Okay, so the other night, I went to my ex's dorm. (I am still in love with him). I was more exicted than usual to go see him. I got there. He completely ignored me to go on the computer. He was trying to crack stuff and all that jazz. He got frusterated and completely forgot about me.
Two hours go by, and I am still sitting there, kinda chatting with his roomie a little. Then I get up and tell him I am going to go. He finally gets off the computer, and was like "really? Okay, bye!" In a wicked rude tone, so I just walked out and left.
(I dated him for 3 years, not once when I stormed off did he come after me, so judging from the past, I didn't wait in my car like I usually would, I just left).
He texts me as soon as I leave, saying he came outside looking for me. (First time EVER did he come after me). I continued to drive home. He kept hinting to me that he wanted me to come back, but I said if you want me to come back just ask. He never once asked. So I didn't go back. He waited outside in the cold, with a short sleeve and no shoes, for almost an hour. He is now sick because of it.
He told me about a month ago he was 95% sure he was over me.
So why did he choose for the first time to run after me this time? To me it shows he still cares and loves me, but my mind tells me otherwise because he already told me he was pretty much over me. Also, why did he wait outside for an hour, freezing? He causes himself to get sick in hope I would come back. Which I told him he had to ask, which he didn't.
Does he still love me and not want to believe it? Or am I over thinking things like I ALWAYS do?
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