Is it time to give up hope or something? I have been with the same person for the past two years, we have had our differences, and when he gets P.O.ed at me, he would prefer to be alone, rather then ran after. Since this is how he sees things, he doesn't see the need to run after me when something goes wrong in his favor. 99% of women want to be run aftered. It shows a sign of love; that you care. I have told him many times, I want to be run aftered.

-One time I walked out of his house on a bad note, hopeing he would follow me behind me...he didn't. I waited in my car in his driveway for 5 minutes before I went home, he still didn't come. He has come after me a handful of times, but not quite enough as he should.

Like right now for instances. He knows I am upset, I made sure of it, and he knows why. Yet he hasn't called, walked over to my house (13 houses apart on the same road), and I am still being a typical women, crying and upset.

I even changed my facebook status to "....needs to be ran after sometimes" in hopes he would see it and do SOMETHING...but nothing.

I am so dead inside right now. I feel so emo, and I killed that part of me years ago...sigh.

The other day I got a friend request on facebook from some guy with a rock as a defualt and the only common interest we shared was the Boston Network.

I didn't click accept or ignore, just left him in limbo.

The next day he sent me a message saying:

"Hi, Courtney. I sent you a friends request the other day. You're incredibly cute, and if you go to Wentworth you must be smart, too. I hope we can be friends. Accept me?

:)"

Since he was polite I decided to accept him. He replied back to me with:

"Do you IM someplace? I'd love to chat a bit and get to know you. Or we could just do email."

I didn't reply...

The next day I got a notification saying he added me to his top friends, so I decided to peak at his profile. The only picture he had on his page was the rock. He had a total of 56 friends, and 38 of them were on his top friends; they were all young hot chicks.

I noticed something very odd. His birthday say he was born in 1956??

I quickly messaged him asking,

"How old are you?"

He replied:

"52. Hope that's OK."

I wrote back,

"My Dad is younger then you...that's creepy."

He finished the message with:

"I understand and respect your feelings. Good luck in everything you do."

He was fcking 52, that is gross, he is hitting on young girls... I am almost 19, that is sick and creepy.

(Oh and just for the recored, I removed him from my friends list and blocked him.

CREEP!

Last night was wicked good.

After like 6 years, a bunch of friends burned this old, crappy couch in the back of my love's house.

At first, I thought it wasn't a good idea, the couch was about 2 feet away from a river and in the woods surrounded by leaves and branches and all that good stuff.

One of us light a log and throw it on the couch.

8 seconds later, the couch was INSANE!!!

The fire was spreading FAST...

4 out of 6 of us ran up the steep, thorny hill to get pots and water to try and control it.

One of them decided to piss on it...which obviously would do SOOOO much...=/.

I was considering calling the fire dept. but after a minute they got the fire to calm down.

About 2 minutes later, I see a fire truck speed by the house with it's lights on.

30 Seconds later it turns around and goes about 5mph down the street.

Someone DEFINITELY called them on us.

Luckily we had the fire under control and they didn't see it.

Then they drove by a third time, with their lights off, and left.

It was the best time, that couch needed to go.

Okay so last night I was hanging out with the guys (7 of us total) and we were all playing Brawl, relaxing after a LONG day of cleaning up the basement. Well we were all pretty dirty and one of them, Matt, decides to go take a shower.

Well he walks out and I asked him if he wanted to play and he replied...

"No I think I am going to go take a shower"

I looked at him...and he had his laptop in his hands...???

"Matt, why do you need your laptop to take a shower?"

"Uh...I don't know..." Matt said.

I quickly replied..."Matt just go...please"

Two minutes later Matt runs up the stairs in just his boxers and runs across the hall into the bedroom and says...

"I need my power cord"

(/slaps forehead)

...use your imagination! I know we all did to fill in the blanks.

I made this yesterday. Hope it brightens everyone's day =]

This morning while I was eating breakfast my dad said there was a message for me on the answering machine (my friends call my cell not my house so I found this odd)..

I played the message and it was some guy (who sounded drunk) singing "I've had the time of my life".

It was SOOOO funny. I have no idea who it is and if it was a wrong number or what not, but the number came up blocked and I really wish I knew who it was. It was classic.

Lawyers should never ask a Mississippi grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer.

In a trial, a Southern small -town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, 'Mrs. Jones, do you know me?' She responded, 'Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you'll never amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you.'

The lawyer was stunned. Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, 'Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?'

She again replied, 'Why yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem. He can't build a normal relationship with anyone, and his law practice is one of the worst in the entire state. Not to mention he cheated on his wi fe with three different women. One of them was your wife. Yes, I know him.'

The defense attorney nearly died.

The judge asked both counselors to approach the bench and, in a very quiet voice, said, 'If either of you idiots asks her if she knows me, I'll send you both to the electric chair.'

WTF is up with guys these days. The one I want needs to realize my worth, and the ones that want me are driving me nuts.

I went over my friends house last night to watch a move...I WANTED TO WATCH THE MOVIE...and he wouldn't stop touching me and trying to kiss me and was like glued to me and was really annoying.

Another one has had a crush on me for two years and does not give up. I use to have a thing for him, but not so much anymore, and he asked me on a date for Saturday, and I said yes because it can't hurt me, but it won't change the fact I want ONE man, which is not this guy.

And you know what I hate, is when are are laying down, cuddling with someone, watching a move or talking or something and they "corner" you, so you can't go anywhere and kiss you. It pisses me off more than anything. If it is someone you want to kiss that is different, but if not, it's like AHHHH!

I found out on Friday, my 15 year old cousin was 5 months pregnant with her 18 year old boyfriends baby. I am still in shock. At fifteen I could not take care of a child...

Her father would smack her silly if he was still alive. Sadly, her mother is never there, her sister is really too young to understand what is going on, and her older brother...well he is in his own little world.

I just wish I knew if she really understands what a rough road trip she is in for...

So far I know that it is a boy. Not sure if she has a name picked out yet. I just hope and pray the best for her, and hope he doesn't turn out like our other cousin, Devin.

...His mother had him at the age of 13, and neglected him badly =[. He was fed a bottle and a bag of potato chips at 9 months old. If he was lucky, they would change his diaper, on average, of every two weeks.God help us all.

Hrm, I think I lost my sense in telling when guys like me now, because someone stumped me. When I was at college I saw someone I haven't seen since elementary school. I said hi, he didn't recognize me, but he remembered my name, which would of embarrassed me completely if he didn't. Well I was like "We should hang out sometime" so I gave him my number, and really never heard from him. It didn't really bother me. Well I saw him around campus a few times, we exchanged "Hello's" and moved on with our day. Well 4 months later he leaves me a random message on facebook saying "We need to hang out!" I really did not expect that at all, threw me way off guard. Well we exchanged numbers again because he lost mine since his cell phone broke, and he told me to give him a call sometime this week if I am free this weekend. Well I gave him my screenname so we could chat sometime and catch up (because I really don't know what he is like anymore) and later that night he IMed me. We were just talking but he kept calling me "babe" and throwing out small compliments indicating I was pretty or such. He said he was having a small party with him and a few friends at school at one of the apartments and said I should go. I have been having a real tough time getting over my ex, of two years, lately, and I told him about it, and he said, "You will have a good time, it will get your mind off things, and after you can stay at my place....(a good couple seconds went by without me responding)...if you want?" I have no problem hanging out with him and his friends, but I am not quite sure what his intentions are, and I don't want to give out the wrong idea. I asked him what made him think of me and want to hang out all of a sudden and he told me that he remembered seeing me in the fall and wanting to hang out so he figured he would ask. Not sure if that was the real reason or not, but I am going to take his work for it. I just wish I knew what his intentions were because I have asked a handful of guys if they would ever ask a girl they were not attracted to to hang out by themselves, and they all said no. Even though there would be his friends there...it is still weird to think he would ask any girl to hang out with them, and he made it seem like it would be him, me and his 3 or 4 guy friends...So I don't know.

/confused