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He loves me, he loves me not.

Okay, so the other night, I went to my ex's dorm. (I am still in love with him). I was more exicted than usual to go see him. I got there. He completely ignored me to go on the computer. He was trying to crack stuff and all that jazz. He got frusterated and completely forgot about me.

Two hours go by, and I am still sitting there, kinda chatting with his roomie a little. Then I get up and tell him I am going to go. He finally gets off the computer, and was like "really? Okay, bye!" In a wicked rude tone, so I just walked out and left.

(I dated him for 3 years, not once when I stormed off did he come after me, so judging from the past, I didn't wait in my car like I usually would, I just left).

He texts me as soon as I leave, saying he came outside looking for me. (First time EVER did he come after me). I continued to drive home. He kept hinting to me that he wanted me to come back, but I said if you want me to come back just ask. He never once asked. So I didn't go back. He waited outside in the cold, with a short sleeve and no shoes, for almost an hour. He is now sick because of it.

He told me about a month ago he was 95% sure he was over me.

So why did he choose for the first time to run after me this time? To me it shows he still cares and loves me, but my mind tells me otherwise because he already told me he was pretty much over me. Also, why did he wait outside for an hour, freezing? He causes himself to get sick in hope I would come back. Which I told him he had to ask, which he didn't.

Does he still love me and not want to believe it? Or am I over thinking things like I ALWAYS do?

How do you play hard to get?

I am a 20 year old female and have really never had the problem of getting a guy to notice me. I was with a guy for 3 years and then he just broke my heart. For the past year of being single I have been looking for guys, but always coming up too short. There is always a major flaw.

I finally found a guy that it feels so natural and right with. I know he likes me, and I obviously feel the same. One major problem, he isn't looking for anything serious. Like he wants to unoffically date me, but without the ties. I'm only okay with that for so long, if I REALLY start to fall for him. Any ideas on what I can do to make him change his mind without actually being that obvious. My sister said, "Play hard to get"...I don't know how to do that. =/

HELP!?

What is that suppose to mean?

Okay so I finally got to hang out with this guy I have kinda been crushing on for the past week. I know him through my sister. She use to be friends with him until she got a crappy boyfriend. Well we hung out. Watched a movie. Obviously it was all playful and flirty. I fell asleep on him twice while he was running his fingers threw my hair. Then we cuddled for a little while. We were spooning and he started to fall asleep and his body jerked and like humped me, I found it hilarious. I kind of woke him up and was like, "I'll go home so you can get some rest." He held on to me tighter and said, "Okay, I will see you in the morning." Well after that he just started like doing eskimo kisses and rubbing our noses together. Then after a couple minutes of doing that he looked at me and asked if he could do something, but not to take it to seriously. I was confused, and he kissed my cheek. I kinda blushed and laid down on the pillow. Then like a minute late he kissed my nose, and then like five minutes later he finally kissed me. He was so sweet about the whole thing. Since he said, don't take it to seriously, it sort of makes me concerned. What is that suppose to mean? Just forget about it? Or do I have to wait this out and see exactly what he means. Like I really do like him, but I am sick of getting screwed over, so I don't feel like wasting my time. It just seemed so genuine. Why did those words have to come out of his mouth =/?

I give heart attacks?

Oh man I saw District 9 tonight. My ex (whom I happen to still be very close with and see quite often) happened to walk in about 10 minutes after me. I saw him, but I guess he didn't see me. I sent him a text, and he never got it. On the way out, we was walking down the theater steps and I go to him "Hey Loser!" He stuck his face like an inch away from mine because he didn't know who it was. Then when he figured out it was me, he wouldn't look at me. He was so surprised to run into me. Not sure why. Like he was walking away and wouldn't look at me and was very hesitant to talk to me. After we left, I got a text from him saying "Sorry if it was so awkward, I was just so surprised to see you, it really freaked me out." If you saw his face, it looked like he saw a ghost when he realized it was me. Yet I just hung out with him 2 days ago. I wonder why he was in so much shock. I wish it was because he saw me and was like "I wonder who that hottie is?" And then found out it was me. But I will keep dreaming on that day.

Why am I so scared to get close?

Okay, so this guy who dated my ex-best friend (no more like enemy), I decided to give a chance. I have been hanging out with him for the past two week now. I love his family, and I believe they love me. I went to the beach with all of them Monday and we had so much fun.

Like I do believe in the whole zodiac sign things, and we are both taurus, and I am exactly like a Taurus, and if he is too, then it would NEVER work out. Like he is really sweet and all and wants to do everything to make me happy, I think he is coming off as too clingy too me. Like he asks me to hang out like everyday, when I haven't seen my friends in like the past two weeks. I'm going back to college in like a week and a half and school comes before guys, and I told him this and he was getting nervous and scared about that, but agreed it comes first.

Like I think I am afraid of letting anyone in now. My best friend told me it will be easy when the right guy comes along, and I think she is right. I like keep my guard up around this new guy. He is moving to fast for me, when I want to take things slow. He seems so possesive and I hate that! We aren't even boyfriend/girlfriend.

I also don't think I'm over my ex. We have been broken up for about a year now and I still love the guy =(.

Am I just being scared? Am I not giving him enough of a chance? Do we really not have chemistry, or is it all in my mind!!! AHH I don't know!

I'm so confused!!!

No more drama please.

I hate being used. Awhile back a guy tried hanging out with me to get back at his ex. His ex and I knew each other for awhile, we never talked, but we just didn't get along apparently. When she was trying to go after my ex, I decided to hang out with hers. Then we got in a huge fight, and now we are friends.

Now I am back in that same situation. A guy I apparently had a class with, dated an enemy of mine, and now that they are broken up wants to "get to know me better." When he admits to her telling him to not talk to me because she hates me. Is he actually interested or maybe trying to get back at his ex for cheating on him?

My life sucks >.< I hate drama, or potential drama!

Tadaa

I have been depressed lately, so to try and get out of my funk I decided to get all pretty and catputed the moment.

I hate being DD

Errr I hate being the DD. Since I don't drink everyone assumes I want to be their DD. My friend just called me up trying to bribe me to take him and his friends to a club. I would be A. Hit on all night by them and other guys (ew), B. I hate drunk people, C. I hate clubs!

Errr what an a**hole!

Jitters?

Oh jeez I am nervous. I am seeing one of my old close friends from 8th grade tomorrow. How old are you in 8th grade...12 or 13..? I am now 20...I feel like I'm meeting someone offline or something. This is so weird. I hope everything goes okay.

I am beyond sick of guys

I'm so sick of guys.

I have one guy who has texted me the same thing everyday for the past like 4 months..."Hey babe, watsup". I would never date a guy who called me "babe" before we even went on a date! I haven't seen him, I just want to be friends, I don't think my ignoring him is getting the message across. I have know him since kindergarden, but he's not the guy for me.

The guy I want is no good for me, and doesn't want to get back together with me.

Another guy I really liked disappeared one day and 2 months later decides to text me and try and make it up to me.

Another guy, sees me on facebook, sees I went to the same high school as him and think I look familiar and thinks we would make a perfect match...

Another guy, I tried to make it work with him a little less than a year ago, but he was just too inexperienced for me to be in a relationship and he is back in my life trying to get with me. *sigh*

There are more, but I have complained about enough guys in one post. Just find me prince charming!!!