Hello everyone!
I have gotten tired of my favorite character, Cloud, being labeled as emo, so I decided to do a very brief overview of Cloud's personality. He has no characteristics to even suggest he is emo. He may have low self esteem and depression at times (wouldnt you if you went through what he did?!?!) but that doesnt mean emo!
So I actually wrote this whole thing as a response in the SER forums...So if you have already read it, Im sorry, you dont have to read it again. I liked what I wrote and want to have it in my blog. Plus Im too lazy to come up with something new for my blog today :lol:
Also this is only a summary. I could be a lot more detailed. But I could only do a condensed version on the forums and again I am tired and dont feel like rewriting it.
Now if you do not want to know events in Crisis Core, FFVII, and Advent Children, Please Do Not Read!
Ok Cloud's personality as condensed as I possibly can:
Cloud starts out in a little town called Nibelheim. His only real friend is Tifa, but even she doesnt spend much time with him. Cloud is extremely shy and yes he does like Tifa. So he hears all these stories about SOLDIER and decides he will prove himself to Tifa, prove that he deserves to be seen.
So off Cloud goes to Shinra, and what do you know he fails to become SOLDIER. He yet again is pushed to the side and becomes a basic infantry man. Another blow to Cloud's confidence, but this doesnt make him emo. He just has low self esteem. At this point he is very innocent to the world around him.
Well he meets Zack, a SOLDIER just like he wants to be. Still he is shy, but he really wants to learn as much as possible. Which of course Zack always helps anyone he meets, so they become friends. And Zack slowly gets Cloud to open up and have some confidence.
They reach Nibelheim again, Cloud is very embarrassed he was unable to fulfill his promise that he wouldnt return until he was SOLDIER. Sephiroth goes all villian-y and both Tifa and Zack are hurt...the only 2 people who had some belief in him. He gets all ticked off and shows he is truly stronger then he ever believed he was against Sephiroth.
A giant sword through your gut isnt too good for you, so Cloud passes out.
When they wake they are in floaty watery test tubes...Boy has this guy been through a lot...remember he is only technically a kid still.
Ok so Cloud is a little out of it...ok a lot...because the scientist have been experimenting on him and the mako really messed him up. But Zack helps him as they make their escape. Next thing Cloud knows he is watching his best friend, the only person who saw more in him, who believed in him, die.
So ya he goes a little mental...He is still a kid, he has seen death, had a sword shoved through him, been horribly experimented on and lost everything that he knows...plus he never got to really grow up and understand who he truly is. (end of Crisis Core)
In his shock, he takes on the persona of the only person who believed in him, Zack.
Ok so for the majority of FFVII he is technically Zack. Doing everything he knows Zack would do. Once Sephy starts messing with his mind, he acts very weird. Why? Because he has a confident, cocky, self assured personality that is Zack...but who is he really? He doesnt even know because he lost everything before he learned who he really is.
In the end he ends up remembering his past, remembering he is truly stronger then he believes, and defeats Sephiroth.
(And there ends FFVII)
Now Cloud is all happy, has confidence, wants to move on with his life. He makes a Delivery service, moves in with Tifa, fixes up an awesome bike, hangs out with all of the friends he has made, ect. He wants a peaceful life. Everything is going great, Cloud smiles, laughs, and has fun. But then the Geostigma hits him.
Although probably not the smartest move, he grows distant with everyone. He is getting sicker and sicker. He doesnt want anyone to be unhappy again and knows there is no cure. He doesnt want to cause anyone any pain. But what he doesnt realize is that being distant IS causing pain to the ones he loves.
His sickness is making him weak, he cant be strong for the ones he loves, he cant protect them. He does want to fail to protect them, the people who trust in him, like he believes he did with Zack and Aerith. Part way through Advent Children, he once again realizes that it is just as important to try as it is to win. Cured of the Geostigma, he defeats Sephiroth again. And now he realizes that being with the people he loves is the real joy in the world.
(end of Advent Children)
Well thats it in a nutshell. Not as good as I could do but I think you can get the idea. Oh and the info between FFVII and AC came from the Novel available with the AC Collector's Edition DVD. So I have references :D
I find Cloud's personality to be very human, very real. He has flaws and that just makes me like him more :lol:
If there is any questions you have about Cloud, Ill be more than happy to answer them to the best of my knowledge!
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