to make a New Year's resolution...I either get an epic idea in my head but it's too time consuming so I don't follow through with it or I just don't make one at all. :P I personally just don't bother with those anymore...if there's anything important that needs to be done I'll promise myself whenever that I'm gonna do it and then I'll do it in a timely manner...if possible. :P I guess I just need more of an immediate motivation like it needs to be done or I'll fail Chemistry or I won't get around to doing it...unless it's really fun. :P However...this year I do have a few resolutions...I wanna experiment more with the idea of being a transgender...my metalhead friends and I are gonna get Sutrom Tse Suut Oed off the ground...I'm gonna play in the mud more often...and I'm gonna blare metal even more often. :D :P The last two I'm not really too serious about...I'll be doing those two anyways. :lol: :P But the first two I'm entirely serious about. :D :P So...yeah...those are my big goals for this year...and these ones I'm legit gonna accomplish because forming a metal band is fun and experimenting with the idea of being a transgender will help me out a lot. :D So...yeah. :P Now that I have some plans for this year...I do wanna reflect upon some epic stuff that's happened in my life this year. :P In my opinion the new year is the perfect time to look ahead to a new year and reflect upon the previous year...and oh Zeus I have a ton of stuff to talk about. :lol: :P So much has happened this year... :P

New paragraph...yay! :lol: :P So...what has MightyBFan25 done this year? :P I won't talk about every little thing but I'll talk about the big things. :P Well...in this year a lot has happened and I think it's changed me a lot...for the better though. :D :P Okay...this one is REALLY important in my opinion...I met Jenna and at first we were just friends...then we became really good friends...and then since we both had our suspicions concerning our sexuality we started dating and then we knew for sure that we are lesbians and ever since that we've been dating and it's been really nice. :D I honestly owe this ease of my mind to Jenna...for the longest time I has suspicions about my sexuality but I never gave it much thought...and now I know that I'm a lesbian and I love Jenna and she loves me and I love the relationship we have together. :D And you might think that I'm too young to understand what true love is...but I honestly think I'm feeling it whenever I'm around Jenna or even when I think about her. :D So...yeah...I'm a lesbian and I have an amazing girlfriend. :P What else...? :P This year was the first year I began listening to metal actually...I dunno how it came about but it just did and now I love it and it's all I listen to! :twisted: :P *devil horns* MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P HAIL SATAN!!!!! :twisted: :P Sorry about that. :P But it leads me into my next thing...this year I also made the decision to have no religious affiliation and have nothing to do with religion for the rest of my life...which for me was pretty easy...but it was nonetheless a big decision...it was easy for me though because I was never really religious and I don't believe any of that stuff. No offense to anyone who is religious...it's just not my thing. I also kinda realized that Satanism fascinates me a lot and I might become a Satanist eventually...it's just a really cool religion-type thing...I dunno why...it's just fascinating...so I guess saying I have no religious affiliation is kinda a lie...I do like the idea of Satanism...but...enough of that...let's get on with this. :P I also began experimenting with the idea that I might be a transgender and at first I was really scared of that and I even hurt myself because of it but eventually I began to accept this possibility and now I'm okay with it and I'm proud of myself for being brave enough to be able to do that. :D And I've began to have a much better relationship with my mom...I dunno why...it just seems that ever since I came out to her everything has been much better at home...dunno why...but I like having this nice relationship with my mom...things at home are much nicer. :D Now getting from more serious stuff like my sexuality and religiona and relationship with my mom I'll get into some less serious stuff. :P My metalhead friends and I got to go to a GWAR concert on October 21st and it was freaking epic! :twisted: :P *devil horns* HAIL GWAR!!! :twisted: :P And I've played a good amount of epic pranks on peoples this year. :P Sorry if I pranked any of you peoples. :P Wait...that's a lie...I'm not sorry...I LOVE seeing peoples' reactions! :lol: :P Sorry. :P And I've done some awesome drawings...I read Dante's Inferno...the most epic book ever...and I've even written some metal songs. :D :P So...yeah...I think I've done a lot of stuff this year...and a ton of other stuff as well...but the list would just go on and on if I don't stop it here. :P But...overall...even though there were some bad things about this year...I would haveta say that this year was pretty epic and I enjoyed most of it. :D So...yeah...that's about all I haveta say in this paragraph. :P

Now I'll get to what I've been up to today. :P So...it's New Year's eve and my family just went out for dinner which was pretty nice and tonight we're gonna be watching the Twilight Zone and whatnot and then we're gonna watch the crystal ball drop on TV which should be fun. :D :P But...what did we do earlier today? :P Well...my metalhead friends and I got our instruments...we went into a music store and got everything that we'll need for now...which was pretty easy...the guy working there was really helpful. :D So...we have the electric guitar, electric bass, and of course...a kick-*ss drum set that's perfect for metal! :twisted: :P I'm so pumped for this and I can't wait to start getting lessons and learn how to play the drums and rock out like my metal godz! :twisted: :P I'm so excited...you have no idea how excited I am about this! :D :P So...now that we have this stuff we're gonna be getting private lessons...since I'm the drummer I'm gonna be getting some private drum lessons...our guitarist is gonna get guitar lessons...our bass player will get bass lessons...and our frontman will be getting vocal lessons...so...we're gonna be so ready in like no time! :D And once we're ready to start playing...we'll look into getting costumes and a van and recording equipment and all that stuff...I'm so excited...it'll be like living a dream...even if only part time. :D Oh, and while we were out...before I got home I went to a Best Buy and got the Wii Remote Plus...I already have the Wii Remote and MotionPlus thing so I can play Zelda on Wii but I figured...ah...why not...maybe it'll help out my sword swinging since it'll be less bulky. :P So...yeah. :P Oh, and I'm a little conflicted though...since I'm gonna be in a metal band with my friends soon...we haveta have an image so we look kinda scary and imtimidating and stuff...and I was wondering if I should start letting my hair get long again...a lot of dudes in metal bands do it...but then again...for a female short hair looks more edgy and I could just get it styled a certain way for preformances but...then again...for all I know I might not be a female for much longer. :P So...I dunno...I guess I'll wait...but I think I'll just keep my hair the way it is...I hated having long hair...I've enjoyed having my hair as short as a guy does for some time...yeah...never mind...I'll just keep my hair the way it is. :P Sorry about that little rant. :P I guess I don't really have much else to say in this blog. :P After this I'm gonna play Pokemon Black a little more. :P I already won this My Little Pony video game that I got on Nintendo DS in a few hours. :P And I haven't been playing Zelda too much and I can't at the moment because my dad doesn't have a Wii console at his place...but I do have my Nintendo DS and even though I've already caught Reshiram and won the game...there is some stuff left for me to do...I can still meet Bianca in Black City and look for the Seven Sages of Team Plasma and maybe run into Cheren. :P So...yeah...I still have stuff to do and places to explore even though I've won the game. :P That's why I love the Pokemon games...they're good because they take about 20 hours to win...at least for me anyways...and after you win you still have a ton of stuff left that you can do. :D :P So...yeah. :P I guess I should end this blog now...I wanna go play Pokemon Black and watch the Twilight Zone anyways...and then I wanna call Jenna and wish her a Happy New Year. :D :P Finally...in advance in case I don't make a blog tomorrow...Happy New Year to all of you peoples! :D Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

I'll just explain the title right now. :P Okay...it's a joke...I'm not REALLY going back to Antarctica...I was never in Antarctica to begin with. :P But...supposedly GWAR lives in Antarctica and I'd love to visit them at their secret base there. :P So...yeah...I couldn't come up with a title that meant anything so I just came up with a stupid title that just about means nothing. :P Sorry about that...I haven't been able to come up with good titles for my blogs lately and for that I apologize. :P Oh, and before I get on with this blog...I wanna say again that for blog #365 I was planning on doing something a little special...and someone already suggested that we have another DWTHYW blog...I like that idea but I wanna know if that's what most peoples would want or if there's anything else you'd rather have me do. :D :P So...yeah...if you have any other suggestions or ideas or whatever I'd really appreciate it...and if I get a bunch of ideas we could have a vote type thing or something. :P So...yeah...give me ideas...I'd appreciate it a lot. :D :P Now I'll get on with this blog. :P

Yesterday I didn't really do anything too special. :P I just relaxed and did stuff that I'd normally do along with some other stuff. :P I called Jenna and we talked for a while...we have some plans for New Years' Day now. :D :P Not saying what...we're doing something that's very important. :P Kidding...we're just gonna go on a date or something. :P And I also continued playing Pokemon Black and I went on a walk but that's really about it...I didn't do anything too special yesterday. :P Today I don't really have any plans either...I think I'll just be doing what I've been up to all break so far...but I have one additional thing in mind. :D :P I'm gonna work on writing a love song that Sutrom Tse Suut Oed is gonna play...and this love song is gonna be about Jenna...the love of my life. :DSo...yeah...I'm gonna start working on a love song about Jenna...I know it sounds cliche but I've asked a few of my friends if this is a good idea and they said it was cliche but sweet and I should definately do it. :D :P So...yeah. :P And I'm still excited about getting my headphones in the mail. :D :P And my metalhead friends and I are gonna get our metal band off the ground this weekend...tomorrow we're gonna get our instruments and whatnot...hopefully places will be open even though it'll be New Years' Eve. :P If not I guess we'll haveta wait until the next day... :P I don't really have much else to talk about concerning my life. :P This is what happens when I try to make a blog every day...I eventually run out of stuff to talk about. :P Oh well... :P My life isn't that interesting anyways...I doubt anyone cares to read about what's going on with it. :lol: :P I might as well end this paragraph. :P

And I guess I should end this blog since I have nothing to really talk about at the moment. :P This blog isn't really that long but it's longer than it probably should be considering that I have nothing to talk about. :P I guess now I should get on with my day...but before that I wanna play UR for a little while...THEN I'll get on with my day. :P I should get on that. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Sorry about the title of this blog. :P I couldn't come up with the title and for me this is always the cop-out...I just make a stupid title talking about how I couldn't come up with a title. :P So...yeah...sorry about that. :P I legit spent like five minutes trying to come up with a title for this blog but I couldn't come up with anything so...yeah. :P I hate it when that happens...I usually have titles for all my blogs but this time I didn't...it's kinda wierd. :P I guess this just happens with me from time to time. :P Well...I guess I might as well just talk about yesterday. :P I did a few things that were somewhat interesting in my opinion. :P Well...yesterday I just did the thing that I would normally do on a day off. :P Then Jenna and I went through with our plans...and first hung up those rainbow flags in the front yards of each of our houses...we had this in mind for the longest time but never had the time or opportunity...and yesterday we did. :D So...yeah...if you ever wanna visit me...I live in the house in East Boston with the rainbow flag hanging outside in the front yard. :P Kidding...don't visit my place. :P I'm serious. :P What?! :P You don't believe me?! :P Well...maybe if I stop using so many goofy faces that'll change... :P I can't stop...I'm sorry...it's a force of habit. :P Sorry about that...just...the point is...don't come to my house...you'll hear "GWARnography" blaring. :lol: :P http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wd8PXECQ6X0Listen to that song...this is also stuck in my head along with "Lust In Space"...I don't really mind...I just hope I can get them out of my head eventually. :P But they're such good songs...I might not be able to... :P Anyways...then Jenna and I went back to her place and we just went into her room and relaxed and spent some time with each other. :D And then we watched one of the Saw movies on DVD...it was Saw 5 in case you're wondering...and that's one of my favorite Saw movies. :D :P Yeah...Jenna likes watching all the Saw movies and we've both seen all of them. :P And then it was a little later by that time so we kissed and then Jenna's mom gave me a ride home...it was really nice of her in my opinion...I was planning on just walking...Jenna's place is just a few block away from mine...she also lives in East Boston...but...yeah...that was nice of her. :D :P And yesterday I got some new headphones as well. :P I didn't go into any stores though...I went online and my mom got the new headphones for me and I gave her the money for them and they'll come in the mail sometime early next week...probably on Tuesday...and I can't wait to get them. :D :P What kinda headphones, you ask? :P Well...I figured that since I have a lot of money from my birthday and Christmas I'd use some of it to get something epic...like new headphones...and the ones that I ordered were the beats by Dr. Dre headphones...I got the black ones...they looked cooler than all the other colors in my opinion...and I can't wait to listen to metal on my iPod Touch with them...it's gonna be so epic. :D :P So...yeah...that's about it for special things that I did yesterday. :P

I guess I'll get on with my plans for today. :P I woke up at around 11 so I haven't really had much time to do anything but I have done some stuff...like I've taken a shower and gotten dressed and made my bed and whatnot. :P But...aside from that nothing really. :P After this I'm gonna play a little UR and then I'm gonna go outside...I'll either go on a walk or if it's not really cold outside I'll play in the mud...actually...screw the second one...I REALLY wanna play in the mud but it's the winter and it's obviously cold outside...I'll just get sick or something...and I was just sick about a week ago. :P Wow...this common sense thing is really helpful. :lol: :P And then I'll probably just play video games and do nothing for the rest of the day. :P And I'm still really excited about the metal band...we're getting our instruments this weekend...I can't wait to buy a drum set...it's gonna be so cool. :D :P And then I'll look into getting private lessons once or twice a week so I can get really good and hopefully Sutrom Tse Suut Oed will be ready to blare metal in a year or two. :twisted: :P I'm so excited about all of this and I can't wait! :D :P I love metal and I almost worship members of some of my favorite metal bands...soon I'll be able to join their ranks and do what they do. :D :P I'm so excited about this...a dream shall become a reality. :D :P I mean...it's just a start...but still...I'm so excited. :D :P And I don't really have much else to say in this blog so I guess I'll end it because even though it only has two paragraphs it's getting rather long. :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...before I get ANYWHERE with this blog...I still have "Lust in Space" by GWAR stuck in my head so I needs to post the link for it in my blog. :P So...if you haven't listened to this song...listen to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FN7aS6MOUnUBy the way...iTuneslabelled this song as NOT explicit. :P If you listen to the song and pay attention to the lyrics you'll realize just how badly iTunes messed up. :P Random but I just kinda realized that being on this site for the past few years has made me a much quicker typer than I ever thought I'd be. :P I guess it's really good when you practice it every single day...and it's fun...I enjoy making blogs and talking with all of you peoples. :P And I can make my ridiculously long blogs rather quickly now. :P I wonder what my words per minute speed is...? :P I should try to figure that out... :P Well...that's not important at the moment. :P And sorry about that little rant type thing. :P Oh, and yesterday was pretty good...Jenna and I made some plans for today and I'm really excited about that. :D :P And I got in touch with my metalhead friends...we're gonna get Sutrom Tse Suut Oed off the ground this weekend...we're gonna get our instruments and look into getting private lessons and whatnot. :D :P I'm so excited for this...I'm so pumped about forming a metal band! :D :P And aside from that my day was pretty normal. :P I guess I should get on with this blog...but before I do I have two random questions. :P

FIRST RANDOM QUESTION: I know that 365 might not seem like a special number but I was thinking that for blog #365 I could do something special. :P I dunno what though...I guess it's your choice...so...if you could just give me a suggestion of what you'd want me to do I'd really appreciate it. :D :P I mean...it could be another DWTHYW Blog or a blog party or I could make the continuation of the Random Game...now we'd be up to Part Four... :P So...yeah...whatever you want...just give me some suggestions or something...I'd appreciate it. :D :P

SECOND RANDOM QUESTION: This might seem like more of an awkward question. :P So...you're warned. :P Okay...before I came out on this site and said that I'm a lesbian and possibly a transgender...had any of you suspected anything? I know it sounds like a stupid question but I'm just a little curious. :P I won't hold anything against you no matter how you answer the question...I honestly am just curious. :P So...yeah...this question you don't haveta answer if you don't wanna but it would help me deal with my curiousity. :P Okay...NOW let's get on with this blog. :P

I don't really have much to say about today since I haven't really done anything too special yet. :P But...I guess I can just talk about my plans for today. :P Well...today I just need to first of all do some normal stuff like take a shower and get dressed and use the special fluoride rinse and toothpaste to deal with my extremely hypersensitive teeth. :P And then I think I'll play UR for a little while and then I'll call Jenna so we can start our plans for today. :D :P And this might seem like a really stupid idea or something but one of the first things we're gonna do is hang these rainbow flags in each of our front yards...we had this idea for a while but we never had the time...and now we do...and I'm glad about this...I think it makes a statement...we're both members of the LGBT community and proud of it and we want equal rights. :D So...yeah...I'm really excited about that. :D :P And after that we're gonna spend a little time with each other...I don't know exactly what we're doing yet...the next thing was Jenna's idea and she wants it to be a surprise...so it'll either be very good or very bad. :P Kidding...it'll definately be nice...whatever it is. :D :P So...yeah. :P And after all of that I'll probably just go home and play Pokemon Black on Nintendo DS. :P So...yeah...those are my plans for today. :P More long term type things are that this weekend my metalhead friends and I are gonna be getting our metal band off the ground. :D :P And over the weekend I'm gonna be getting some new headphones using some of my Christmas and birthday money...I might as well...I could use some new headphones...I've had the same ones for about a year. :P So...yeah...that's about all I haveta say about my life at the moment. :P And PLEASE answer those two random questions...or at least the first one...I'd really appreciate it. :D :P I have nothing else to say in this blog so I guess I might as well end it...it's getting to be a little long. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Okay...before I get to the title...Ijust wanna say that iTunes is kinda stupid when it comes to classifying songs. :P Okay...on Christmas I got like 50 songs on my iPod Touch...all metal songs by Cradle of Filth, Iced Earth, and GWAR. :P But...for the most part iTunes classified the metal songs as Rock...it only classified the GWAR songs off Bloody Pit of Horror as metal which is pretty insane. :P And the worst thing is...guess what...they classified Coming Curse by Iced Earth as Pop music! That's SO STUPID in my opinion! :lol: :P I find it amusing...it's obviously metal and EVERYONE knows that...even if you're not a metalhead you would know that! :P Well...I found that pretty amusing and I felt like sharing that with you. :P Oh, and on my iPod I downloaded the entire GWAR album "Lust In Space"...and most of the songs contain explicit lyrics...yet iTunes never classified any of the songs as explicit. :P Yet they classified EVERY song off Bloody Pit of Horror as explicit...even when most of them weren't. :P I wish I could take care of organizing all my metal music and their classifications on iTunes or something like that...or at least send iTunes a letter containing an angry rant or something. :P But...just to show you how much they goofed up...they let THIS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FN7aS6MOUnUnot be labelledas explicit. :P The title of the song would kinda give you a clue though...it's called Lust in Space...so...yeah. :P Just listen to the lyrics to this song and you'll see how badly iTunes messed up with this one. :P I'm not really complaining about this though...how theylabelled songs means nothing to me to be honest...I just find it all amusing. :P But...sorry about that angry rant. :P Let's get on with this blog. :P

Yesterday was pretty good...it was so nice to just sleep in and relax. :P I just did stuff that I'd normally do and then I went into my room and blared metal and played Pokemon Black...I already have two gym badges so I'd haveta say that I'm doing quite well. :P I plan to get two more as I play the game today...and I'll do some training and whatnot. :P I guess I might as well just talk about my plans for today. :P I'm probably just gonna do some normal things that I'd normally do and then I'm gonna play UR for a little while and then I think I'll go on a walk...I needs to go outside or else I get a little stir crazy. :P And then I'm gonna call Jenna...maybe we can do something together today...that would be nice. :D And if not I should call my metalhead friends so we can talk about getting Sutrom Tse Suut Oed off the ground. :P The first thing we need to do is get our instruments and lessons and start practicing and whatnot. :P Then we'll start playing together and making songs...and then we should make costumes...and then get a van and recording equipment. :P But...first thing's first...and that's the instruments and knowing how to play them. :P I can't wait to start learning how to play the drums! :D :P And aside from that I'll probably continue playing Pokemon Black. :P I know it sounds like a lot of stuff but it's really not and it's all fun so it's gonna be fun. :D :P And hopefully while doing all of this I can get this song out of my head...it's kinda annoying because it has explicit lyrics and tons of references to sexual activities and whatnot. :P I guess I don't really have much else to say about my day. :P Oh wait...I do have one last thing to say...that walk that I plan on going on would be a good chance to break in my new DC's...DC sneakers are so comfortable...they just take a little time to break in but once you do that it's epic. :D :P I don't have anything else to say about what I plan to do today. :P

I guess now that I'm out of things to say about my life I should just end this blog. :P I'm probably gonna be making a lot of blogs during the break...at least one every other day...just to make up for the fact that I made like no blogs in the past few months. :P Sorry about that...I've been really busy with school lately. :P Well...now I should end this blog. :P And listen to that song that I gave you the link for...it's such a good song and then you can see how much iTunes messed up by notlabelling it as explicit. :lol: :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Yep...finally on Christmas break...well...I've been on Christmas break since last Thursday. :P But...why didn't MightyBFan25 make a blog earlier? :P Well...sorry about that, peoples. :P I had a TON of work to do on Thursday and yeah...I have all break to do it...but...I just decided to get it all out of the way so I could enjoy my break and I did. :D :P So...yeah...all my work's outta the way. :P And then on Friday it was my birthday (yeah...now I'm 16 and I'm so getting my permit as soon as my mom says it's okay. :twisted: :P Just wait until I'm on the road...I'll be a monster...I'll cause SO MANY accidents...MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Kidding. :P ) and it was pretty epic. :D :P My parents (yeah...my mom and dad were in the same room for the first time since the divorce) took me out for dinner and my little brother came as well and it was pretty nice. :D And later that day Jenna came over my place and we went on a date...it was her thing to do with my on my birthday...and it was a really nice date. :D And...after that Jenna took me home and we went into my room and talked for a little while and then we were kinda making out for a while and then we talked some more and then Jenna's mom came to pick her up later that night. :P So...yeah...pretty good night. :P And then on Saturday I was at my dad's place for Christmas Eve which was okay...I don't really like my dad too much anymore but I guess it was okay. :P And yesterday was Christmas. :P I went over to my great grandmother's place and it was pretty nice...and I get to see my older cousin again. :D :P Oh, and I never mentioned the gifts that I got... :P I guess this calls for a separate paragraph... :P

Between Christmas and my birthday (it feels like it all comes at once so I couldn't name what I got from which occasion. :P ) I got (I'll start off with the smaller things and work my way up. :P ) a new toothbrush (needs it...hypersensitive teeth. :P Okay...I'll explain it. :P Two weeks ago my teeth were killing me so I went to the dentist...I thought I had an absist in one of my molars but I really didn't...it's just extreme hypersensitivity. :P So...yeah...it sucks...I needs to use a special toothpaste and flouride rinse and rub Sensodyne on my teeth throughout the day...and I can't have anything too sweet or acidic or cold...which sucks...that basically gets rid of all my favorite foods. :P Kidding...but it gets rid of some of them. :P ), new pajamas (I'm not a big fan of pajamas myself...but my mom thought I needed some. :P I usually just wear a t-shirt and boxer shorts and go to sleep. :P ), some new headphones (which is epic...my old ones broke a little while ago...hehe. :P ), a lava lamp (it's relaxing to watch it. :P ), some new clothes (I don't really need too many new clothes but...it's nice...and I got to pick them out so of course most of them were from the guys' department. :P ), Zelda Skyward Sword for Wii, Pokemon Black for Nintendo DS, a new titanium necklace and bracelet (I needed new ones...I've had the same ones for quite some time. :P ), a North Face Jacket (I didn't see the need for it but my mom insisted upon it. :P Oh well...it's confortable and very warm. :P ), some DC Versaflex NC sneakers (they look so cool. :P ), and finally...wait for it...wait for it...an iPod Touch! :D :P I'm so happy about this one...my old iPod I had for about four years and it was really good but then it broke a little while ago and it was time for a new one anyways...so now I have my metal music back. :D :P And in addition to all of this stuff I have a ton of candy and stuff (it's so good...but I can't have a ton of it because of my hypersensitive teeth. :P ) and a ton of money...I'll use alot of it to get some new headphones. :P The ones I have are rather nice but I wanna get some beats headphones...I'll probably get them online in a few days or so. :P So...yeah...I got some really nice stuff and I would haveta say that this has been my best birthday and Christmas in a while. :D :P The iTouch tops my piccolo from last year. :D :P

By the way...everything at school had been pretty normal before I went on break. :P But...I have a few things to say. :P First I'll start off with the bad stuff. :P There's only one bad thing though. :P Well...I found out that SS lied to me when she said she was okay with things just so I'd get off her back and she really still does hate me. I was a little upset at first but I really don't think she's worth my time anymore...so...screw her...if she wants to hate me...she may...I'll say that I hate her as well...because I do hate her. :P So...yeah. :P Now getting to good stuff... :P I got my average in Advanced Geometry up to a B- so I will get Approbation this term...thank Zeus! :D :P I have the highest average out of anyone in my Italian class...I have a 95 average...everyone else has a 94 or lower. :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P I'm such a genius, aren't I? :P Kidding. :P I just worked really hard...and I'm pretty good at languages anyways. :P And...guess what? :P Last Wednesday I declaimed the Hope Speech by Harvey Milk...the first openly gay dude in Congress...and I got...a 100%...an A+!!! :D :P Hahahah...that's my first EVER perfect score on a Declamation! :D :P I've gotten A+'s before but I've never gotten a 100% before...I usually get scores in the mid to high 90's. :D :P Hahahah...I'm so happy...I knew if I were to ever get a perfect score on a Declamation it would be with something on gay rights! :D :P So...yeah...my grades are okay...aside from my Math grade. :P A B- in Math sickens me. :P Oh well... :P

I guess I'll get to today now. :P I don't really haveta do anything too special. :P I mean...I already took a shower and got dressed and whatnot but that's really about it. :P After I'm done making this blog I think I'm gonna go on a quick walk and then I'm gonna call Jenna. :D :P Maybe we can do something today... :P And if not I'll just stay home and play a little UR and Zelda on Wii. :P So...yeah...I guess I'm not up to anything special today...I'm on break so I can just relax and enjoy myself. :D :P Oh, and by the way...Sutrom Tse Suut Oed might get off the ground this break...we're planning on getting our instruments and then we'll begin getting lessons and meet up again when we get really good and then start making some metal music together. :D :P So...yeah...we're gonna get this thing off the ground really soon. :D :P I can't wait to be honest! :D :P I don't really have anything else to say in this blog. :P I think I'm gonna go on a walk really quickly. :P Arrivederci. :P -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

I just realized that it's been like a month since I last made a blog. :P I apologize for that...I've either been really busy and haven't had the time or it's just slipped my mind or something. :P So...yeah...one month later... :P What the heck has MightyBFan25 been up to...? :P I'm sure you're wondering...because my life is just so exciting and interesting. :P Yeah right...my life is so cliche...it gets boring at times...and I feel like my life could be turned into a sitcom or something. :P Okay...I guess I can't say what I've been up to every single day of these past 30 days or however long it's been since I last made a blog. :P But...I'll just give you a general overview and talk about some really important things. :P So...yeah...let's get on with this blog. :P

Okay...I'll just start with how the heck my Thanksgiving break was. :P Well...it was nice to get a few days to just relax and do nothing. :P The only thing was that on Thanksgiving (I came out to some of my family members on the Fourth of July...they were fine with it...but I hadn't come out to all of them) I came out to everyone else in my family who I hadn't already come out to...and I was really nervous. But...for the most part they were all fine with it. :D My older cousin (who's epic...but she's the one who pretended to me angry with me when I came out to her. :P She obviously wasn't...but I was so nervous at the time...she got me. :P ) did joke around with me a little and ask me how things with Jenna are. :P I don't really mind...as long as no one does anything with malicious intent I don't really care. :P I mean...a few of the snobby adults in my family seemed a little uneasy about the whole idea of me being a lesbian...but...I think they can deal with it...besides...everyone else was fine with it. :D :P So...yeah...Thansgiving was great and I came out to the rest of my family and it was fine. :D Okay...after that short period of rest and relaxation...back to school...and I was ridiculously busy for a while. :P And on November 30th it was the love of my life's birthday. :D So...yeah...Jenna's 16...and she's gonna be getting her permit really soon...she's gonna be able to drive me places before I can do the same for her. :P I'm a little jealous of her for that. :P Oh, and since her birthday was on a Wednesday...we had a GSA meeting that day so I planned a little party for her at GSA...and I was there for her birthday party at her house...she wanted me to come. :D I was upset because there was no metal music playing. :P Kidding. :P And I got hera charm bracelet type thing (I know nothing about jewelry. :P ) that she wanted...and some flowers (I haveta...I'm her girlfriend. :P ) and a card that I wrote this somewhat sappy message in...but I really meant what I said...so...it didn't sound that stupid. :P So...yeah...I'm really happy for Jenna and she loved her birthday and now she's 16. :D :P And even though I'm jealous that she will be able to drive before I'm able to...I can't wait to be able to go to the movies and stuff by car...instead of taking the train or having our parents drive us places. :P What else...? :P Oh...SS and I actually kinda managed to work things out and apologize and we're at least civil with each other now. :D Hopefully we can get back to being friends again. :D But...at least we're not mortal enemies...SS apologized for ignoring me and calling me a tr*nny and I apologized for escalating things and ignoring her for the longest time...because it takes two to start a disagreement...so...I was partially at fault for all of this. :P So...yeah...now we're civil with each other and hopefully we can get back to being friends. :D And...other than that I really just have schoolwork to talk about. :P This week was pretty laid back in terms of school work and I enjoyed that a lot...especially when the past few weeks before that were absolute insanity between schoolwork and my personal life. :P But...for now I'm pretty much in the clear. :P I have a Latin project due on the 19th but I did it last weekend to get it outta the way. :D :P And Jenna did the same...I love her so much...and she's an anti-procrastinator like me...or at least she does it around me to impress me. :P Either way...I love her. :P And...other than that I have my English Declamation on December 21st and I'm so ready for it right now...I'm declaiming an exerpt from The Hope Speech by Harvey Milk...and I love it...I feel so strongly about this so it's gonna be so easy for me to pour emotion into this speech...and it flows nicely...so it's already burned in my memory...which I like. :D :P So...yeah. :P And I'm supposed to get assigned an Italian project someday...but I'm not concerned about it because I think my Italian teacher already forgot about it. :lol: :P So...yeah...that's about all that's been going on. :P

Oh, but at GSA at the last meeting we were gonna have a discussion about homophobia but the discussion leader didn't show up so we had a short round table type conversation and then we began organizing the GSA library. :P Oh, I never mentioned that the GSA at BLS is very small...we have less than 10 members in all that actually show up to the meetings...and we only have about 4 people that show up to every meeting...Jenna and I being two of those people...but...despite our small size...we're very strong. :D Anyways...as we were organizing the library...we found a ton of really cool books...like one was titled "Lesbian Love Stories"...I immediately picked it up and said: "Ooh...I should read this. It'll be like porn." :lol: :P Jenna slapped me after that. :lol: :P But we also found a couple completely unrelated books...like "A Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy"...and we found a really stupid book called "Tiffany's Table Manners". :lol: :P It was SO STUPID...WHY WAS IT IN THE GSA LIBRARY?!?!?! :lol: :P Someone probably just shoved it in there for no apparent reason. :P We threw that book out. :P It was really funny though...because my friend MH found it and she had this look on her face like: "What the f*ck is this?!" :lol: :P Now it's an inside joke that only GSA members who were there get. :P I'm still laughing about it at random times...it was so much funnier than you'd think...but you kinda had to be there. :P What else do I haveta talk about? :P Oh...now I haveta start thinking about what to get Jenna for Christmas...Jenna has it easy in my opinion...I think I'm pretty easy when it comes to what to get me...and she can take care of my birthday and Christmas stuff all at once...since they're only two days apart. :P I think it'll be easy to figure out though...I have a couple ideas and I managed to figure out that Jenna would love that charm bracelet thing I got her without asking her. :P It's not that hard I guess...we've known each other for almost a year and whenever we go on a date I can see if there's anything in any stores that catch her attention and I can always ask her friends. :P Zeus knows they wanna help me out...I remember when we first started dating some of her friends thought I wouldn't make for a good girlfriend and they worried about our relationship...but...now they know we're gonna keep what we have for a long time. :D What else do I haveta talk about...? :P Nothing really... :P Oh...I just realized something...it's 12 days until my birthday and 14 days until Christmas. :D :P No...I don't wanna turn 16...I don't wanna grow up! :lol: :P Kidding. :P Does being 16 mean I can't play in the mud anymore? :P Hah, yeah right! :lol: :P Oh, but Jenna and I have been keeping up with the Amazing Race...and today's the season finale...we're both routing for Ernie and Cindy (don't ask why...it was a stupid idea...we chose them because no one likes them. :P ) and I'm gonna go over Jenna's place to watch the season finale and it should be fun to just spend some more time with her and relax and do nothing. :D :P Oh Zeus...what should I wear? :P Kidding. :P I guess I should end this blog...it's rather long. :P And if I don't make a blog next week I will most certainly make one on December 23rd...which is my birthday. :P I'll be 16...how fun. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)

Yep...just another normal day for myself...I made a new mortal enemy. :P No...even though I do have a fair amount of mortal enemies...this one came out slightly differently...and it initially upset me...it didn't make me angry at first...which is what usually happens. This one really upset me. Okay...I guess I'll just explain it in this paragraph. Do you remember me talking about this girl who I was FORMERLY friends with, SS? No...well...I mentioned it before. :P She's in my Prose, Advanced Geo, and History sections...and we got along really well and we were good friends. Then I told her that I'm in GSA and came out to her and she's been avoiding me ever since. (I'm actually surprised I had to come out to her...I came out last school year and I've chosen to be openly gay...so I just kinda assumed that everyone in my grade at BLS woulda known already. And...if not...I'm sure you could piece things together...since all the stereotypes that come with being a lesbian fit me quite well. :P Although...I could get that someone might mistake me for a transvestite or something like that. :P But...whatever...the point is...it surprised me. :P ) And for a while I've been wondering why she's been avoiding me. So...to see if SS was really homophobic or something...I asked Jenna if she'd try talking to SS...since SS knows that Jenna's a lesbian as well. Apparently nothing bad happened...so SS isn't homophobic. So then later on this week I talked to her and asked her what she has against me. She called me a "tr*nny" (I consider it a bad word...I usually refer to it as the "bad t-word" or something like that) and said that she knew all about that incident with Dan. How? I dunno...she never told me. But she's been avoiding me because I MIGHT be a transgender. Oh Zeus...that was just an experiment andthe thought is still prominent in my mind but I haven't really bothered with it...before I can be sure I'll haveta make time for more reading and experimenting and then be ready for some big changes. Jenna knows about that...she doesn't mind...as long as I don't plan on going on a date with her as Dan. :P So...yeah...that's why she's been avoiding me. At first I was really upset about this...I didn't cry or something like that...she's not worth that much trouble...but I was upset for a few days. But...now that's turned into anger. Call me crazy but I personally think it feels somewhat better to be angry at someone than to be upset. And I'm never bothering with SS ever again...if she can't accept me for who I am as an individual then screw her...she's not worth my time. Oh, and this anger has sparked some of my cynical creativity...I've been thinking of ways to kill her all weekend! :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P BLS needs a GSA Mafia...I can so run it...I'm about half Sicilian...it's in my blood to form a freaking Mafia! :lol: :P Kidding. :P Oh, and when I was upset Jenna was there for me and so was my mom and all my friends from GSA...which is probably why I got over things so quickly. :D I'm lucky to have a strong support group...between my mom, my girlfriend, and the GSA...that's a lot of support. :D Oh, and I will say one thing though. One of my friends from GSA who is transgender was talking with me on the train ride home and asked me what made me question the fact that I might be transgender and not just a tomboy and a lesbian. I told her everything andshe said that she can't be sure but I fall under a lot of the criteria of being a transgender...(sexual preference has nothing to do with it...but if I were transgender I'd technically be straight)...I like dressing up and looking like the opposite gender...I do sometimes like identifying myself with the opposite gender...things would be so much more enjoyable...and there is some stuff that I wanna do that I can't do in a female's body. So...yeah...thinking about it...the possibility is kinda sorta high...I haveta make time to do some reading and more experimenting and then I'd probably know for sure. :D Although...I don't think that I'd change over until I went to college...doing it in the middle of high school might not go too well...even though BLS is very accepting. But...I don't know that for sure yet...I guess this brings me to the state of being a lesbian at the momentand questioning whether or not I'm a transgender. Yeah...sorry about that surprise...but it's not really a surprise...you already knew about the thing with Dan. :P Anyways...let's get on with this blog... :P

Aside from that...my week was pretty good. :D :P Nothing special really happened...just busy with schoolwork...as usual. :P The term hasn't really started to pick up yet...things haven't really been stressful yet. :P I've mostly been busy with homework and mindless busy work. :P The only things are that I have an Italian monologue to present tomorrow and I'm gonna get assigned an art project for Latin Prose soon. :P I'm ready to present my Italian monologue. :D This weekend wasn't too special either. :P Jenna and I didn't really have any plans...Jenna was busy this weekend doing something that I forget and I've been coming up with ways to kill SS. :P So...yeah...I don't really have much to talk about aside from that issue with SS and the recent revelation that the possibility that I might be a transgender is higher than I thought. :P http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UOVue-ubkvw&feature=relatedThis song has given me SO MANY ideas for how to kill SS! :twisted: :P Not really...it's just nice to fantasize about it sometimes. :twisted: :P MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :twisted: :P Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)